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[crownedwhite]

These Thoughts

These thoughts often plague my mind

Often enough,  they now feel  thoroughly imbedded into my soul

These thoughts have settled deep into my core like an unwelcome fiend

Refusing to Part , no matter how much I will them away

How I wish to go back

To the time I saw the world from rose coloured glasses and felt in control

Now the universe is empty filled with nothing but regret and loss of time

These thoughts, make me wish for nothing but to be alone as I figure out this rhyme

That is my life as it repeats itself in a familiar pattern

Over and over again it unravels the hurt and frustration

May I have enough patience to restart

So that I can find that place for me

Where despite these thoughts plaguing my conscience

I can empty my mind and be free

I hope that thoughts of my newest obsession would once again reign over my life chasing away those thoughts

So that I have  a purpose again

And perhaps not feel so useless.

Maybe white

[crownedwhite]

Hi this poem is dedicated to tgcf cause it was inspired by hualian

🦋 The butterfly 🦋

As one butterfly dies

A caterpillar weaves a cocoon

All it takes is a flap at a time

For a gust of wind

To blow away these thoughts and gloom

Some changes take years

Some occur in an instant

Just like a person is your other half in this moment ,

Another flap ,

Another moment,

you feel so distant

A butterfly does not live long

Yet it helps flowers to blossom

Similarly these people in  life are present only fleetingly

But they make life worth living and awesome

The flower remembers the butterfly even after its gone

You'll always be loved

So don't be sad if you feel alone

Who says ghosts aren't real

They are memories

I just can't decide if they are friend or enemies of mine

But one thing that one can be sure of

Is that they will be here long after everyone is gone

For they are immortal and can live for centuries.

And will remember the butterfly forevermore

Maybe white

[crownedwhite]

Sadness

Sadness is a whisper

That snakes it's way into my heart

It was fleeting at first

Ignorable

But then it came

Again and again

Unwelcome at first

But soon became a habit

I didn't know when

Sadness stopped coming to me

And I started seeking it

Maybewhite

[crownedwhite]

Thoughts of a stormy night

A thunderstorm is raging

Like the fear of our favourite characters ageing

I like my life and reality

Sometimes you need an escape

To help you introspect and help reshape

My mind's a beautiful, dark and weird place

As vast as the space

Elegant are my characters , oh they move with such grace

I wish I was worthy of such praise

Some thoughts that live in my head

Are not about real stuff but stories that do not help in earning bread

I do not dare share these creations of my own

For I fear the uprooting of a tree before it is sown

The society is judgmental and doesn't understand

That these creatures that live in my head

Are not princesses that help sell products of a brand

But are idols of mine that I believed to be dead

Maybe white