As the rose petals fall, my love for you grows.

Twenty & Femme

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I exhaust myself with you

Love and lust dripping down my torso in a fluidy form

that you just released

After you went to the skies and came back

Shivering like a leaf

When the world tickles it

I can do it over and over again

Because to me it's sacred

Sacred with you.

Our bodies link

Our souls meet and touch

Greeting each other and playing together

Floating on cloud nine fingers intertwined

Let ourselves be free and observe

Like birds in the sky before flying away

I long for your sweaty body

against mine.

Grinding, as if we wanted to make fire

The prize is your satisfaction.

That is how I know,

We got moments like this ahead of us

Millions of moments

I am living them

Missing them

Loving them

I'm exhausted with love

and that is how it's supposed to be

With you

Mine forever

This is where I was supposed to be,

𝓐𝓵𝓵 𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓰.

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In my world,

the wind whispers your name,

birds sing melodies that make me think of you,

the outdoor scenery is enchanting and eye locking like you, but nearly not as much,

stars in the sky sparkle as bright as your eyes that I have been swimming in ever since that

one day last June.

You make my world 𝓼𝓸 𝓪𝓵𝓲𝓿𝓮.

Red is not just red, it's 𝓬𝓻𝓲𝓶𝓼𝓸𝓷,

blue is not just blue, it's royal.

My love language with you is poetry,

in actions,

in words,

in thoughts.

I can't do better with an on Earth angel.

You're flawless.

With you, it's not just perfect, it's 𝓭𝓲𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓮.

- 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓶𝓪𝓽𝓮

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Sacred.

Mine.

I dream of you and manifest you,

every day and at any time.

And I won't stop until you are mine to keep.

Not even after your little kicks outside of me,

not even after you first tiptoes away from me with a screaming joy,

oh, one of those many 𝓯𝓲𝓻𝓼𝓽𝓼.

Not even after you crave for my embrace after the toughest times in your life,

and not even after you start your own life and dreaming of the same thing.

I will dream and dream on forever.

Because you, my darling,

are the most wonderful, soulful being.

And I happened to be blessed with your kind.

How can I miss you even though I don't know you yet?

How can I long for a kind of love I have not yet been blessed with?

My greatest gift.

My unconditionally beloved.

Mine to keep,

𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓼 to keep.

𝓢𝓪𝓬𝓻𝓮𝓭.

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Soft intensity goes before me.

I welcome it with open arms

and ask for it to stay.

So it has.

- 𝓶𝔂 𝓿𝓲𝓮𝔀 𝓸𝓷 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮

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Love like this is extraordinary

The way I love you,

your heirs,

your world,

your home.

I see the adoration in your gaze

Your green eyes with the brown halolike effect that I so love,

are now the littest,

the sparkliest,

the most powerful,

the most intense,

the most loving.

You have never felt this way with anyone, have you?

You answered my question a while back and I like to replay it

in my head.

It's like music to my ears,

hertz level that just soothes my eardrums,

makes my right cheek's dimple appear a little more clearer

than usual.

My cheekbones used to resist the almighty state of happiness out of a habit.

I don't have to resist anymore and hell I love it.

𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓲𝓼 𝓮𝔁𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓸𝓻𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻𝔂.

The way I love you.

You know I have to say no thing.

My eyes 𝓼𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾.

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Fall,

the time of colorshifting leaves,

clouds that hang in the sky

through a black web,

dark filtered.

Gloomy nights

The streetlights,

the fairylights, candles,

they replenish the darkness.

Cold wind flying through my senses

as if wanting to remind me how much chillier it is going to get

and putting my mind on a test,

whether I want to sit down and admire this

death of nature

Or, I walk and don't look back.

Inhaling and exhaling the air,

wiping the corners of my eyes

as the wind whispers me its intentions,

and because of heightened, overwhelmed emotions.

There is no such beauty.

It's slow, lingering, on its tiptoes.

That is why I want to stay still.

I've never felt this 𝓪𝓵𝓲𝓿𝓮.

-𝓷𝓪𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓮 𝓭𝔂𝓲𝓷𝓰

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Freedom

How does it feel?

whitetail deers running in the wilderness,

butterflies winging away once approached,

getting out of a toxic relationship,

rain bursting out of clouds.

Heavy, wonderful, weightlifting, blissful, fulfilling, scary.

This is what it can be, but this, now?

Like longing for a sunny day for months, and finally that day arrives, you step outside

and feel the rays of sunshine gluing on your skin,

warmth completing you,

putting an end to longing.

You smile and your heart sings melodies.

Love melodies.

Yes, love.

I've been waiting for this moment forever.

What are the odds that it actually happened to be a sunny,

glorius day that I got to taste freedom?

Though it turned to storm, heavy, rainy, dark and noisy storm.

It has never rained this much, I swore.

But it has,

now I just see the beauty of it.

Beauty of it all.

It's biblical if you think about it.

Purifying rain after confessed sins.

Cries and bursts of happiness. The lightings.

God felt everything for me.

I, we don't have to hide anymore.

Freedom, oh.

It tastes 𝓭𝓲𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓮.

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I'm as tender as a candle when you touch me.

- 𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓼

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You feel like sunlight.

- 𝓲 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾

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Cold wind breezes through the air

Through the deepest thoughts,

Of existence

Of past

Of caused emotions

Felt emotions.

What did I do to be here?

I loved right

I did right for myself

That is how I know,

What is real and right

This here and now

The past and the future to come

And me loving so blindly

Life.

- 𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯-𝓭𝓸𝓾𝓫𝓽

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𝓦𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮.

Please, keep your senses open.

Stay if you'd like.

These are for 𝔂𝓸𝓾.