Broken And Tired

My safe place to vent about my depressing life and how I want to kill my self

[love-wont-save-us-now]

The thing is once you start thinking about killing yourself you can never go back. It becomes this option, that you can't unsee or stop thinking off. Whenever things get tough again it comes back to haunt you. There'll always be this voice whispering 'wouldn't it all be easier if you died' and you can never get rid of it

[sa-dnesss]

“What scares me the most is how much I think of suicide, and how I never talk about it.”

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[http-xxaxx]

I notice me changing.

I don’t laugh the same,

I don’t talk the same,

I don’t act the same.

But nobody else notices.

[depresslife22]

[http-xxaxx]

[verpasstzuleben]

[depressionessoverload]

Why don’t I just…

[sa-dnesss]

nothing,nowhere. - giles corey

[crimsonemotion]

I started cutting again after being clean for five years. I thought about it and wanted to cut the whole time until I finally gave in.

I’ve been suicidal for about six years and I’m scared one day I’ll decide to do it like I when I decided to cut again.

[crimsonemotion]

Isn’t depression supposed to be some teenage shit that you grow out of? How am I 27 and still cut myself? How am I still just waiting for the courage to kill myself?

I’m too old for this shit and I’m tired of waiting for things to get better

[depressionessoverload]

[reclusivehermit-deactivated2021]

[droopingviolets]

I'm incredibly tempted to just swallow my entire bottle of pills and not wake up tomorrow.

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

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[crimsonemotion]

I hate when people say it gets better. It’s been eight years and I still want to kill myself.