as the crow spies

WIP - private - mutuals only - written by mala - atm mostly fallout ; incoming modern & modern fantasy verses

[gwinnetts-archive]

                              join us for our grand reopening !

this is mala, saying hello from our new location @gwinnetts​ !

we’ve moved from @courierdusters  •  @dicepools  •  @crowspy  &  @unclean-living !

featuring multiple muses from canons such as:

                   fallout  •  the legend of zelda  •  final fantasy x  •  kingdom hearts                                                    … & original characters, too !

                                            drop by today !*

* some restrictions may apply. see inside for details.

[memewhore]

[polyglotplatypus]

[vhsmeme]

* watership down

watership down is a novel by richard adams.

‘ by yourself, alone? ’ 

‘ you can’t. you’d die. ’

‘ i’ll look after you. ’

‘ i think that’s something we can only wait for. ’  

‘ what do you think of that? ’

‘ you need a rest. ’ 

‘ i’ll tell you all about it later on. ’

‘ you hurt? ’

‘ they didn’t want to disturb you. ’

‘ just let me look after you for a bit. ’

‘ are you all right? ’

‘ how did you get that wound? ’

‘ can you hear me? ’ 

‘ i don’t blame you. ’

‘ you haven’t got to. ’

‘ if you are not careful, people will begin to trust you. ’

‘ i can’t trust anyone else, but you’ll come with me, won’t you? ’ 

‘ can we trust you? ’ 

‘ i don’t like this story. i know i’m not brave – ’

‘ let me go! let me go! ’

‘ why did you cry like that, if you were all right? ’

‘ you’re all alone, sharp and clear, like a dead branch against the sky. ’

‘ come down there: we can talk more easily. ’

‘ you can see the whole world. ’  

‘ the funny thing is that you feel terrified to stay and i feel terrified to go. ’  

‘ there’s nothing to be afraid of. ’

‘ there’s nothing to worry about. ’

‘ i don’t want to go. ’

‘ i feel very sad. ’ 

‘ he seems quite at home with you. ’  

‘ where do you come from? ’

‘ does the thunder worry you? ’ 

‘ are you sure? ’

‘ and if that’s not meeting your fears halfway, then i don’t know what is. ’

‘ why can’t we go home? ’

‘ do you really think we will? ’

‘ what’s your idea, then? ’

‘ why’s he called that? ’

‘ he’ll remember that. ’

‘ that is the test of your belief. ’

‘ well, i thought, this sounds hopeful. ’

‘ couldn’t wake him up. ’

‘ how can we find them? ’ 

‘ are you trying to make me angry? ’

‘ how can we find them? ’

‘ do you know he was out all night in the rain? ’

‘ can we go back to sleep now? ’

‘ we can’t fight them. ’

‘ let’s hear the rest of the story. ’

‘ i hope you understand. ’

‘ have a look outside and you’ll see why. ’

‘ i’m not going to get angry because you call me stupid names. ’ 

‘ what’s the alternative? ’

‘ it doesn’t matter where. ’  

‘ just you and i? ’

‘ but what else is there to hope for? ’  

‘ it’s all forgotten. ’

‘ then all the rest follows. ’

‘ it’s no good. ’

‘ run! ’

‘ piss off! ’

‘ bad place. ’

‘ yes, yes, all friends. ’

‘ i don’t know what it is. ’

‘ you can hide there and i’ll join you. ’ 

‘ come on, hurry up. ’

‘ they’re all mad, you know. ’

‘ blame you? blame you for what? ’

‘ unless you feel it isn’t safe? ’

‘ no, it’s safe enough. ’ 

‘ it must be something very bad. ’ 

‘ we’ve all got to stop running one day, you know. ’ 

[crowspy]

‘ i don’t blame you. ’

watership down starters ;; accepting | @remnantrecruit

Bellamy can’t help but wince. Abner does that to him, reaches in and plucks those annoying little moral strings that pull on him from time to time. But Bellamy’s rusty with acting on them. He’s not good at it. God, does he fuckin’ try sometimes, but now and then, he gets a reminder of just how much he’s a fish out of water with this shit.

Like now.

“That’s not what I...” Bellamy runs a hand through his hair, fluffing it in his frustration with himself, then sighs heavily. “Alright, listen. I’m not ditching you. Okay? There’s just some shit I gotta take care of myself, and it’d be easier for me to run it on my own. You know me, I’m small, I get in and out of places easy, all that sneaky stuff.”

He’s rambling a little. He makes himself stop and he takes a deep breath, tries again. “It’s not ‘cause you don’t have worth or someshit. Got it? You’re just not specced for this mission. I am. So, just hang out here and chill for a bit, okay? I’ll be back before you know it.”

[crowspy]

‘ are you trying to make me angry? ’

watership down starters ;; accepting | @america-redefined

"No,” Bellamy exclaims, placing his hand over his breastbone, fingers splayed, expression an overblown exaggeration of surprise. “Cap’n, why would you ever think that? I’m never trying to make you angry.”

A beat. He grins widely, his act cracking right in half. “It’s just a bonus.”

[vhsmeme]

* watership down

watership down is a novel by richard adams.

‘ by yourself, alone? ’ 

‘ you can’t. you’d die. ’

‘ i’ll look after you. ’

‘ i think that’s something we can only wait for. ’  

‘ what do you think of that? ’

‘ you need a rest. ’ 

‘ i’ll tell you all about it later on. ’

‘ you hurt? ’

‘ they didn’t want to disturb you. ’

‘ just let me look after you for a bit. ’

‘ are you all right? ’

‘ how did you get that wound? ’

‘ can you hear me? ’ 

‘ i don’t blame you. ’

‘ you haven’t got to. ’

‘ if you are not careful, people will begin to trust you. ’

‘ i can’t trust anyone else, but you’ll come with me, won’t you? ’ 

‘ can we trust you? ’ 

‘ i don’t like this story. i know i’m not brave – ’

‘ let me go! let me go! ’

‘ why did you cry like that, if you were all right? ’

‘ you’re all alone, sharp and clear, like a dead branch against the sky. ’

‘ come down there: we can talk more easily. ’

‘ you can see the whole world. ’  

‘ the funny thing is that you feel terrified to stay and i feel terrified to go. ’  

‘ there’s nothing to be afraid of. ’

‘ there’s nothing to worry about. ’

‘ i don’t want to go. ’

‘ i feel very sad. ’ 

‘ he seems quite at home with you. ’  

‘ where do you come from? ’

‘ does the thunder worry you? ’ 

‘ are you sure? ’

‘ and if that’s not meeting your fears halfway, then i don’t know what is. ’

‘ why can’t we go home? ’

‘ do you really think we will? ’

‘ what’s your idea, then? ’

‘ why’s he called that? ’

‘ he’ll remember that. ’

‘ that is the test of your belief. ’

‘ well, i thought, this sounds hopeful. ’

‘ couldn’t wake him up. ’

‘ how can we find them? ’ 

‘ are you trying to make me angry? ’

‘ how can we find them? ’

‘ do you know he was out all night in the rain? ’

‘ can we go back to sleep now? ’

‘ we can’t fight them. ’

‘ let’s hear the rest of the story. ’

‘ i hope you understand. ’

‘ have a look outside and you’ll see why. ’

‘ i’m not going to get angry because you call me stupid names. ’ 

‘ what’s the alternative? ’

‘ it doesn’t matter where. ’  

‘ just you and i? ’

‘ but what else is there to hope for? ’  

‘ it’s all forgotten. ’

‘ then all the rest follows. ’

‘ it’s no good. ’

‘ run! ’

‘ piss off! ’

‘ bad place. ’

‘ yes, yes, all friends. ’

‘ i don’t know what it is. ’

‘ you can hide there and i’ll join you. ’ 

‘ come on, hurry up. ’

‘ they’re all mad, you know. ’

‘ blame you? blame you for what? ’

‘ unless you feel it isn’t safe? ’

‘ no, it’s safe enough. ’ 

‘ it must be something very bad. ’ 

‘ we’ve all got to stop running one day, you know. ’ 

[litfcse-deactivated20181015]

thesecretfacility :

ᴏʟᴅᴇʀ ᴍᴜsᴇs—ᴜɴɪᴛᴇ!

ᴡᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ 20 ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜɴɢᴇʀ ɪs ᴀ ғᴜɴ ᴛɪᴍᴇ—ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ɪᴛ ɪs! ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴜɴ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛᴇʀ ʜɪᴛs 30. ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ’s ᴘʟᴇɴᴛʏ ᴏғ ᴀᴅᴠᴇɴᴛᴜʀᴇs ʟᴇғᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʜᴀᴅ.

ʀᴏʟᴇᴘʟᴀʏ ʙʟᴏɢs—ɪғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴍᴜsᴇ ɪs 30+ ʏᴇᴀʀs ᴏʟᴅ, ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ʀᴇʙʟᴏɢ ᴛʜɪs ᴘᴏsᴛ sᴏ ᴜs “ᴏʟᴅɪᴇs” ᴄᴀɴ ғɪɴᴅ ᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ!

[crowspy]

// also i can’t do the handwriting meme with bellamy because, surprise, he has multiple handwriting styles he can use, and likes to change it up even in his personal notes just because he can

[crowspy]

// when the enclave remnant group bellamy escaped with made it to the commonwealth, they struck out on their own at different times. bellamy and louis were among the first to be out in the wasteland, since they already had enough experience under their belt to make survival a matter of habit

but where louis and his wife regan just split off from the group, bellamy kept coming back. he’d bring with him supplies and information — he may not have wanted to be a part of the enclave for pretty much his entire life, but these were his people™. despite all appearances otherwise, bellamy is very dedicated to group survival once he’s dedicated — and to this group, he felt dedication. didn’t matter if he didn’t like or get along with most of them (cough torvald cough). they all survived together. they were all each other had

and bellamy knew, had known for a long time, that no matter what he did, even if he left the enclave, that he would have a target on his back just for having been born to them. helping other enclave members survive means having more people to watch his back. so it’s self-serving just as much as it’s a seemingly odd and surprising streak of loyalty

bellamy also helped different members get integrated into the wasteland. making up backgrounds — especially ones that seem legit, aren’t likely to get people looking too close, and if they did, it’d be difficult to verify one way or the other — was just a matter of course in his line of work. so is scoping out a location, getting a bead on the populace, and figuring out where new people could slot in. and he’d be able to share tips and tricks for surviving and passing as a wastelander

beyond that, bellamy also had caches of supplies out in his different little boltholes before the enclave went down. his job was to keep an ear to the ground, to know what was going on out in the wastes, so of course he knew about the lone wanderer and their crusade. he knew what they’d accomplished, and their connection with the brotherhood. so he knew there was a very real chance that shit would hit the fan, and he prepares for everything. which meant bug out bags, places to lay low, alternate identities waiting to be tapped into, the whole shebang

so when the remnant group came to round up louis and thus picked up bellamy as result? they really lucked out. bellamy’s supplies were meant to support just him, but for an extended period of time. which meant that they could last several people for a short amount of time — enough to hit the next supply cache

[courierdusters-a]

four blogs written by mala

waking skies at sunrise, every sunset, too seems to be bringing me memories of you

here and there, everywhere, scenes that we once knew and they all just recall memories of you

crowspy — bellamy rook — slow activity - private              east coast enclave remnant oc — (info) courierdusters — elle days — hiatus - selective             courier six & sole survivor — (info) (verses) unclean-living — dean domino — inactive - selective             of fallout: new vegas dlc dead money — (info) (verses) dicepools — multimuse — selective             ft. two sole survivors & many fallout 4 canon muses — (mains) (misc)

[noonelovesahoe-deactivated20211]

When I let my Muse take control for .2 seconds and see what they’ve done.

[beenpole]

bean·pole: \ˈbēn-ˌpō(ə)l\ noun 1 :a pole up which bean vines may climb 2 :a tall thin person

fandomless original character reasonably selective + private read rules before following   written by aj

[crowspy]

// my bf has started playing the secret world again — secret world legends as it’s called now (cuz back when we first played it, it was before a couple of big updates)

and let me tell you. it’s just making me want to make bellamy in that game and give him a verse for it. the illuminati are where he belongs. and at the same time, he’d have the same level of discomfort about them as he had about the enclave, if not more (excluding enclave-specific personal grudges, anyway)

the worldbuilding and character writing for that game is just SO GOOD, guys. it’s SO GOOD

[crowspy]

@america-redefined ; starter call

When somebody knocks on your door at, like, three in the morning, it’s kiiind of understandable if you’re pretty peeved about it. Especially if you only went to bed something like three hours ago.

“Oh, come on, this better be — ” Bellamy is saying as he swings his door open, running his other hand through his hair. And then he sees just who is on the other side, and in an extremely rare moment, his mind stalls out in sheer shock.

“Jesus fuck,” he finishes eloquently.

[america-redefined]

Nathan’s eyebrows raise slightly at Bellamy’s greeting. “Shouta Yamamoto.” He clasps his hands behind his back. “A pleasure to see you, too.”

He steps towards the open door with the expectation that Bellamy will move out of his way. 

[crowspy]

Perhaps surprisingly, Bellamy does move out of the way. It takes everything he has not to rush Nathan through the door.

“Don’t call me that where other people can hear you,” he says firmly once the door is closed and re-locked behind him. His living space isn’t large, but it’s tidy — surprisingly so, for his personality. But none of his usual energetic humor is anywhere to be found right now. “Fuck, I’d think you’d know better. What the hell are you doing here?”

[crowspy]

@starkunlimited ; starter call

It’s pretty much impossible to not have heard that THE Tony Stark has rolled into town, even if you don’t keep an ear to the ground on happenings the way Bellamy does. He knows enough to know that Stark doesn’t hang out in Diamond City very often, or for very long, so once he catches whiff of that stinky superhero scent, Bellamy ditches his duties for the day and beats the familiar path down to the market.

Takes him a minute to find him, though. But, there: parked at Power Noodles. Perfect. Bellamy picks up his pace so he can slide into that stool next to Tony before somebody else takes it.

“Nan-ni shimasu-ka?” Takahashi intones.

“Hey, man. The usual,” Bellamy answers, raising his hand in greeting even as he braces his other arm against the bar. He glances at Tony and quirks his eyebrows, then offers conversationally, “Kinda kills me nobody’s dug up replacement parts for him yet, y’know?”

[crowspy]

@america-redefined ; starter call

When somebody knocks on your door at, like, three in the morning, it’s kiiind of understandable if you’re pretty peeved about it. Especially if you only went to bed something like three hours ago.

“Oh, come on, this better be — ” Bellamy is saying as he swings his door open, running his other hand through his hair. And then he sees just who is on the other side, and in an extremely rare moment, his mind stalls out in sheer shock.

“Jesus fuck,” he finishes eloquently.

[frog43]

Important character development question: would they lick someone’s hand if they tried to cover their mouth?