cruelfates : an independent & selective single-muse , multi-verse blog . leona carver elodie stafford and any affiliated npcs were solely crafted with love by luna ( 25+ , she / her ) or in collaboration with elio .
a study in ... forgotten childhood , identity theft , forbidden love , religious conflict , a dismal union , and an entwined soul .
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elodie stafford was born leona carver to parents elliot & diane carver , a wheat farmer and nursemaid , respectively . leona was never blessed with the finer things in life . if anything , she was doomed to a life of prune-tipped fingers and scraped knees . since the age of fourteen , leona worked alongside her mother at the stafford residence . though she started as a maidservant , the startling resemblance she bore to the stafford daughter , elodie , was stirring up too many questions around the manor and forced her to hide away in the washroom as a laundress .
as leona aged , the similarity only grew more apparent ; raising concern over the true identity of her father . she began to bond with her sister , listening to her gossip about other nobles and share the details of her whirlwind romance she shared with a mystery man . so when it was announced that elodie was to wed antonio borgia , leona was relieved to finally learn the identity of her sister's lover . only [ … ] the elation surrounding the news quickly dissipated when her sister went missing merely days later .
servants at the manor were silenced ; threatened to keep the news of the lady's disappearance to themselves . unbeknownst to them , elodie wouldn't be the only stafford child to disappear as leona was quickly taken in by her biological father and forced to live the rest of her life as her sister . the union between the staffords and the borgias was too important to miss out on and lord stafford had finally found the good in having a bastard child .
with a new identity and a marriage to a stranger in her future , leona elodie was forced to change not only her mannerisms and the way she spoke , but to also forget her entire childhood and any friends and family she may have had before her “father” decided to grant her with the life she thought she had always yearned for .
“ happily married … ?surely you jest . ” his voice , though calm , is laced with an undercurrent of frustration and a clear , undeniable sense of yearning . the book in his hand trembles slightly , a reflection of the inner turmoil as his pride battles the stubborn hope that dares to linger . “ it is true that these halls arehaunted by more than just the echoes of our ancestors’ ambitions . your loyalty to antonio is a clever deception , i will give you that . yet , lies wear thin in the face of truth , my love . ”
despite the mask of condescension , his heart races in tandem with the pulse that quickens at the base of his throat . he can’t help but lean closer in vexation , free hand slowly suspending in the air between them as a testament to the fragile boundary they teeter upon ; a boundary that threatens to collapse under the weight of this tension. it’s with instinctive precision that long fingers brush against her cheek , moving gently to tuck a loose tendril of her dark locks behind the curve of her ear.
“ my ’ intent ’ is to keep trying . to try and push past these feelings as effortlessly as you pretend to . i have tried , believe me . i bury myself in books , in the duties of my station , hoping to drown out these feelings . then i see you and it is as though time folds in on itself …since your return , i see you more clearly than ever . i can finally see your heart and how it pleads for more than it is given . ” his words hang in the air , bluntness cutting through their forced formalities . the implication is clear , a pointed jab at the state of her marriage and a challenge to acknowledge the truth they both dance around . in a voice low tinged with a hint of scorn , he whispers , “ unless it is not feelings that draw you to me … but merely the empty bed you share with him ? ”
she wants to scream . it claws its way out of her lungs and up her throat before being trapped behind a wall of sheer willpower . you are not leona anymore . the words had become a mantra for her , demanding that she remember who she is supposed to be and what rules she is meant to follow . only ... what were the rules regarding her current dilemma ? though her attraction to alexander was undeniable , it was also forbidden . in reality , he was a stranger to her ; someone she only knew through rumors and vague stories shared by her sister . her sister ... how would she respond ? whereas leona would have shrunk beneath the man towering over her , elodie would stand tall , a fierce competitor to oppose the dominance emanating from her foe lover ? admirer .
his touch is unfamiliar to her , but the warmth that comes along with it is an even stranger sensation . whether it is her own impulsivity or the need to replicate her sister's behavior , she reaches for his hand . slim digits capture the larger , manipulating them to press his palm to her cheek . she is unsure of what she is looking for , but her curiosity about the relationship elodie previously held with him clouds her judgment . did they truly love one another ? was it cruel for her to even entertain his feelings for her sister ? the moment of weakness passes as a wave of guilt washes over her . she drops his hand before increasing the distance between them , her back grazing the cool wall behind her .
" who are you to know my heart and who or what it pleads for ? " her voice carries a new defensiveness she had initially decided against , but his sudden determination to agitate her brings it to the forefront quite effortlessly . " you know nothing of my marriage except for the delusion with which you choose to fill your own head . " cruelty does not come easily . the very thought of upsetting someone even the slightest bit causes her stomach to tie itself in knots . she swallows hard , fingers toying with the lacework on her dress . " perhaps putting in as much effort with your other duties as you do with attempting to ruin my union with your brother would help you fall into your father's good graces for once . "
cruelfates requested : ❛ some things are better left forgotten ❜ from a collection of sentence starters originally posted by ohisms .
“ it is odd seeing you at this hour . what matters are you attending to … ? clandestine meetings with a new lover? ” loitering footsteps are hushed against stone mosaics as their paths intersect in an eerily quiet corridor of the vatican . the distinctive scent of incense hangs heavy in the air as yet another reminder of his father’s legacy and the tangled web of power and betrayal that defines his lineage . often , alexander ponders the blessing curse of the borgia bloodline , but not now … now , all he can think about is elodie and the bitter jealousy that continues to gnaw relentlessly on his breaking heart . “ your swift adjustment suggests a heart unburdened by our the past … ”
accusation lingers in his tone as alexander dwells on her affections redirecting to his own brother . the public eye pays witness to antonio and elodie’s burgeoning ’ love ’ , and with each glance … each shared smile … the younger of the borgia brothers feels himself slipping further into obscurity. his knuckles turn white from the strength of his grip on a leather-bound volume of classical literature . “ perhaps it is foolish … i often compare us to figures in this tome . antony and cleopatra . ” he holds the item up in view , the deliberate anchor against the overwhelming urge to reach out to her .
the book’s weight and weathered texture ground him and serve as a tangible barrier against a familiar and forbidden desire that threatens to consume him whole . the cleric is self-aware enough to predict one transient touch would only make his need for her grow . it’s the cruelest form of torture . the crystalline brilliance of blue hues shift away from doe-like in a forced act of restraint . “ two souls doomed by passion and ambition … yet , i draw parallels . he may as well share a name with my brother , but i am the one who has forsaken duty for desire … only to find myself cast aside in favour of another . it’s ancient history . some things are better left forgotten .”
a quiet night away from the chaos of her new life . a moment of solitude where she could catch her breath and ground herself once more . the one desire she thought she had been able to satisfy falls flat on its face as a voice cuts through the silence . she's caught off guard by his presence [ ... ] the informal nature of his tone warning her that she may already be in over her head . " i'm sorry . i fear you've mistaken my personal life for that of someone else's . i'm happily married ... to your brother nonetheless . " the lie statement feels wildly unnatural as it leaves her mouth , her lips nearly refusing to form the word married . she hopes he doesn't notice , watches as he seems to evaluate her .
he nods to the book in his grasp and her blood runs cold . the sudden lack of information and preparation that her family had provided her with prior to forcing her into this new identity had become blatantly obvious . it seems they simply assumed a strong resemblance would have been enough to execute their clever scam . an unspoken tension lingers in the space between them while he speaks and leona elodie can feel the blood rushing to her face . she's fixated on his hand rather than his voice , brows furrowing as his clutch grows tighter and knuckles lose their color . antony and cleopatra ? with every confession , she feels herself falling deeper and deeper into a situation from which she knows she will never climb her way out .
a secret relationship between the younger borgia and her late sister was news to leona , though a lot of the stories elodie had shared were slowly starting to piece themselves together . what she once thought were stories about her now husband might have truly been about his brother . the whirlwind romance she had only dreamt of in the past was one she would never actually experience . one she couldn't experience . brown orbs drift from pale joints to intimidating pools of cerulean . " yes , " she agrees , shoulders lifting in an effort to exude confidence . " though i must ask you how you intend to forget this ancient history when you and i are forced to stroll the same halls . "