[criticaldragons]

#CRITICALDRAGONS. ( Muses from Critical Role/D&D. Canon & OC + Private + Selective ) 

KINNY.    21+    /    SHE  &  HER    /   EST    /   LOW-ACTIVITY

Hello all! This is Kinny–I am an older rper and have a full time job/career. I am mostly interested in partners who will chat ooc and plot which is why I am mutuals-only. This is to keep things manageable and relaxed.

Note: Personal and Non-RP Blogs will be blocked!

Rules + Muses / OC Blog / Canon Muse Blog

[criticaldragons]

Ashton whenever Chetney gets feisty and calls people “fuckface”

[sweet-and-sour-roleplaymemes]

Send 💚 for a reason NOT to date my muse

And send 💖 for a reason TO date my muse

[leneemusing]

IT’S  ALL  ABOUT  THE  YEARNING 

❝  you need someone.  let me be that person.  let me be what you need.  ❞

❝  look,  i dunno if i’m the kind of person you need or even want right now.  but i’m looking around and i’m the only one who’s here.  ❞

❝  i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there.  ❞

❝  you asked me once,  if i would ever take a chance on us…maybe that ship sailed.  but.  ask me again?  sometime— doesn’t have to be today.  maybe tomorrow just.  ask me again.  ❞

❝  i know i can’t protect you from everything,  but i wish you’d let me protect you from the things i can control.  ❞

❝  i used to have so much faith.  maybe not in deities or something but,  in the world.  the universe.  i believed their was a purpose to it all.  i’m not sure when i lost that.  ❞

❝  have you ever had something…missing?  like something just doesn’t feel right inside you but you don’t know what it is.  ❞

❝  sometimes,  i just need the world to be beautiful.  i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes.  ❞

❝  i was sort’ve hoping you needed me.  is that selfish?  ❞

❝  people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it.  i want to be that person for anyone i can…but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen.  ❞

❝  sometimes i feel i’m being crushed under the weight of everything i’ll never be.  ❞

❝  you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me.  do you know how that feels?  just see me.  please.  ❞

❝  i want to deserve you.  i’m trying to deserve you.  ❞

❝  i know i fucked up.  i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore.  let me in.  please let in.  ❞

❝  every time you smile at me,  i memorize it.  i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you.  no matter what happens between us,  that’s what i’ll remember.   ❞

❝  i can’t help but think there’s got to be something out there for me,  somewhere.  just some place where i actually feel like i belong.  ❞ 

❝  the world is so big.  why do i never feel like i fit into it?  ❞

❝  when i’m with you i feel like myself.  i feel like every side of me is present and accepted.  and i feel good about it—  i feel good about who i am when i’m with you.  ❞

❝  do you like me?  i know you love me.  i know you care about me but.  do you like who i am?  ❞

❝  i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection.  ❞

❝  just take my hand and close your eyes.  pretend we’re anywhere else but here.  ❞

❝  so,  what would you be?  if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy,  what would your life look like?  ❞

❝  do you even know what it does to me?  every time i see you cry,  any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart?  ❞

❝  i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore.  i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that.  you’re part of who i am now.  the most important piece of me.  ❞

❝  every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you.  ❞

❝  i’m only really living in the moments when we’re together.  the rest is just existing until you look at me again.  ❞

❝  it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you.  everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind,  pulling me towards you.  ❞

❝  you’ve got me in the palm of your hands.  you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all.  ❞

❝  i no longer know where i end and you begin.  you’ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly,  you’re all i feel anymore.  ❞

❝  you’ve stolen my heart,  the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it.  ❞

❝  i don’t have perfect words.  i’m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit.  so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you.  i don’t know if you want me.  but i’m yours.  and at this point however it is you need me,  i’m here.  ❞

❝  you’re the only thing that matters anymore.  i can’t eat,  i can’t sleep—  all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song.  you’re all i think about.  i’m useless except when i’m yours.  ❞

❝  i haven’t stopped thinking about the way you laugh.  i’m hoping i’ll get to hear it again.  ❞

❝  when your eyes are on me,  i feel like something worth seeing.  ❞

❝  just let me look at you for a little bit.  ❞

❝  i would do anything for you.  all my lines and rules.  they mean nothing when it comes to you.  it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy.  ❞

[cowboahs]

quotes that broke me starters

feel free to adjust pronouns / names as needed !

quotes taken from random sources or tiktok. i claim no ownership whatsoever.

❛   i’m supposed to be the one who protects you from monsters. i’m not supposed to be one.  ❜  

❛   if i could make a deal with god, and i’d get him to swap our places.  ❜  

❛  no one heard our screams for a long time.  ❜  

❛   i know so many last words. but i’ll never know hers.  ❜  

❛   there is a home for every departed thing.  ❜  

❛   it reminded me that i will never truly know you.  ❜  

❛   i also buried a part of myself alongside them.  ❜  

❛   after you died i could no longer hold a funeral. so my life became the funeral.  ❜  

❛   you don’t have to be awake to cry.  ❜  

❛   forgive me, for all the things i did. but mostly the things i didn’t do.  ❜  

❛   the human eye is the loneliest creation of all.  ❜  

❛   fairness is for happy people.  ❜  

❛   the things we lost will always be heavier than the things that stayed.  ❜  

❛   perhaps it is the greater grief, to remain on the earth when another is gone.  ❜  

❛   you stain the pages with yourself.  ❜  

❛   tears will not wash away the sorrow.  ❜  

❛   beautiful things grow a certain height and then they fall and fade off.  ❜  

❛    who in all these centuries has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?  ❜  

❛   i have scars on my hands from touching certain people  ❜  

❛   despite everything, i believe that people are really good at heart.  ❜  

❛   you tried to change, didn’t you?  ❜

❛   you can’t make homes out of people. someone should have taught you that.  ❜  

❛   i hid my deepest feelings so well, i forgot where i placed them.  ❜  

❛   we have no scar to show for happiness. we learn so little from peace.  ❜  

❛   i didn’t leave because i stopped loving you. i left because the longer i stayed, the less i loved myself.  ❜  

❛   at every moment in our life, we have one foot in a fairytale & the other in the abyss.  ❜  

❛   there are too many sad eyes on happy faces.  ❜  

❛   it’s strange, i felt less lonely when i didn’t know you.  ❜  

❛   things change, friends leave. life doesn’t stop for anybody.  ❜  

❛   it takes a lifetime to die, and no time at all.  ❜  

❛   i am deathly afraid of almosts. of coming close to what i want and then falling just a little short.  ❜  

❛   i felt your absence.  ❜  

❛   what do we do now, now that we are happy?  ❜  

❛    you honestly thought anybody would love you? purely and truly love you?  ❜  

❛   don’t stop looking. he deserves to know someone saw his end, that someone noticed him.  ❜  

❛    i can bear my pain so long as it has meaning.  ❜  

❛   i dont have a single friend - not one.  ❜  

❛   i’ve had more than enough pain in my life, what’s a little more going to do?  ❜  

❛    it would have been you if i met you first.  ❜  

❛    i really thought he was going to be my forever.  ❜  

❛    maybe in the next life it would work.  ❜  

❛   in spite of everything, you’re still you.  ❜  

❛   the dead have it easy.  ❜  

❛   there’s an ocean of silence between us, and I’m drowning.    ❜  

❛   there have been countless times in my life when i thought i’d be better off dead.  ❜  

❛   what on earth… have i become?  ❜  

❛   don’t look at me! i don’t … i don’t want you seeing me like this.  ❜  

❛   i wish i could’ve been like you.  ❜  

❛   your fate was sweeping you away, like a flood.  ❜  

❛   the future should know the mistakes we made.  ❜  

❛   of course you have. you feel guilt. you want redemption.  ❜  

❛   i’m here because you can’t accept what you’ve done. it broke you.  ❜  

❛   even now, after all you’ve done, you can still go home.  lucky you . ❜  

❛   you’re all that’s left, and we can’t live this lie forever.  ❜  

❛    prometheus gave us light, and warmth, and eternal damnation.  ❜  

❛   take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act.  ❜  

❛    i know i ruined your life. i suffer for it every day.  ❜  

❛   don’t let yourself get killed for… for pride. i’ve seen it kill too many folk.  ❜  

❛    you and me, we ain’t decent… but those folk… they were.  ❜  

❛   we’re more ghosts than people.  ❜  

❛   despite my best efforts to the contrary… it turns out i’ve won.  ❜  

❛   i gave you all i had … i did.  ❜  

❛   this whole time, I’ve blamed myself for that decision.  ❜  

❛   do you think even the worst person can change…? That everybody can be a good person, if they just try? ❜  

❛   i don’t want to break their hearts all over again. it’s better if they never see me.  ❜  

❛   please leave me alone. i can’t come back. i just … can’t, okay?  ❜  

❛   no matter the struggles or hardships you faced… you strived to do the right thing, you refused to hurt anyone. ❜  

❛    people like you don’t ever want to be happy.  ❜  

❛   i don’t want to let go. i’m not ready to say goodbye yet.  ❜  

[psyche-edits]

WHEN HE WAS WICKED SENTENCE STARTERS.

change pronouns and gendered nouns as necessary.

“i didn’t say you had to marry her. just dance with her once or twice.”

“you will not approach ____, you will not even breathe the same air. do i make myself clear?”

“i’m just so angry, and i’m sad, and i’m upset, and i look at you and i don’t understand why you’re not.”

“i thought it was a lady’s prerogative to change her mind.”

“it’s a lady’s prerogative to do anything she wants.”

“of course you have a terrible reputation. but you are endlessly charming, and so you are always forgiven.”

“but don’t you dare say i didn’t warn you. once you are out in society, and the young ladies have you backed into a corner with their mamas coming in for the kill, you will be begging for my help.”

“i love you, did you know that?”

“you really ought to endeavor to calm down.”

“it isn’t gossip, it’s the honest dissemination of information.”

“am i meant to take solace in that?”

“if one more person asks me about _____, i swear my head will explode.”

“and what renders him so unmarriageable?”

“well, i would have defended myself. my brothers showed me how.”

“for heaven’s sake, you of all people ought to understand the insanity of such a suggestion.”

“don’t you want another kiss?”

“i hereby vow not to ravish you. at least not this morning, and not without your permission.”

“i don’t know. i need more time.”

“you haven’t exactly been the model of christian rectitude.”

“don’t push my temper.”

“for god’s sake, _____, can’t you let me think? can’t you give me just a little time to think?”

“the gesture, you mean? why, i’m courting you.”

“i wouldn’t dream of forcing you to endure my company for one moment longer.”

“i don’t know a damned thing, _____. i don’t even know you any longer.”

“if you can’t be with me, if you can’t give all of yourself to me, then i want you gone.”

“why? it’s because i love you, damn me to hell. because I’ve always loved you.

“and god only knows i don’t deserve you, but i love you, anyway.”

“if this is to end, you will have to do it. you will have to walk away, _____. because now…after everything…i’m just not strong enough to say goodbye.”

“i’ll marry you, if you’ll still have me.”

“i don’t know. don’t make me figure it out.”

“there will be no backing out. no cold feet. no changed minds.”

“you will be mine. this is it. do you understand?”

“_____, don’t be daft.”

“eager little thing, aren’t we?”

“what the devil are you doing to me?”

“i…started feeling something for someone that perhaps i shouldn’t have done.” 

“now why would i do that when i can dance with you instead?”

“say the word and i will crush his ribs.”

“were you watching me?”

“i’m always watching you.”

“heaven forbid i find love.”

“you, my dear, are clearly the catch of the season.”

“you live to flirt and seduce.”

“and here i thought i knew everything about you.”

“this is a very odd conversation for the breakfast table.”

“oh, don’t look at me like I’m about to kill your cat.”

“it’s better with you here.”

“you can’t ask this of me. i can’t do it.”

“i think— i think we had better not see each other for a while.”

“you can’t just dismiss me.”

“oh, you know. all those things i have to do to prepare for a life of dissolution and aimlessness.”

“i wish you wouldn’t speak that way.” 

“very well. tell me about something wicked, then.”

“____, there are some things you will never understand.”

“that’s a terrible thing to say.”

“forgive me. i’m tired, i’m cold, and i’m an ass.”

“it’s good to see you again. it truly is.”

“i believe my reputation can withstand it.”

“chin up, _____. i’m sure you will endure.”

“don’t you dare try your usual tricks on me. i know exactly how you operate.”

“i don’t believe i have ever seen you quite so put out.”

“marry her. it seems simple enough.”

“last i checked, there was nothing illegal in that.”

“i want a baby. is there something surprising in that?”

“it is the silliest—no, quite the stupidest—question i have ever heard.”

“i hadn’t meant to kiss you.”

[criticaldragons]

I need stuff for Fearne and Ashton rn T_T I’m just emotional

[psyche-edits]

WHEN HE WAS WICKED SENTENCE STARTERS.

change pronouns and gendered nouns as necessary.

“i didn’t say you had to marry her. just dance with her once or twice.”

“you will not approach ____, you will not even breathe the same air. do i make myself clear?”

“i’m just so angry, and i’m sad, and i’m upset, and i look at you and i don’t understand why you’re not.”

“i thought it was a lady’s prerogative to change her mind.”

“it’s a lady’s prerogative to do anything she wants.”

“of course you have a terrible reputation. but you are endlessly charming, and so you are always forgiven.”

“but don’t you dare say i didn’t warn you. once you are out in society, and the young ladies have you backed into a corner with their mamas coming in for the kill, you will be begging for my help.”

“i love you, did you know that?”

“you really ought to endeavor to calm down.”

“it isn’t gossip, it’s the honest dissemination of information.”

“am i meant to take solace in that?”

“if one more person asks me about _____, i swear my head will explode.”

“and what renders him so unmarriageable?”

“well, i would have defended myself. my brothers showed me how.”

“for heaven’s sake, you of all people ought to understand the insanity of such a suggestion.”

“don’t you want another kiss?”

“i hereby vow not to ravish you. at least not this morning, and not without your permission.”

“i don’t know. i need more time.”

“you haven’t exactly been the model of christian rectitude.”

“don’t push my temper.”

“for god’s sake, _____, can’t you let me think? can’t you give me just a little time to think?”

“the gesture, you mean? why, i’m courting you.”

“i wouldn’t dream of forcing you to endure my company for one moment longer.”

“i don’t know a damned thing, _____. i don’t even know you any longer.”

“if you can’t be with me, if you can’t give all of yourself to me, then i want you gone.”

“why? it’s because i love you, damn me to hell. because I’ve always loved you.

“and god only knows i don’t deserve you, but i love you, anyway.”

“if this is to end, you will have to do it. you will have to walk away, _____. because now…after everything…i’m just not strong enough to say goodbye.”

“i’ll marry you, if you’ll still have me.”

“i don’t know. don’t make me figure it out.”

“there will be no backing out. no cold feet. no changed minds.”

“you will be mine. this is it. do you understand?”

“_____, don’t be daft.”

“eager little thing, aren’t we?”

“what the devil are you doing to me?”

“i…started feeling something for someone that perhaps i shouldn’t have done.” 

“now why would i do that when i can dance with you instead?”

“say the word and i will crush his ribs.”

“were you watching me?”

“i’m always watching you.”

“heaven forbid i find love.”

“you, my dear, are clearly the catch of the season.”

“you live to flirt and seduce.”

“and here i thought i knew everything about you.”

“this is a very odd conversation for the breakfast table.”

“oh, don’t look at me like I’m about to kill your cat.”

“it’s better with you here.”

“you can’t ask this of me. i can’t do it.”

“i think— i think we had better not see each other for a while.”

“you can’t just dismiss me.”

“oh, you know. all those things i have to do to prepare for a life of dissolution and aimlessness.”

“i wish you wouldn’t speak that way.” 

“very well. tell me about something wicked, then.”

“____, there are some things you will never understand.”

“that’s a terrible thing to say.”

“forgive me. i’m tired, i’m cold, and i’m an ass.”

“it’s good to see you again. it truly is.”

“i believe my reputation can withstand it.”

“chin up, _____. i’m sure you will endure.”

“don’t you dare try your usual tricks on me. i know exactly how you operate.”

“i don’t believe i have ever seen you quite so put out.”

“marry her. it seems simple enough.”

“last i checked, there was nothing illegal in that.”

“i want a baby. is there something surprising in that?”

“it is the silliest—no, quite the stupidest—question i have ever heard.”

“i hadn’t meant to kiss you.”

[criticaldragons]

❝  sometimes,  i just need the world to be beautiful.  i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes.  ❞

from Orym (@songshieldandselfcare) to Ashton

@songshieldandselfcare answered here

[criticaldragons]

@songshieldandselfcare​ asked: ❝  sometimes,  i just need the world to be beautiful.  i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes.  ❞from Orym (@songshieldandselfcare) to Ashton

Ashton couldn’t bring themselves to respond with more than a slight grunt to the sunny optimism. “You might need to quarantine from me when you feel that fucking feel good shit coming on,” they grumbled. Bassuras brought the darkness out of the already moody Barbarian. “My disposition wishes it would fucking rain here.” He raised a hand to block the sun from burning out his eyes.

[cowboahs]

quotes that broke me starters

feel free to adjust pronouns / names as needed !

quotes taken from random sources or tiktok. i claim no ownership whatsoever.

❛   i’m supposed to be the one who protects you from monsters. i’m not supposed to be one.  ❜  

❛   if i could make a deal with god, and i’d get him to swap our places.  ❜  

❛  no one heard our screams for a long time.  ❜  

❛   i know so many last words. but i’ll never know hers.  ❜  

❛   there is a home for every departed thing.  ❜  

❛   it reminded me that i will never truly know you.  ❜  

❛   i also buried a part of myself alongside them.  ❜  

❛   after you died i could no longer hold a funeral. so my life became the funeral.  ❜  

❛   you don’t have to be awake to cry.  ❜  

❛   forgive me, for all the things i did. but mostly the things i didn’t do.  ❜  

❛   the human eye is the loneliest creation of all.  ❜  

❛   fairness is for happy people.  ❜  

❛   the things we lost will always be heavier than the things that stayed.  ❜  

❛   perhaps it is the greater grief, to remain on the earth when another is gone.  ❜  

❛   you stain the pages with yourself.  ❜  

❛   tears will not wash away the sorrow.  ❜  

❛   beautiful things grow a certain height and then they fall and fade off.  ❜  

❛    who in all these centuries has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?  ❜  

❛   i have scars on my hands from touching certain people  ❜  

❛   despite everything, i believe that people are really good at heart.  ❜  

❛   you tried to change, didn’t you?  ❜

❛   you can’t make homes out of people. someone should have taught you that.  ❜  

❛   i hid my deepest feelings so well, i forgot where i placed them.  ❜  

❛   we have no scar to show for happiness. we learn so little from peace.  ❜  

❛   i didn’t leave because i stopped loving you. i left because the longer i stayed, the less i loved myself.  ❜  

❛   at every moment in our life, we have one foot in a fairytale & the other in the abyss.  ❜  

❛   there are too many sad eyes on happy faces.  ❜  

❛   it’s strange, i felt less lonely when i didn’t know you.  ❜  

❛   things change, friends leave. life doesn’t stop for anybody.  ❜  

❛   it takes a lifetime to die, and no time at all.  ❜  

❛   i am deathly afraid of almosts. of coming close to what i want and then falling just a little short.  ❜  

❛   i felt your absence.  ❜  

❛   what do we do now, now that we are happy?  ❜  

❛    you honestly thought anybody would love you? purely and truly love you?  ❜  

❛   don’t stop looking. he deserves to know someone saw his end, that someone noticed him.  ❜  

❛    i can bear my pain so long as it has meaning.  ❜  

❛   i dont have a single friend - not one.  ❜  

❛   i’ve had more than enough pain in my life, what’s a little more going to do?  ❜  

❛    it would have been you if i met you first.  ❜  

❛    i really thought he was going to be my forever.  ❜  

❛    maybe in the next life it would work.  ❜  

❛   in spite of everything, you’re still you.  ❜  

❛   the dead have it easy.  ❜  

❛   there’s an ocean of silence between us, and I’m drowning.    ❜  

❛   there have been countless times in my life when i thought i’d be better off dead.  ❜  

❛   what on earth… have i become?  ❜  

❛   don’t look at me! i don’t … i don’t want you seeing me like this.  ❜  

❛   i wish i could’ve been like you.  ❜  

❛   your fate was sweeping you away, like a flood.  ❜  

❛   the future should know the mistakes we made.  ❜  

❛   of course you have. you feel guilt. you want redemption.  ❜  

❛   i’m here because you can’t accept what you’ve done. it broke you.  ❜  

❛   even now, after all you’ve done, you can still go home.  lucky you . ❜  

❛   you’re all that’s left, and we can’t live this lie forever.  ❜  

❛    prometheus gave us light, and warmth, and eternal damnation.  ❜  

❛   take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act.  ❜  

❛    i know i ruined your life. i suffer for it every day.  ❜  

❛   don’t let yourself get killed for… for pride. i’ve seen it kill too many folk.  ❜  

❛    you and me, we ain’t decent… but those folk… they were.  ❜  

❛   we’re more ghosts than people.  ❜  

❛   despite my best efforts to the contrary… it turns out i’ve won.  ❜  

❛   i gave you all i had … i did.  ❜  

❛   this whole time, I’ve blamed myself for that decision.  ❜  

❛   do you think even the worst person can change…? That everybody can be a good person, if they just try? ❜  

❛   i don’t want to break their hearts all over again. it’s better if they never see me.  ❜  

❛   please leave me alone. i can’t come back. i just … can’t, okay?  ❜  

❛   no matter the struggles or hardships you faced… you strived to do the right thing, you refused to hurt anyone. ❜  

❛    people like you don’t ever want to be happy.  ❜  

❛   i don’t want to let go. i’m not ready to say goodbye yet.  ❜  

[oldmemesandhelpandthings-gone]

Autumn Prompts 🍂

Starter scenarios for the autumn season! Requested by anonymous. When sending to or from a multimuse, don’t forget to specify who the meme is for! Send a symbol for:

🍠 Our muses making a warm, hearty meal

🎃 Our muses carving Jack-O-Lanterns

🥧 Our muses baking pie

🍎 Our muses going apple picking

🥤 Our muses enjoying fresh apple cider

🥮 Our muses making Mooncake

🌰 Our muses gathering chestnuts to roast

👻 Our muses tell ghost stories around a campfire

🧶 Our muses doing needlework together

🦇 Our muses decorating for Halloween

🥣 Our muses making soup

🍆 Our muses exploring a farmer’s market

🌽 Our muses navigating a corn maze

🎞️ Our muses having a movie night

🏈 Our muses playing an autumn sport

🌳 Our muses wondering at the foliage

🍺 Our muses celebrating Oktoberfest (or just having drinks)

🍃 Our muses raking (and maybe planning to jump into a pile of leaves)

💐 Our muses making an autumn wreath

🍫 Our muses making s’mores

☕ Our muses drinking something warm on a cool evening

[leneemusing]

IT’S  ALL  ABOUT  THE  YEARNING 

❝  you need someone.  let me be that person.  let me be what you need.  ❞

❝  look,  i dunno if i’m the kind of person you need or even want right now.  but i’m looking around and i’m the only one who’s here.  ❞

❝  i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there.  ❞

❝  you asked me once,  if i would ever take a chance on us…maybe that ship sailed.  but.  ask me again?  sometime— doesn’t have to be today.  maybe tomorrow just.  ask me again.  ❞

❝  i know i can’t protect you from everything,  but i wish you’d let me protect you from the things i can control.  ❞

❝  i used to have so much faith.  maybe not in deities or something but,  in the world.  the universe.  i believed their was a purpose to it all.  i’m not sure when i lost that.  ❞

❝  have you ever had something…missing?  like something just doesn’t feel right inside you but you don’t know what it is.  ❞

❝  sometimes,  i just need the world to be beautiful.  i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes.  ❞

❝  i was sort’ve hoping you needed me.  is that selfish?  ❞

❝  people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it.  i want to be that person for anyone i can…but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen.  ❞

❝  sometimes i feel i’m being crushed under the weight of everything i’ll never be.  ❞

❝  you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me.  do you know how that feels?  just see me.  please.  ❞

❝  i want to deserve you.  i’m trying to deserve you.  ❞

❝  i know i fucked up.  i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore.  let me in.  please let in.  ❞

❝  every time you smile at me,  i memorize it.  i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you.  no matter what happens between us,  that’s what i’ll remember.   ❞

❝  i can’t help but think there’s got to be something out there for me,  somewhere.  just some place where i actually feel like i belong.  ❞ 

❝  the world is so big.  why do i never feel like i fit into it?  ❞

❝  when i’m with you i feel like myself.  i feel like every side of me is present and accepted.  and i feel good about it—  i feel good about who i am when i’m with you.  ❞

❝  do you like me?  i know you love me.  i know you care about me but.  do you like who i am?  ❞

❝  i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection.  ❞

❝  just take my hand and close your eyes.  pretend we’re anywhere else but here.  ❞

❝  so,  what would you be?  if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy,  what would your life look like?  ❞

❝  do you even know what it does to me?  every time i see you cry,  any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart?  ❞

❝  i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore.  i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that.  you’re part of who i am now.  the most important piece of me.  ❞

❝  every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you.  ❞

❝  i’m only really living in the moments when we’re together.  the rest is just existing until you look at me again.  ❞

❝  it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you.  everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind,  pulling me towards you.  ❞

❝  you’ve got me in the palm of your hands.  you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all.  ❞

❝  i no longer know where i end and you begin.  you’ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly,  you’re all i feel anymore.  ❞

❝  you’ve stolen my heart,  the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it.  ❞

❝  i don’t have perfect words.  i’m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit.  so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you.  i don’t know if you want me.  but i’m yours.  and at this point however it is you need me,  i’m here.  ❞

❝  you’re the only thing that matters anymore.  i can’t eat,  i can’t sleep—  all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song.  you’re all i think about.  i’m useless except when i’m yours.  ❞

❝  i haven’t stopped thinking about the way you laugh.  i’m hoping i’ll get to hear it again.  ❞

❝  when your eyes are on me,  i feel like something worth seeing.  ❞

❝  just let me look at you for a little bit.  ❞

❝  i would do anything for you.  all my lines and rules.  they mean nothing when it comes to you.  it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy.  ❞

[criticaldragons]

Laudna: *suggests asking Jiana for help*

Ashton:

[criticaldragons]

and yet--they’d do ANYTHING... GIVE HER ANYTHING to have Laudna back!!! FUCKKKKK

[criticaldragons]

❝  so,  what would you be?  if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy,  what would your life look like?  ❞

FCG to Imogen (@songshieldandselfcare)

@songshieldandselfcare answered here

[criticaldragons]

@songshieldandselfcare​ asked: ❝  so,  what would you be?  if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy,  what would your life look like?  ❞FCG to Imogen (@songshieldandselfcare)

Imogen grimaced at the question. She spent so long just trying to stay in control, to keep her head down. Happy felt impossible, so far off. Her eyes flickered across the room towards Laudna, the brightest star in her blood red sky. “I dunno. I guess I don’t wanna be anyone else, just... normal.” So much of what she felt, what she could do, weighed on her and left her terrified.

“Normal, yeah--that’s it.” It dawned on her though, that normal Imogen likely wouldn’t be with the Bells; would that really make her happy at all?

[criticaldragons]

It’s clowning over Ashton hours in my brain T_T