boring thoughts

25 | gay | travel | scorpio

[orionfalls]

[werenotreallystrangers]

ever fantasize about a version of your life that wasn’t led by fear?

[cris-abel]

i keep wondering if the list of everything I’ll miss counts as reasons to stay.

[cris-abel]

forever & ever, m y L O V E. . .<3

[cris-abel]

i’ll L E A D the W A Y. . .

[cris-abel]

what if I just …

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Filmy edits

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

y’all ever wanna go ‘fuck it’, drop everything and just leave the city you’re in

[cris-abel]

wishing for a grippy socks vacation.

[thatdamnokie]

kinda fucked up that sometimes your reward for not killing yourself is just more bad shit happening to you lmaoooo

[causeimfiftyshadesoffuckedup]

I have just come to the conclusion that no matter how hard I try, it just isn’t enough.

I am not enough.

[wishing-for-deathx]

Ever been so sad and broken that you can’t move. So you just sit there, frozen, paralyzed by your pain and suffer. Because that’s all you can do.

[beautifuldarkmind]

I think I’m getting better and then everything gets bad again. 

[betyourefine]

I'm so sick of myself

[beautifuldarkmind]

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

[cris-abel]

i feel so sad. the pain it would cause you is the only thing stopping me.

[cris-abel]

smile.