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I know that you act perfectly. You can fake your cry. You can fake those smiles. But, is this real? Every time you say it is real, is it real? Are “we” real? Because if not, please don’t stop this play.

It’s annoying and disappointing to trust someone. I know she feels the same. I feel so guilty of what I did. I should not have done that. I want the world to swallow me right now. This is a very confusing moment of my life. I want to avoid everything that she might sense a little clue of me. I want her to be happy because that’s what she is. She is happiness, but she is completely different now. She feels sadness, anger, and disappointment.

I hope as I walk out the valley of her life, she’ll be better. I hope that those smile will show up again. I want to see those one day. Maybe from afar.

Waiting, not unloving.

Don't chase for someone even if that's the person you loved the most. Just wait. Be better in all ways you can while waiting for that person. If that person is for you, good. If not, then be it. God has planned and promised the best for you. Maybe she is not a part that plan, though you prayed for her or you asked her to God. I've been through a lot of challenges in life. Missing the person you love and not talking to her is a painful thing, but I can do this.

You, who broke my heart for the first time and shed tears to my cheeks, I wish you all the best.

atthoerney-deactivated20200616

i hope we all find what we're looking for.

I'd risk because I know I can. We've been planning it since then. I expected on the first day. Damn I just miss you. But nevermind. These are just my feelings. Maybe you feel different. I think I should forget mine, too.