pp by @kiratea !! Art fight account: Wormy_alien He/him or it/its !! Lil' French artist fan of body horror,psychological horror...and well horror in general! Mainly here to obsess over Atom from Astronought!(game on itch.io by deerspherestudios) My biggest and main project is my interactive comic on my astronought Au, every info available about jt are under the tag "#Astronought Au" Comms,ask and requests open! I do bite but it's only to show affection :DDD
Nice ta meet yar! The name's 6am but people can call me centipede or wormy alien too!
I use he/him and it/its Pronouns,'am a French self-taught "artist" that like to draw(not too bad at it),voice act(bad at it),sing(even worse),make storys(not too bad) and animations (mid)
Askbox is always open for questions' nd' requests! Dm open to make new friend, new art moots ,people who want to know if I'll be interested to help in an artistic project or want to commission me!(I'll make a sheet one day I promise..) I'm not the type to judge at all, even if ya just wanna say hi or yap about something that came to you overnight I don't mind at all!
I do suffer from social anxiety, suspected neurodivergence and a bunch of other not so cool stuff mentally, so if I dissapear/take time to andwer it's not ya fault! Just get easily overwhelmed and have very specific way to manadge my self.
You will easily notice throughout my blog that I have a fixation on a character named Atom. They comes from a visual novel named "Astronought" made by @/deerspherestudios on itch.io that I obviously recommend seeing how unknown it is.
This TikTok trend is so cute and like, the planet sun and moon are aligning (literally) and it I realized….atom… that’s is that’s all the commentary I got.
Woke up at like 4am and just started getting to it. Not normally what I make so don’t mind the sloppy animation 😼 I hope yall enjoy the little creature!!! This critter has wormed its way into my heart and refuses to leave, someone help /a
I must scurry away now!!! See y’all when I lock in again during the next big astronomical event!!!!
ALSO GUYS TONIGHT LIKE IF UR IN SPAIN/GREENLAND SEND ME PICS OF THE ECLIPSE PLSPLSPLSPLS I might be going to drive out to go see the Persied meteor shower tonight/Thurs morning but it’s not 100% even if I don’t get to drive out I hope the pollution around me isn’t too bad and I still get to see some of it at its peak :> I’m so so excited
This TikTok trend is so cute and like, the planet sun and moon are aligning (literally) and it I realized….atom… that’s is that’s all the commentary I got.
Woke up at like 4am and just started getting to it. Not normally what I make so don’t mind the sloppy animation 😼 I hope yall enjoy the little creature!!! This critter has wormed its way into my heart and refuses to leave, someone help /a
I must scurry away now!!! See y’all when I lock in again during the next big astronomical event!!!!
ALSO GUYS TONIGHT LIKE IF UR IN SPAIN/GREENLAND SEND ME PICS OF THE ECLIPSE PLSPLSPLSPLS I might be going to drive out to go see the Persied meteor shower tonight/Thurs morning but it’s not 100% even if I don’t get to drive out I hope the pollution around me isn’t too bad and I still get to see some of it at its peak :> I’m so so excited
I just discovered you exist on Deerspheerestudios’s blog. I LOVE your art!! And your animation!! It’s quite tasty! I will admit I learned about Astronoght via MO, but it’s since taken over. I have not succumbed to the mushroom man! We musnt succumb! Anyway, just know that you are awesome and that I wish to present my fanart to you like a toddler who drew their older sibling. That’s the best way I can put it. Would you mind if I drew your sona?
first HELLO HELLO!!! oh by sagittarius A* you are the sweetest! these kind of message always help despite the dark period im in rn,but enough talkin' bout me. No way??? another soldier of the worms kingdom? YES. HEY. HEY THIS PERSON GETS ME. do not fall to his temptation! the edlrich entity is the wa-ay to go! Know that you instantly have been put in my "favorite suscribers" list and cannot be pulled out,you also have been promoted as commander of the atom army. /silly . Absolutely dont hesitate to come talk to me in private if you wanna be friends or something!
then, of course??? id love that!!! im genuilly so touched everytime someone draw anythin for me!!!
FINN DONT WATCH THIS. IT CONTAIN SPOILER AND YOU HAVEN'T PLAYED ASTRONOUGHT YET.🫵🫵🫵
I heard that trend and I could not get out of my head the idea of an astronought version...since somehow it didn't end up as a wip forever lost in my gallery here it is!
I actually pretty proud of it hehe..but if any Japanese people actually come across this animation I BEG YOU DONT JUDGE MY JA0ANESE HANDWRITING.
It's heavily inspired by one of the animation made by @/paiwpjwu so go check 'em out!!
I was listening to "the zombie song" by Stephanie mabey and then I thought. "Damn if I just tweaked the lyrics a little it could fit astronought."
I'm impulsive so I did it. Not sure how yall are supposed to consume this?? Sing the modified lyrics in your head with the original song in your ears? Well your choice. I guess we can say it a sort of parody.
I love to do this kind of things but I never saw anyone do it too.
Original and modified lyrics below:
Modified:
Our love story
Could be kinda gory
Far from boring
We'd meet when I was young and small
Yeah, I'd be weakly crawling
Trying to stay alive
And then you gracefully saved my life
I swore, I'd never forget
Then all of your friends
They'd try to kill me
But only because
They'd be jealous
That our love is deeper than
Romeo and Juliet's
If I were made of worms
I'd never eat your flesh
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, oh
If I were made of worms
I'd never eat your flesh
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
'Cause I love ya
You'd still be in
The ship where I met you
Trying to keep on with all these flesh piles
Useless to us
I acted so fast
Everything for you
You only had to open your beautiful eyes
And see our new world <3
And your stupid "AI-AI"
They tried to replace me
Of course because
They'd be jealous
That our love is deeper than
Juliet and Romeo's
Oh, if I were made of worms...
I'd never eat your flesh!
I'd just want your heart...
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart!
Yeah, oh-oh
If I were made of worms,
I'd never eat your flesh!
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart!
I'd just want your heart...
'Cause I want ya!
And I'd try not to eat and devour you—
Because I'd respect you too much
Yeah, that's why I'd never dare to taste your—
Oh, and our happiest days would be spent
Laughing at all your friends
And they'd see a love this deep don't need limbs
If I were made of worms
I'd never eat your flesh
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, oh
If I were made of worms
I'd never eat your flesh
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
'Cause I need ya.
Original:
Our love story
Could be kinda gory
Far from boring
We'd meet at a post-apocalypse
Yeah, I'd be slowly walking
In a group stalking
You, you'd be the only man alive
That I could not resist
Then all of your friends
They'd try to kill us
But only because
They'd be jealous
That our love is deeper than
Edward and Bella's
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, oh
If I were a zombie
I'd never eat your brain
I'd just want your heart
Yeah, I'd want your heart
I'd just want your heart
'Cause I want ya
You'd be hiding in
A second floor apartment
Knocking all the stairs down to save your life
From the undead
Double-barrel shotgun
Taking out the slow onesThen you'd see the passion burning in my eye
I hope someone squeezes your boobs until you start milking.
Get raped, tranny.
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Answering this to show what i get called just for being myself. Don't worry about me as an ask cowarldy left anonymously , sweating shame and fear for the one you wish such a cruel fate upon, is absolutely not reaching me. Please don't go seek the person they mentioned, nothing proove it's them.
Thought, I don't give a fuck if I'm trans or not, the problem is that as soon as they were convinced I was: they reacted in such a horrible way. The trans community is suffering,they never stopped. And by extension,we,as humans,are suffering. Transphobia never disapeared, normalised toward trans-mens like toward trans-womens. Just in diffeent ways, but i think no one will deny that trans-mens are genuilly just ignored, and while trans womens deserve to be less under the spotlight of the world,trans-men deserve clearly more of it. Not more hate,but more support,more people that see them as valid and dont hesitate to scream it out loud,more professional correctly informed. We have to keep fighting.
Tranny is a fucking slur, it doesn't mean anything but hate dripping from the mouth of pigs blinded by egoism.
If any of the community is reading this, don't listen to them. No matter how close they are too you. This is a subject we should never step back on. Not on the fact that some of us are trans,but on the fact that we deserve to be trans if we feel we are.
Trans-men are one of the most masculine and strong people I've seen.
Trans-women are one of the most feminine and kind people I've seen.
Trans-mens are mens. Trans-men exist and are valid.
Trans-woman are woman. Trans-woman's existence was never about hurting others.
Project hail Mary is so fuckin everywhere that I dreamed that alien rocks were acting very possessive/yandere toward the main character /actor of the film and brutally stepped on his only way to contact or earth or sm shit.
I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN THE FILM STOP,THIS DOESNT EVEN MAKE SENSE.
Astronought fic - To Escape a Paradise - chapter 3
Summary: It has been a long time now since you've been stuck on the ship with the...thing, Atom, as it likes to call itself. We could say you adapted, after all that's what humans always do..you accepted the fact you're gonna end your days here...right?
Ship: Genderless!Reader x Atom
Previous: here || next chapter: not out yet!
the character of atom belong fully to @deerspherestudios ! I do not take credit for their creation, only for their interpretation. :)!
Content warning: This chapter and/or the ones that follow may contain obsessive behavior, gore, death, murder,possible mischaracterisation of atom, psychological "horror", and worms. Reader discretion is advised.
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My eyes are locked onto the outside, my throat tight.
I stare blankly at the circular piece of reinforced glass separating me from outer space.
My eyes are locked onto the outside, and the silence has never been this loud. The space is so stressful.
No matter how much I look at it, the little grey ship keeps getting closer and closer to the planet as its form slowly melts with the planet's patterns. Farther and farther from me.
I bite the inside of my cheek slowly, trying to process it calmly as my wall of neutrality slowly crumbles.
I'm not sad—...or maybe I am.
I don't understand. I don't know. Do I?
And this incomprehension, this feeling of being lost, makes my heart so heavy in a way that could only be described as a gaping hole taking its place. A gaping hole pouring thousands of emotions through me.
My hand places itself against the cold material, before my forehead does as I close my eyes.
Slowly, my heart's rate was slowing down, but in an inverted proportionality, broken thoughts were racing once again in my head, bits of sentences and pieces of raw emotions cutting deep. Way too deep.
I don't. Understand.
Where are they going?
Why are they going?
What is happening?
I feel my eyes hurting, but nothing comes out of them. Instead, I feel the confusion slowly changing to... sadness? Dread? No...
To something even more intense...
Anger.
NO. No.... NO!
NOTHING can explain that.
After such a long time, they decided to just... leave me?
I don't give a flying fuck about the why, how, or when!
Wasn't the whole deal them thanking me for saving their life or something?
They killed the whole crew for this.
Wasn't the whole deal them not leaving me?
Was it because of this stupid planet? Were they so mad that I asked to go? They acted like everything was fine on their side literally minutes ago.
No, no! I push myself away from the airlock to focus on my reflection, my face deformed by anger confusing me even further. THEY FINALLY LEFT! I should be happy! Yes! Be happy, y/n! Smile! Be happy!
This wasn't right.
The tears that didn't come out before started rolling down my cheeks, and the crooked smile I managed to form disappeared like a drawing on the sand of a beach, devoured by the wave of salted water.
And there I fall on my knees, falling under the massive pressure of everything going through me. In the incomprehension of everything that was overwhelming me.
I get crushed by the realization that now, I truly am alone, here in the middle of space. Was all of this for nothing? I can't take it, my face falls into my palms.
No savior.
NO SAVIOR.
Not even the villain, not even the one that promised to stay.
What was the goal of all of this? For all I know, I could have been here for five years. Are people even still looking for me? Was I declared dead to the few that waited for me? To the people that forgot me? Just like the rest of the crew, was it so stupid to hope, just for half a second, that it was gonna all end well? The anger comes back and I squeeze my hands into tight fists, as I'm now sobbing loudly.
I preferred Earth rather than this.
I preferred the crew rather than this.
I preferred Atom rather than this.
What was... this... all this.
So that's how it will be now?
How it'd end?
Stuck in the middle of space, in a ship emptied of the only thing that kept it working?
I hate Atom.
I truly do.
But still. STILL. They made so many promises—none of these matter even a bit to them? They took so many lives.
What am I thinking? They are an alien, a monster, something that consumes beings like me to survive. They—... EVERYTHING was always pointing out toward this.
Was that truly what I was doing all this time? Avoiding the truth? Every time I asked them to look more human, tried to teach them things... was I just trying to create an act so believable that even I would fall for it? Even I could forgive I was once someone else, that it was always something else.
And what a cruel something it was.
Did it really do all this travelling, just to leave me in front of the door to paradise without the key to open them?
I hate how confused I felt. I hated how after all of this, that was what I earned.
And more than anything, I hated Ato—
Thump. Thump.
?
Footsteps?
_"Luna."
...
I didn't turn. I didn't move, but I felt a new wave of emotions crash against my body.
_"Are you fine?!"
Their running boots resounded against the floor before I heard the fabric of their suit brush against itself as they were crouching down behind me.
My brain refused to treat that new information, their presence feeling like an unwanted pop-up that I couldn't do anything but ignore, yet still attracted my attention.
_"You...didn't leave?"
I didn't even speak consciously. The words had to get out, even in the weak voice they came in.
_"Leave? Why would I leave? Luna, why are you crying?"
They got slightly closer, inch by inch, as what poured through my tears slowly started to boil inside me once again.
But before I could answer, they made a sound similar to a sigh and their arms suddenly wrapped around me from behind, almost cutting my breath off from the strength.
_"It's okay, Luna. Humans are sad sometimes, it's temporary, and it will stop sooner rather than later..."
They said so happily that it almost sounded insensitive. I let them hug me for a few seconds. The time it took for realization to hit me.
I just cried my eyes out when I thought they left.
I just cried and thought I'd rather be with them.
Be with...it.
My arms move before my mind can think and I brutally push them off, or more accurately, try. They budge only a little and I can feel their insides panicking under the sudden violence, but their grip only grows stronger.
_"Luna??"
They squirm with an insect-like scream of surprise. All of this only brings me back, over and over, to the nature of Atom and to the breakdown I just had over them leaving. Over me...missing them? Did I just miss them?
What was wrong with me? WHAT WAS WRONG WITH THEM?
I start to struggle harder, screaming at full volume in their embrace. They squirm and take every hit without a sign of wanting to protect themselves. Instead, they insist on asking me what's wrong, over and over and over. It only makes me want to hit them more; this doesn't even make more sense than the train of thoughts I just had.
_"It's okay, I'm learning, this is how I can help, right?"
I hate them, I hate them. I hate how despite being worried, they don't step back like they used to, how they've grown to know my limits, to never overstep them enough for me to crack, but never fully respect them either. I hate how worried they are, I hate the fact that they didn't go, but mostly I hate the fact that I thought they went away. And I don't even want to try to understand what I saw. I just want to get rid of all of this mess in my head, all of what I want to label as anger.
I scream over and over and I scratch and I bite and I hit, and they keep on talking.
But slowly my screams get less loud, and my movements slower, but they don't stop asking.
And finally my throat hurts too much to scream anymore, my arms grow too tired to lift them.
The silence is now only broken by them, still worrying while acting like they perfectly know what to do.
