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[cruelestdemons]

important;;

so, because i’m actually horrible, i’m going to be moving all but my original character back to a multi muse. link will be posted once i’ve got everything settled. i’m sorry to keep moving because i feel like i’m annoying people, and i wanted to try and do individual blogs, but i just can’t. i love each of my muses, but i have too many of them for me to have separate blogs. (something i realized after counting just how many i have last night) if you don’t want to follow me to the new blog, i’ll understand, but i need to do this for me

[cruelestdemons]

important;;

so, because i’m actually horrible, i’m going to be moving all but my original character back to a multi muse. link will be posted once i’ve got everything settled. i’m sorry to keep moving because i feel like i’m annoying people, and i wanted to try and do individual blogs, but i just can’t. i love each of my muses, but i have too many of them for me to have separate blogs. (something i realized after counting just how many i have last night) if you don’t want to follow me to the new blog, i’ll understand, but i need to do this for me

[bob-belcher]

side effects of being numb due to mental illness:

not crying for weeks and weeks on end until one day, you’re breaking down over something that isn’t actually worth getting upset about

not being able to tell if your feelings for people are platonic or romantic or if you’re just lonely

instead of caring too much, you don’t care at all about anything

not being able to process anything going on in your life and when you try, your brain stalls out

losing your train of thought every five seconds, so when you try to have a conversation, you have to pause and remember what you were trying to say

word vomiting

mind “static”

[cruelestdemons]

xhidingintheshadowsx replied to your post: AN UP TO DATE LIST OF WHERE YOU CAN FIND ME yes, I...

don’t even watch teen wolf and already stefan is eyeing lydia. guess he has a type ;)

you already know you can get any of my muses any time, any place, anywhere ;)

[holythehomie]

hey guess who i love

yep u guessed it bi girls who aren’t sure if they might be lesbian and lesbian girls who think they might be bi and any girls who are trying out lesbian as a title or bi as a title, i love you and you are so valid and important i just want you to know that it’s okay to try out different titles and I promise it won’t offend anyone. I promise ur all cute and amazing and valid and i hope u have such a great day.

[gasolinehearts]

tfw you have hella muse for a character but no threads

[mellow1x1s-deactivated20170427]

ohfiendangelical:

its the year 2018. entire rps are written in wingdings. icons are 1x1 with a psd that blacks the entire image out. we use several thousand tags per post. box themes have gotten so small and detailed that your computer crashes every time you open someone’s blog

[cruelestdemons]

that moment when a character of yours is so neglected as opposed to others you have that it’s depressing to log into their blog..

[achingchest]

the hardest part about leaving toxic people is that you know when you leave, they won’t chase after you. they won’t be begging on their hands and knees for you like you would have done for them. they’ll just let you walk away, never even look at you in their rear view mirror, and move on like nothing has changed. and it’s terrifying, because you’ll finally have to come to the cold hard realization that they never cared if you stayed.

[sw--tdreams-deactivated20180821]

Best friends aren’t supposed to tell you that your laugh is too obnoxious or that you talk too loud.

Best friends aren’t supposed to embarrass you in front of people in order to make themselves look better.

Best friends aren’t supposed to make you feel shitty about yourself or make you hide who you really are.

Best friends aren’t supposed to negatively comment on things you cannot change about yourself.

Best friends aren’t supposed to hurt you and damage you.

Best friends are supposed to love you and make you feel comfortable in your own skin.

Best friends are supposed to support you and back you up when you need it.

Best friends should bring out your better side and reassure you that the way you are is good enough.

Get rid of toxic people in your life.

[alushheart-deactivated20150602]

guys….be careful who you talk to and trust on the internet. i know we’re all super casual about it now and give people our numbers and feel like best friends but you can be fooled. if someone is pressuring you about something you’re not comfortable with, if they’re giving you bad vibes, if they’re secretive about who they are, take a step back and look at it objectively. 

[6killshit]

If you hear a bad story about me. Understand there was a time where I was good to those people too.

[god-dammittt]

Emotionally abusive people fucking suck because they act like they’re the victims and that they’re the nicest person in the world. They make you feel like utter crap and make it nearly impossible for you to prove that you’re the actual victim.

[ahsndkm-deactivated20141104]

So I was watching one of those elephant documentaries and some guy walked over to the elephants and the elephants all crowded round to look at him and stroke him with their trunks.

And it reminded me how when there’s a cat in the garden my entire family will go out and cuddle it.

Guys.

Elephants think humans are cute.

[ellenripleysbelieveitornot]

Now we know what elephants blog about.

[megapuddi64]

it’s actually proven that elephants view humans as we view cute animals.

[geekwithsandwich]

elephants are so SWEET though you guys idk if you realize

like, they extensively mourn their dead and one of the things they do is cover them with leaves, and sometimes when people go to sleep on the ground in an area with elephants, they will wake up COVERED WITH LEAVES because some elephants found them and thought they were dead and it made them sad so they buried them!!!!!!!!  omg precious

and they aren’t really “scared of mice” but they will get upset and try really hard to get away from a mouse because (we think) they are really afraid of stepping on the mouse!!!  they know they are big and have big stompy feets and they are afraid of stepping on other animals!!!

also they form long-lasting friendships and when rescuing elephants it’s really important to keep friends together because they can get really depressed when they are separated!  when friends are reunited they make happy sounds and cuddle really close and it’s so cute and it makes me cry.  ;______;  i just, have so many elephant feels you guys

[akanicotortorella-deactivated20]

look, i get that tumblr’s demographic is 85% teenagers and this is all baby’s first social justice experience for most of you, but you guys really need to learn how to differentiate between problematic behavior and irredeemable trash garbage who deserves death

people slip up, people fuck up, people say shit they shouldn’t

it sucks

but it’s human

it’s part of being raised into a patriarchal homophobic racist society and/or being part of a privileged group

and you do it too

stop thinking the world is black-or-white because it isn’t

[cruelestdemons]

all my replies are mostly done everywhere so i’m likely laying down. all replies will be posted by friday morning central time.

[cruelestdemons]

tfw you watch catfish and wonder how someone could claim to care about another person, yet come at them with such bold faced lies about who they are and what their intentions are. fake people are so sickening, i swear. i can say from experience — be honest, because lying makes people so much more insecure about you than you could ever feel about yourself.