Clau Rebaza

24 y/o | 🇵🇪 | she/her | I can post anything here, from madness to art (*cough* even my OCs *cough*); so enjoy my content :)

[crebazalr]

Now, who's ready for a...

I wanted to do this trend a long time ago, and now i had the chance; but talking about that...

I have something to tell...

And you can dm me in Twitter and Discord for more info. My KoFi is in the link i left here.

Thanks for the attention, have a great time.

[orion28porlais]

Back after a long break (exams)

Oc of

@forest-of-delusions

[orion28porlais]

Back after a long break (exams)

Oc of

@forest-of-delusions

[laweaaburrida]

I totally did not forgot to post this

[sky-aries]

The long awaited Jack Q&A is here!

Finally... 🥲

@legmoth

Sky: I wouldn't say his box is cursed. Jack doesn't really see it that way either. He's happy to finally think for himself instead of letting HUNGER control every aspect of his life. The box is also a symbol that not all humans are bad, since it wasn’t always a music box either. That aspect came after meeting his human friend.

@wondernerd194

Jack: A cook? I mean… Pierrot is usually the one that makes the food, liebling. Just because you can cook doesn’t mean I'll change my mind about you! (Checks to see if Jester is around.) (Whispers) Where can I find you for those meals though?

Jack: M-me?! But you have Pierrot's scent. Aren't you already his mate, liebling? I can't betray him in that way! He'll be crushed!

@forest-of-delusions

Jack: I like the smell of rain. It... gives me a chance to reminiscence on the past, where I could just stand under the falling water and let drops land on my face. I don't like the smell of gasoline all that much. Harlequin spilled a bit near the vehicles at a point and I couldn't stop sneezing.

Sky: Jack doesn't remember much of his time back then. HUNGER was always so prevalent that it made his brain foggy. He did however have a mother who raised him to a certain extent and then he was alone for a long time. But fate is a funny thing. As is magic. He did have a human friend at some point, but she has met a gruesome and tragic end.

Sky: He is actually pretty young. Around near Harlequin’s age, maybe even younger. In human years he would be like 20 years old.

Sky: Oh! One question that no one asked him yet is how he got his name. Even when he was young, he didn't really have a name. He learned only much later how important names could be when he was able to think clearly. It was his human friend who actually gave him his name, since she owned a jack in the box. He kept that name since then.

Sky: When he could think clearly, he wore a potato sack for pants and a cloak for hide his face and antlers. (he started pulling them off to blend in better) Then he also had a change of clothes when he saw a human performing for kids at a carnival. He wanted to hear more of their laughter, so he had a snack and took the guy's costume. He started learning how to perform since then.

Jack: It was Jester who found me. I was hungry, eating one of the fools when he stumbled upon me. After that, I remember that I was fed some more, I was properly clothed and was taught how to take care of myself. But... I wasn't ready to leave yet. I've been alone for so long, I didn't want to leave. I think Jester was reluctant to let me stay, but I don't know for sure. He let me stay anyway, despite everything... I owe him everything...

Sky: Hehe. Apart from having claws and sharp teeth like the other clowns, those are mostly all his animal parts. He does have some animalistic instincts however, like referring to intercourse as mating, marking, scenting, grooming and can get territorial over his mates/partners.

Sky: He met her around the time when freak circuses where popular. He was starting to perform in circuses by then, in secret of course, and he stumbled upon her there. She was young, trusting. She really liked his silly acts. She was the reason why Jack would be so protective and affectionate with human children. Their friendship tragically ended however when Jack had a hunger episode and unintentionally consumed her. To the humans, the girl was never found...

@beththeartster

Jack: Ah! L-liebling?! I don't... heh, I don't think Pierrot will like having his mate's scent on my clothes... (He chuckles nervously, taking the rose you hand him. His over hand fidgets with his pants, the makeup barely able to hide the growing blush at the kiss marks on his face.) (Whispers) Pats and hugs are fine though...

Really sorry I missed this since Christmas... 😅

@astromati24

Jack: Oh, I love Christmas! Pierrot always makes such a wonderful feast! As for your question for regarding humans... Hmm... I suppose their resilience. Or maybe how they were able to evolve as the years passed. Children will always be the same though. Always the most precious little stars!

@dinosaurbigfeet

Jack: Um... no? Doctor did suggest I can wear glasses if I wanted. But I don't want to bother Ticket Taker about it. I don't like burdening the finances... B-besides! I'm already used to not seeing that well anyway.

He does have glasses in a dif au though, so he's good in another universe :D

@beauscreativecorner

Sky: Ohhhh! I really like that you asked me this. His box can play any melody depending on his mood. When he is happy, there will be a joyful melody! If he is more sad, then the melody is macabre. And then there is when he is hunting. Imagine yourself alone, in the dark. Till suddenly, you hear a familiar melody play from your childhood. Was it a nurse rhythm? Or something your mother would hum to put you to bed? Regardless of what it is, it draws you closer, like an angler's lure. And before you know it, you are sucked into the box.

Jack: Hmm... I've always liked the smell of lavender. I think lavender? Or was it daisies? The yellow ones though! I like the yellow daisies.

@syntrixthejester

Jack: Here, liebling! Hugs are always welcome! (He lifts you up from the ground and hugs you against his chest. He is mindful not to squeeze you too tightly.)

@laweaaburrida

Jack: Pierrot has made few deserts that I grown to like. I don't remember most of their names, but I think I like macaroons. Oh! And a apple crumble is delious!

AND I'M FINALLY DONE!!!

Thank you for everyone who participated. Next time, I'll just let ya'll ask questions in the question box. It's always open and I'm willing to answer anything :3

Have a good day, pookies!

[laweaaburrida]

I have this old traditional drawings of Pierrot with me, so...

My MC is probably introducing Pierrot to his dad, oh yeah

[crebazalr]

GO AND FOLLOW MY BESTIE NOW!!!!

[crebazalr]

I HAD A VISION

Ok guys, remember that part in the Pierrot's costume origin comic, where he mentioned he practiced his throws before?

But to inmediatly fail to take the dummy down?

This can say much about the character and his own nervousness, but he wasn't nervous until he failed a couple of times.

So...

How did he failed?

I have a theory, what if instead of his daggers, he practiced with his own spikes?

We can see evidence of him having spikes in Columbina's memory mirror, in his arms specially. So, as an inexpert at once, he had to practice with what he had at hand, in this case, with his own body.

But once he started to master it, he started with the daggers, yet he commited a mistake...

He changed his own tools too early

So maybe, he did practiced but not with the tools he had at the time, causing him to fail; like an archer who had to change wooden arrows to aluminium or carbon, they might had practiced, but the difference in materials can change everything.

But that's just a theory of mine.

I hope you all like it owo

[crebazalr]

For our consideration

There was a discussion between ships and story of this amazing novel, and as a fan of this genre, and with great sadness, it's not the first time i'd seen this kind of problems.

Especially when people don't agree on a character, a certain ship, the playability or even going so far that people wants to decide about what to introduce in the game and judge harshly if the author says no to it.

I know it's not gonna be the last time this problem comes to the point of our view, but i want to give everyone a reminder:

Authors don't always have to live or create for the fans

If Neko wants to introduce a certain mechanic or anything he wants, it's ok, that's his game, not ours.

We're no one to dictaminate what he can put in the game or not, that's his decision to make.

And of those who still think he shouldn't add something you don't want or don't like his vision, you're welcome to ignore the game and pass to the next one, but don't obligate others to think and act like you.

As some people in this fandom, i respect the decisions he makes and it's sad that this keeps happening in this vast world that is the internet.

And for Neko

Keep going with this novel, keep creating and making art, there might be people out there that might try to make you feel less... but they're no one to tell you how to make something you love.

I'll respect any decision you make about your novels, but don't quit your passions. There are much more people that got your back for you to keep going.

Signed

A fan

[orion28porlais]

sorry for my absence, i have exam period ! but here a little bit drawing i did of them being lovey dovey. (thank you for the logo @crebazalr you are so cool and perfect thank you again ! )

[laweaaburrida]

Twitter the ever blubbering cesspool.

Yandere games are probably some of the most honest games when it comes to "Hey there'll be some gnarly stuff in here, which IRL would actually be really NOT good. But this is a game, so it's your choice to actually click and play. If you don't want that, don't play. Seriously!"

and people still decide to play, and then they go belly-up when the literally in your face warning comes into action.

Honestly, staying on Twitter is best as long as they don't message the creators with their nonsense, but the thing is, sometimes they move from Twitter to Tumblr to whine about things that are already mentioned in the game's warnings.

And frankly, it's annoying that people forget the fine line between reality and fantasy, just as it's annoying that they try to irritate creators to mold characters to be "morally correct" when the premise of a visual novel is not to be morally incorrect.

There are many yandere visual novels that are more "appropriate" for mainstream audiences, so that's why I always maintain that if you don't like a visual novel, just don't play it.

For example, this issue of the character not being "morally correct" made me lose interest in one of the visual novels I used to be interested in, Lurking for Love (ignoring the creator's issues, for one thing). It was annoying that people complained about Jacob having a love interest before the main character or that he was a pervert/creep.

When… oh… IT WAS MENTIONED IN THE GAME.

Like, just shut up, you don't like it? DON'T PLAY.

Your destructive and totally unnecessary opinion is not needed.

[laweaaburrida]

Ok, I am going to call out people in this...

Look, I've read some comments in social media (twitter, and yes, I am going to post it here too) that annoyed me with some people. First of all, I don't mean to offend anyone with this post (if you get offended anyways, that is your problem).

But I find it incredibly annoying/hypocritical that people are angry/upset with Harlequin (I'm not a simp) because he tends to cross the line.

Especially in the route where YOU go to the tent with him and he "forces" you, let me tell you, you can't say you didn't know what he was going to try to do.

And the route where you're in Pierrot's tent and he bites you, I understand that it can trigger you.

But did you even read the warnings? It says, "This game is recommended for ages 18+. The yandere theme includes dark elements, strong language, and sensitive graphic content."

𝐎𝐡 𝐰𝐨𝐰! 𝐀 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐜 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐜 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭? 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐞.

Besides, I see a lot of people complaining about Harlequin but not about Pierrot's creepy attitude (I'm a Pierrot simp). Maybe he's not as direct as Harlequin, but he's not far off.

And before anyone comes at me with "Oh, it gets romanticized" no, hell no, none of this is romanticized. You'd have to be out of your mind to believe this is actually romantic in real life. It's a visual novel for you to enjoy and have fun with dark content.

If this content bothers you, just don't play it. There is a LOT of visual novels with less sensitive graphic content to play. See? is simple. And I hope no one bothers Neko with this. 𝙉𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙤𝙪𝙩 ‧₊˚🦌⊹♡

[laweaaburridateorias]

ℙ𝕠𝕨𝕖𝕣 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕒𝕔𝕣𝕚𝕗𝕚𝕔𝕖

˙ . ꒷ 🪼 . 𖦹˙— Today I bring a theory that I will call this "Power and sacrifice", in reference to Jester and Columbina, it is a theory that I have been thinking about quite a bit since the 2nd and I tried to close the biggest plot holes of The freak circus lore with these.

「 ✦ 𝗪𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 - If you are unfamiliar with the game "The Freak Circus" or haven't yet played Day 2, I suggest you don't read this theory because it may contain spoilers and easter eggs. ✦ 」

With the warnings already given, it is at your discretion whether to read this.

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My theory is based on the fact that Jester controlled Harlequin and was one of the potential causes of Columbine's death. (I want to clarify beforehand that I'm not saying Jester is evil in this theory, as I consider him a morally ambiguous character or I am doing this because I hate him or sm like that.)

We know from day one, it is made very clear to us that none of them had any alternatives to continue living, they were starving to death and Columbina was the "savior" with her death.

I'd actually like to talk beforehand about Jester's abilities, which is mind control. We've seen that he has a great range and potential, controlling not just one, but multiple humans at once. How does that give us any assurance that it doesn't affect monsters as well? And before anyone says, "Oh, he wouldn't be capable of doing that to his own family!" let's remember that Columbina was his family too and he ated her too.

Now, going with Columbine, in the blue tent we encounter her spirit who wants to tell us her story (perhaps even to warn us of the danger indirectly).

She shows us her perspective of that night, making it clear that she was terrified because they were going to let her live, but definitely not out of affection or pity; they were going to use her in ways that terrified her.

She even asks Harlequin if he would save her, which makes things peculiar because Harlequin sounds confused. Why?

But coincidentally, before that scene, Jester talks about "feeding" Harlequin, which makes no sense. What was he going to feed him if they had no food? Remember, they were starving.

Things get even stranger because it strikes me that Harlequin talks about her being weak, but the conversation doesn't make sense, since everyone was talking about hunger, and then Harlequin's attitude suddenly changes abruptly. But I'm going to point out Harlequin's statement that "she's the weakest of them all" which really caught my attention because of the contradiction in his not actually caring about the strength or weakness of others (otherwise, he will respect Pierrot more, to be honest). The only one who truly cares about how weak or strong someone is is Jester himself, who even sees humans as inferior to them but shouldn't be underestimated simply because they are the majority.

But he sees humans as weak (referring to one of Neko's comics), and unlike Harlequin, he's very aware that he's no match for Pierrot and less Harlequin (but Harlequin does not care).

This makes me think that, besides checking that Pierrot was still alive, he also made sure that Pierrot was unable to intervene. Since we've seen that Pierrot makes it clear many times that he would be perfectly capable of stepping in to defend those he cares about, and he was the last to eat.

In addition, I was struck by the scene where Harlequin seems to awaken to his senses and cry (it's a very quick flash and it was too difficult to take the picture)

Then he laughed nervously, not as if he'd enjoyed it, but as if he were just now realizing what he'd just done. How is that possible? He sounded so sure before of what he was going to do.

And something I decided to do with some help from my good friend. We compared the colors (yes, colors are very important to me; sometimes they can even give clues).

What caught my attention was the color palette; it could be a simple coloring detail. But coincidentally, they're similar to the color palettes of Columbine and Jester.

Then, we recall, Jester apologizes to Harlequin. But if he wasn't at fault, why would he apologize?

At which point Columbina interrupts, saying that Jester didn't really feel guilty.

And Columbina mentions that everyone has created a shield commemorating that day.

To which: • Pierrot blames Harlequin for all of this. • Harlequin says that it was a sacrifice. • Jester, in the other hand, mocks Pierrot and Harlequin in his "tragic love story" blaming Harlequin for all of this.

Even in the act, Jester's mind control is more noticeable, when we move on to the scene where the "poison" is mentioned and make more noticeable like he is pulling a string.

also...

Columbina mentions that she is afraid of what is inside Harlequin, as if there were something cursed about him that shouldn't be there, as if she could see that Harlequin was not the same.

And here I'm going to highlight two of the quick flashes that caught my attention.

And it is here that it seems Jester is offering her as food for others. As well as Harlequin, which catches my attention because he always appears biting her and tearing off her arm, and you might wonder why I want to point this out.

Combining a little bit here, the easter egg.

Jester is coincidentally eating from the same side where his arm, got torn off. Finally, this got me thinking, where it's mentioned in Columbina's easteregg, that she must have heard someone, coincidentally showing Jester's eyes.

(We are not the same. You and I. I didn't want to. But our fate was cursed. I should have listened to him. It was my fault.)

We know that Jester controls everything, but what if Columbina refused to obey him when he gave her an order? And that this is what unleashed her fate.

I don't think Jester are the kind of people who appreciate disobedience. And that her disobedience was seen as a betrayal towards him.

Again, let me clarify that I'm not saying Jester is a villain (so please Jester fan, don't come for my ass). They were in a critical situation, and Columbina probably wasn't doing much to improve it, which led to extreme measures.

She was going to live (not well), and they were going to die.

There weren't many options for survival. It was a critical "eat or rot" situation. ﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌ If you think something is missing from my theory or I haven't made something clear, feel free to question me o((>ω< ))o I hope you like this theory; I'll be releasing another theory about Columbine soon. ⋆˚࿔ 𝗧𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲, 𝗺𝘆 𝗱𝗲𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱𝘀 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ 🦌⊹♡

[orion28porlais]

I guess this is my “I really need help” post…

I’ve been trying to handle everything on my own, but things have reached a point where I genuinely can’t keep pretending I’m okay.

I’m in a really difficult financial situation right now. I can’t afford food, I can’t pay my rent, and even basic daily needs are becoming impossible. It’s scary, stressful, and honestly, I feel really alone with it.

So instead of disappearing, I’m doing the only thing I can: asking for help in the most honest way I know how.

If anyone is looking for: ✨ Commissions ✨ Small paid tasks ✨ Art / writing / editing / digital work ✨ Any remote micro-jobs

—I’m available, motivated, and absolutely willing to work. I’m reliable, I take things seriously, and I’ll put my full effort into anything I’m trusted with.

I’m not asking for free money or out of comfort. I just need a way to get through this moment and stay afloat. Even small opportunities matter right now.

If you can’t commission or offer work, sharing this post, giving advice, or pointing me toward resources would still help more than you think.

Thank you for reading. Thank you for caring. Thank you for not scrolling past.

[orion28porlais]

Time to reveal the AU i making !

I'd like to thank a friend who inspires me a lot!

@crebazalr for all the help and inspiration you gave to me !

Ill give more information when ill get the time ! But you got all the design and some doddles will come here !

Again thank you for all your patience ! (Ps : everyone is single execpted isabela hahaha )

[crebazalr]

I'm glad i could help with the designs, i had fun giving inspo for them and i can't wait to know more of their lore!

[laweaaburrida]

Proud to have created her ✨

What I love most is that her entire design has an explanation of why she has that design. I am proud of myself today.

[laweaaburrida]

[laweaaburrida]

Mother and daughter… beating up their loved ones <3

But seriously, there's a detail: Junia's mother was the target of a killer who eventually became obsessed with her and fell in love (ignoring his initial motive). Basically, at one point she felt somewhat forced to marry that man because she feared he would hurt himself or someone else, but over time she began to love him. (Stockholm or not, she loved him)

As for Junia and Adam… well, we have a beautiful journey ahead to discover what will happen to those two hehe