seth

&&. the neighbors said she moved away; funny how it r a i n e d all day. i didn't think much of it then, but it's starting to all make sense

[grace-daniel]

“You fight for a living? Gee, that makes everything better.”

[crlseth]

“Shut up.”

[maiacroft]

“Well, I mean the kids who don’t have serious issues like suicide, drugs, things that put the child’s life in harm’s way. Those kind of issues.” She said in a suggestive tone. “I’m hopeful that those kids exist.” Smiling as she spoke, she tilted her head to the side. “I’m glad I got to witness the nice side of you, Mr. Tough Man.Yeah I hope I learn. My worst nightmare is I become like them. Oblivious and selfish.” She spoke before taking another sip.

[crlseth]

“Those kind of issues are the issues almost every kid has. Well, maybe that’s just the kids I know.” Seth laughed, drinking his beer once more. “Hey now, don’t get to used to it. Mr. Tough Man isn’t going anywhere. And don’t worry, you won’t turn out like them. And if you do, then I’ll probably become an abusive alcoholic father. So at least we’ll be shitty parents together.”

[aprillockwood-blog]

“A date,” She watched as his hand went up her arm giving her the goosebumps. “But if you could think of something better , by all means, tell me.”

[crlseth]

“A date?” Seth repeated after her, “Arabella -- I don’t go on dates, not usually. I mean, I haven’t been on a date since -- forever.”

[xavreyes]

 “ I… ” She starts then stops, regaining the rest of her composure so she doesn’t admit too much; telling him something like she just wants him to want her back. “ I want you. — and I want to know everything I need to do — ” Anna cuts herself off from the last of her sentence, deciding that confirming how much diligence she’ll put into it might not matter much. “ I want it to be okay that I want you. ”

[crlseth]

As the girl spoke, Seth moved closer with each word that spilled out of her mouth. “ -- Anna ” he began, not know what exactly he should say. “ But it’s not okay to want me, is it? Because I’m ignorant and an ass and a total piss off. Oh, and lets not forget I also beat people up, for a living.” Seth breathes were deep as he brought his eyes up to look at the girl. “ But, on the hand, it is okay to love me. Because -- I love you. And I’d never do anything to put you in harms way. ” Swallowing hard, Seth shrugged his shoulders. “ Now it’s just up to you to pick which ones more important. ”

[crlseth]

HEY GUYS

I HAD PROM WENDSDAY AND THUSDAY AND I WAS REALLY HUNGOVER TODAY

LOOK LOOK - ME AND BE WERE POPPIN

BUT I MISSED YOU GUYS AND I’LL BE ON TMW 

[crlseth]

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[crlseth]

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[aprillockwood-blog]

“Who praises you? Your dog? Pets don’t count. They love being kissed by owners.” Arabella teased once more before moving her arm from around his waste and stood infront of him. “Well, maybe I’ll let you kiss me again, but it’ll come with a cost.”

[crlseth]

“And what cost is that?” he asked, his arms tracing the skin of her arms to her shoulders.

[xavreyes]

“ I don’t. ” She struggled, her voice coming out as a mere whisper. “ I don’t hate you. ” Her voice was louder now, more clear even has her eyes averted to the floor. Forcing back tears and wiping her eyes, working up enough courage to look at him as he stepped away. “ I don’t hate you at all. No matter how hard I try. It’s no use. ”

[crlseth]

“ Then what do you want from me Anna. ” Seth’s voice cracked as he turned back around to face the girl. “ Do you want to hate me? Do you want me just leave you alone, never talk to you or bother you again. I will keep my distance away from -- It’ll be hard but if that’s what you what then so be it. Because I don’t want to see you hurt because of me, that’s the last thing I want. ” He swallowed hard as he took a deep breath before continuing. “ Or, do you want me to fight for you -- for us. ”

[catiawrites-deactivated20160422]

“ Oooh please !! This is coming from a guy who has only ever been in one solid relationship. And he couldn’t even make that one last !! I mean, you finally find a girl who likes you for more than your physical appearances and you chose fighting over her ?? You’re insane. ” Cat hissed back at her brother, teasing him. “ Oh I have sex. Very good hot sex. You’re the straight one, you only get half the population. I play for both teams which means I’ve got a shot at the entire population. I’m the one winning in this situation. ”

[crlseth]

“ Cat !! don’t start talking about Anna, I’m fixing it -- sorta -- well I’m either fixing it or making it worse. I’m not sure exactly which one it is just yet, but I’ll keep you updated... Look at that !! My little sister is getting laid !! Or was -- because you better not be sleeping with anyone in this house. All the men are sleazy and the most of the girls are either straight or also sleazy -- unless you decided to make a straight girl switch teams, but I’m sure they’d be one of the sleazy ones too.” 

[aprillockwood-blog]

Arabella smiled, “I’ll definitely let you know.” She didn’t necessarily want Seth to hurt Ricky, but also the thought of seeing Ricky get his ass kicked after all the bullshit he put her through sounded great. “Team effort, maybe… But I think you still need to do some work on your kissing skills. I’m definitely carrying the weight for this team,” the girl teased.  She liked how she felt around Seth, it was like a fun environment, something she wasn’t used to when it came to liking people. 

[crlseth]

“Excuse me? I have been praised for my kissing skills. Outside of the rink im a kissing God!” he over exaggerated as he spoke overtop of his laugh. “I just guess we’ll have to have more team practices.”

[xavreyes]

So close, she was so close to walking away when he kissed her, unresponsive at first with furrowed eyebrows, finally settling into the kiss when he pulled away. Opening her hazel eyes to meet his brown ones, the corners of her eyes filled to the brim with tears, unresponsive as she looked at him.

[crlseth]

Seeing the water form in the girls eyes, Seth could feel the pit of his stomach breaking. “ Oh wow -- you hate me so much that even kissing me hurts -- good to know. ” he mumbled, swallowing hard as he stepped away from the girl. “ Sorry -- I should get going now. Wouldn’t want to make you cry even more. ”

[crlseth]

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[aprillockwood-blog]

“Thanks to you? I don’t think so. I’m the one who kissed you and made it amazing.” Arabella laughed and wrapped her arm around his waist resting her head against him. “He’s very bitter. He’s a miserable little bitch. He doesn’t want me with anyone but him. But he was so wrong for me,” she paused leaning her head up pressing her lips to his for a couple seconds. “Yup. Great thanks to me.” She pulled away smirking. 

[crlseth]

“Well, if he bothers you again, I’ll do what I do best.” He chuckled, although he was serious with his offer. Feeling the girls lips on his, Seth was taken by surprise. He wasn’t sure exactly how he felt about the her. He was sure that he liked her -- and he enjoyed kissing her. But Seth had only ever had one serious relationship in the course of his life, he wasn’t exactly commitment material. And he wasn’t sure how the girl would feel about that. “I think that one was defiantly a team effort,” 

[catiawrites-deactivated20160422]

“ Heeeey Sethy boy, what a shock to see you here. ” Catia smirked, her eyes slowly opening at the sound of her older brothers voice. “ I got here around two nights ago, I figured it’d be a nice surprise. So, um – surprise !! ”

[crlseth]

“ But don’t you have to have an ex to be on the show ?? Wait -- so someone has actually bothered to date you before ?? Maybe us Costas aren’t so useless after all. ” He teased once more before taking a seat beside his sibling. “ It’s a great surprise, don’t get me wrong. But now that my younger sister in in the house I think it suspends me from having really great sex -- Because I wouldn’t want you to hear me from down the hall. I just don’t want you to feel bad for having a shitty sexual life compared to mine. ”

[xavreyes]

“ I feel pathetic for saying it, for feeling it, and for giving you the upper hand when it’s so obvious that you – ” She cut herself off with a groan, evidently fed up with sharing the things she’s sharing; it’s one of her biggest and worst habits, being too honest with how she feels. “ You’re infuriating. ” She comments, knowing the male could possibly take it as something directed at him; when in retrospect, it’s directed at herself. “ If that’s what you think, then so be it. Second guessing myself isn’t fun, so I’m done. ”

[crlseth]

Hearing as the girl spoke to him, Seth could feel his frustration building up. Everything about the girl frustrated him -- but that’s why he was so damn head over heels for her in the first place. She wasn’t one to tolerate his crap. “  Dammit Anna ” he mumbled under his breath, his eyes coming up from the floor to her face. Just as he was about to walk away, his impulse got the best of him. Without thinking, Seth quickly took two steps closer to the girl before locking his lips on hers; kissing her hard. His lips remained pressed on hers for a few moments, before slowly he pulled himself back, regaining his self control. “ I just had -- I’m sorry. ” Seth’s voice cracked as he deep voice surfaced. “ I just didn’t know if I was able going to be able to do that again -- I’ll go now, ”  

[omgauds-blog]

❝ Why are you staring at me like that? ❞

[crlseth]

“ Your face is bothering me. ”