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Suddenly everything once again seems insurmountable and I have no energy left to give to anything. Kids and pets are taken care of – me? What’s the point. I have been off work for coming up 3 years now and I still feel as shitty as day one. Only with added health problems. Why do we bother fighting and pretending to be happy? It’s just too much struggle. I wish I was rich so I could escape –…
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Rheumatology appointment take 2
Ok so back from hospital. ESR bloods taken again today, wait for ophthalmology to contact about appt (been waiting since Jan 9th), now been referred for a MRI- submandibular and surrounding area. Depending on results from all 3 will depend on whether I need to see him again. He said again it could be Sjogrens Syndrome, or fibromyalgia. He is unsure which as it’s not definitely pointing to any…
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Oops- appointments...
Oops- appointments…
Well further to my post yesterday Appointments and guinea pigs, I totally forgot to tell you about the appointments side! I have a hospital appointment tomorrow at the hospital with the Connective Tissue Disease department, I am not sure what they will be doing or looking at but I am hoping that they will have some answers for me! Wish me luck!
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Appointments and guinea pigs
Things have been a little hectic here with horrible weather, sickness – or rather food intolerances – general boring day to day stuff and baby guinea pigs! The babies are 3 weeks old today! This last three weeks have flown by! I cannot believe how huge the babies are now and I keep mistaking the gingers for the mum! The boys are being separated tomorrow when the new cage comes. I will then work…
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Guinea Pigs
At the end of December we adopted two ginger guinea pig brothers, aged approx 7 months. After a couple of weeks I started having doubts about them being brothers… Yep, they are boar and sow, and yes she was already pregnant. While annoyed about the lie from the previous owner, I don’t begrudge them having babies and yes it definitely wouldn’t have been my choice, the babies are so cute! 50 days…
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Health & Mental Health
Health & Mental Health
Well since I last posted, I have had further blood tests and a Rheumatology hospital appointment. I still do not know anything for certain as to why my joints etc are aching and sore and why I am exhausted but here are the results I know so far: 10th October blood test results: HB 135g/l, MCV 78.3, FBC – Otherwise normal, Liver & Thyroid function – Normal, Creatinine 94 umol/L, eGFR 58 ml/min,…
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Blood test results
Or rather the lack there of. Had blood tests done approx 5 weeks ago as have painful, swollen finger joints, results came back with some “slightly high – we will check again in 3 weeks”, they checked me for a lot more than the first time around, but that’s ok! I just wanna know what’s causing the pain and swelling (and nodules) on my finger knuckles. Blood tests done a week ago tomorrow (so…
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Being brave...
Being brave…
Well today, unexpectedly, I have to do the school run by myself. This should be easy right? I mean I used to go to work by myself and was a single parent, by myself, so why am I filled with dread and anxiety at the thought of picking up my 3 kids by myself? It’s only a 5 minute walk from home, so at most with all the waiting around, I will be 30 minutes or so door to door. I can do this right?…
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Bonfire night with added anxiety!
Well it’s that time of the year again, when for the last month or so idiots have been ramping up to being fucking dangerous and letting off fireworks wherever they want to. Apparently there are no ‘park’ bonfire displays in this city this year, it’d supposed to be one big celebration along the river -think a cheaper version of London’s firework displays – but from the sheer stupid amount of…
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Unfortunately I can totally relate.
Saw this article on my Facebook timeline and it struck a chord with me… —————- Unfortunately this is me most days, only change bed for sofa (perils of only having a downstairs loo) and add husband, kids & pets, to the guilt inducing pile for not having the energy or whatever to get up and go somewhere, anywhere. Tuesday I went out. After basically spending the whole half term in the house doing…
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Exhausted and sore today.
Had a surprise day out yesterday which while fun, left me totally worn out. Add to that not being able to sleep last night means I have aches and pains everywhere today. A very lovely friend took husband and myself to IKEA for a nose, it was my first time actually going to an IKEA shop and I loved it! Only bought a few bits for the kids but it was brilliant seeing this in the flesh so to speak! …
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Coping better?
Since the kids have been back to school, I feel like I have been able to breathe and take time to catch my breath and just relax. My mind is a lot quieter, and I have just been taking things slowly and just enjoying not really doing much. This does mean the house is a tip and laundry desperately needs doing, but I am trying to learn to not worry about the little things and the house bring tidy,…
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Sums it up I came across this on my FB stream, unfortunately I do not know where its originally from but this totally sums me up. Remember not all abuse is physical.The hard part is recognising those automatic thoughts as untrue, and a holdover of tines past.
Safe places
I was just explaining to a friend how my depression/anxiety works and the limitations it puts on me. So here it is; I don’t tend to leave the house much at all to be honest. I go out food shopping when need be, I am out tomorrow for last school bits but that’s it then Wednesday as first day back, will almost definitely be exhausted then after 2 trips out on 2 separate days so that will be me done…
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Apathetic - What's the point?
Apathetic – What’s the point?
I asked husband the other week a question I have been wondering for a while; What is the point? What’s the point in things, why do we bother going on? We go to work in jobs that a lot of us hate, purely to earn enough money for meaningless tat and to live, to eat etc, whatever we do we are all just waiting to die really – aren’t we? As out know I craft, and on the whole enjoy crafting, but even…
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Almost there
This summer I have really struggled with the summer holidays, to be fair the kids have been really good, I suppose its them being that bit older and happy to entertain themselves, but the change to our normal schedule has really done me in. Not that we normally have a busy planned schedule, but we have our set routines, and even today, I am just realising how much my mental health Is dependent on…
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Anxiety help list
Can’t reminder where i originally found this, it was probably either my fb or Twitter feeds, but anyway i found it helpful and thought i would share it. The full article is linked before but here is the list: Here are six suggestions to change those everyday ways of being: • Slow down! You may find yourself moving more quickly than is necessary. Slow your pace and everything will get done but you…
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