What Hurts More Than a Break-up (Version 1)
Title: Scared Of The Ending
A friendship with you is something i don't want to lose,
But why as time goes by i feel like i'm losing what i feared to lose?
I know your soul,
You know mine.
But after those five years,
Why do i feel like you are replacing me?
She calls you her bestfriend,
And so do i.
You know her secrets,
You even told her mine.
While your secret stayed with me,
No one else could make me say it out loud.
3:00 pm, after school, you called me to carry your project.
I refused because i was upset with you.
You didn't care,
Just a sorry and you thought that was enough to lift the weight off my chest.
As we walked home i was just behind you,
While you two are laughing like i wasn't there.
It hurts more than a break-up,
Is it because i'm changing?
I don't want to hate you,
But my heart feels heavy whenever i think about it.
I've accepted you fully,
I never judged you in any way.
But why did you replace me so easily?
Are you tired of being my friend and now letting me try to get the memo?
I don't want to hate you,
But it hurts more than the time i got rejected by the girl i had loved for 2 years.
I miss the friendship we had,
Even if it hadn't ended.
But it feels like it's already ending,
It feels so lonely.
I'm scared to be alone again,
I'm going to be the girl with no friends again.
You're my only friend i ever considered true,
Now i feel like you're just like everyone else.
It hurts more than the time i found out my crush liked someone else,
But i don't want to hate you, because you were once my everything.















