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Moving forward...

On Monday I woke feeling very anxious, things between me and Sarah were not good. I had my meds and climbed back into bed but could not sleep. I lay there until the afternoon thinking wondering if and when it would happen. In the afternoon I got out of…

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#Bipolar #BPD #bpdchris #Hospital #Hospitalization #mha #MHA Sectioned #overdose #Section 17 Leave

Smoke breaks...

After needing a smoke for two days I decided to speak to the charge nurse last night. I asked if I could go down for a smoke as it had been stopped because of the risk that i will go over the wall. He read through my notes and identified the fact that I…

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Oh no not again! (continued from last post)

The ambulance arrived five minutes later with their blues flashing. The policeman let them in and we sat in the living room while they did my obs. I was feeling really unwell at this stage and just wanted to get it all over with. They told me they were…

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#Ambulance #Bipolar #borderline personality disorder #BPD #MHA Sectioned #overdose #Paracetamol Overdose #Police #Section 3 #Sectioned

Oh no not again!

Saturday started off pretty well for me, I was up on time, got my meds and as usual went back to bed. After waking from a dream that my kids had been taken away from me I was extremely upset. My day gradually went downhill from there, starting with the…

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#Ambulance #Bipolar #borderline personality disorder #BPD #Hospital #Hospitalization #overdose #Paracetamol Overdose #Police #Section 3 #Sectioned

I miss them so much!

I woke this morning feeling all empty inside, i had a dream about my kids and it was Christmas.…

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#Bipolar #borderline personality disorder #BPD #Child #Children #Hospital #Hospitalization #Kids

I just hate these ward rounds...

I woke this morning without the staff waking me for meds for a change although it was from a dream I had about my mum and it was very upsetting. In this dream we were happy and moving into a bigger house, my brothers were there as well which surprised me.…

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#Bipolar #borderline personality disorder #BPD #Hospital #MHA Sectioned #Section 3 #Sectioned #Upset #Ward #Ward Round

Here we go again

My day on Friday started off ok with the usual routine of being woken up, meds, and back to bed. Getting up at lunch time I felt the overwhelming feeling of sadness setting in having dreamt of being on holiday in wales with my mum. I have not seen my mum…

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Another Day

This morning I snapped when staff woke me up for meds, I had a terrible night and was really cranky when woken up. I went for meds an hour late and was greeted by the nurse saying “hello cranky bum” to which I didn’t reply I just stayed quiet. I had my…

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#Abuse #Bipolar #borderline personality disorder #BPD #Mental Health #mha #MHA Sectioned #Section 3 #Sectioned #Sexual Abuse #Suicide

Self Harm

In my teenage years I was extremely shy especially at school which let to me being bullied. It was in my secondary school I was bullied to the extent I would often skip school on certain days; make up sick notes to get me out of P.E. ext. It wasn’t until…

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#Bipolar #borderline personality disorder #BPD #Cut #Cutting #Mental Health #MHA Sectioned #Section 3 #Self Harm #Self Injury

What PRN!

Waking up to the yells of “Chris, meds” always gets to me in the morning. I slowly but surely waken up sometimes to just fall back to sleep again and others to go and get my meds. Mornings are always hard for me in hospital as I don’t sleep that well…

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#Bipolar #BPD #Hospital #Medication #Meds #Mental Health #mha #overdose #PRN #PRN Medication #Section #Section 3 #Sectioned

Wake up!

As morning comes and im still asleep i getting a loud knock on the door. “Come on chris its time for your meds” i slowly rouse and put my hand in the air and say “right im coming” and drift back off to sleep. This happens a good few times over the next…

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#boderline personality disorder #BPD #bpdchris #Mental Health #Mental Health Act #mha #mhealth #Section 3 #Sectioned

Addicted to coke!

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#borderline personality disorder #BPD #bpdchris #Coke #Mental Health #mhealth #Section 3 #Sectioned

Rehab

Rehab http://wp.me/s37bZJ-rehab

My last ward round didn’t go to well, i was told by the consultant he is looking into putting me in a long term unit. I am not happy about this as it will be miles away and l will never get to see Sarah or the kids. He said it could be for as long as a…

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#borderline personality disorder #BPD #Mental Health #Mental Health Act #Rehab #Rehabilitation

About 8 years ago I was told I had borderline personality disorder(BPD). Although I dislike… http://wp.me/s37bZJ-76

About 8 years ago I was told I had borderline personality disorder(BPD). Although I dislike labels, I hoped that this diagnosis would get me the appropriate help I so desperately needed. A part of me so wanted to stop the suicide attempts which had…

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#borderline personality disorder #BPD #Hospital #Hospitalization #Section 3 #Stigma

An Overdose!

I did a runner from my partner the other day whilst out on leave. I went to the local tesco and bought 30 paracetamol which i took with a bottle of water. Well it contained codeine as well so i was pretty monged out by about an hour later. From tesco i…

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#Drugs #Hospital #overdose

Locked Up Again!

I was feeling suicidal for days when my social worker came round to see how I was doing. After a brief chat she decided to have me assessed under the mental health act that very same day as I refused to go into hospital. About an hour later I had an AMHP…

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#AMHP #Assessment #Hospital #Mental Health #Mental Health Act #Section 3

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