So... Here's an introduction? Also, if you want to be mutuals, just like this post or write me in dms! (I'll follow u from my main @strange-dusty-alien) Bc I have no idea how it works and I don't want to make things awkward? Online interactions are actually confusing ಠ◡ಠ
Greetings! ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ You can call me Crunchy or Crunch :D
✧ 23 y.o (surprised tbh that I made it this far)
✧ they/them, ace
✧ asian ✌️🇰🇿
✧ kz/eng/ru
✧ obsessed with aliencore 👽
✧ love art (in any kind), crafts, handmade, dolls (Monster High, Ever After High, Rainbow high)
@strange-dusty-alien is my main blog (and this one is sideblog), but I dedicate it to reblogging stuff I like. And I'm kinda ashamed to post something there bc some of mutuals there know me irl.
SO if you see like from that blog, it means I did it, Tumblr doesn't allow to leave likes from sideblogs 😭 That's an info for my mutuals who'll get confused why this blog didn't followed back/like their stuff, because in fact I DO IT'S JUST STRANGE TUMBLR RULES...
Here I'll post mainly my thoughts (#crunchy_ramble) and stuff I create (#crunchy_stuff) like handmade, drawings and anything else I'll end up doing :)
Fandoms (The list is gonna be huge so I'll redact it from time to time and it's not finished atm)
I think name the ones that left some kind of impact on me or I remember them dearly. Also I highlight current obsessions (but I can talk with you about all mentioned below).
Idk how to identify: Scooby Doo franchise, Love Händel from PnF, Hatsune Miku and other Vocaloids (main ones like Luka, Meiko, Kagamine siblings, Kaito, Gumi and Gakupo, I'm kinda basic 💀)
Music [The Beatles (and bits of their solo music), Mystery Skulls, Molchat doma, Pulp, Army of Lovers, Daft Punk, The Living Tombstone, Jack Stauber, Dethklok, Papooz, TV Girl, Weird Al Yankovic, Superfruit, Steven Universe songs, ]
Series [NBC Hannibal, Good Omens, OFMD, Black Books, The Sandman, I'm not okay with this, Stranger things, Dead Boy Detectives, ]
Movies [Wes Anderson movies, Scream 1-4, Stand by me, Like minds, The boat that rocked, Rocky Horror picture show, WWDITS, Spiderverse, Scott Pilgrim vs The world, Nimona, Klaus, The Aristocats, 101 Dalmatian, The Hunchback of Notre Dame, Meet the Robinsons, Coco, Inside Out, Turning Red, basically most of Pixar, IT (both old and new versions), LOTR, Napoleon Dynamite, With Honors, Pacific Rim 1&2, Beautiful Boy, Little Miss Sunshine, The Long Walk, ]
Animated series [Metalocalypse, Steven Universe, Courage the Cowardly dog, MLP:FIM, Infinity train, Over the garden wall, ATLA, Scott Pilgrim takes off, W.I.T.C.H, Totally Spies, OK K.O., The owl house, What's with Andy, Winx until season 5, Arcane ]
Anime [Death note, Death parade, Land of Lustrous, Classmates, Devilman crybaby, Terror in resonance, Another, Hellsing/Hellsing Ultimate, Hell Girl, Saint Young Men, Yuri on Ice, All saints street, Hells, SK8 the Infinity, Free, Ouran high school host club, ]
Comics/Manga/Books [The Sandman, Junji Ito's works, Witch Hat Atelier, Stephen King's works, Tenant by Rolan Topor, 1984/451° Fahrenheit/Brave New World/We (dystopian stuff bc I was 'edgy'), Clockwork orange, ] basically I need to read more lmao
Games [Date Everything, Sky COTL, Little nightmares 1&2, The Arcana, Baldur's Gate 3, Ace Attorney, Animal crossing New Horizons, Until Dawn, Spiderman by Insomniac games, Uncharted 4, GRIS, No Straight Roads, Astral chain, Gravity Rush, Unravel two, Dead rising series, Detroit: become human, Heavy rain, Lego Harry Potter, Bad Parenting, Mouthwashing, Split Fiction, ]
Kin characters? I guess, don't really know if they represent me or I'm just taking few of their traits [Ice Bear, Courage, Norville "Shaggy" Rogers, Stanley Uris, Bernard Black, Dream of the Endless|Morpheus, Peregrine Took]
Blorbos 🩵 [Julian Devorak, Muriel of the Kokhuri, Astarion Ancunin, Rolan, Toshinori Yagi, Shota Aizawa, Dream of the Endless ] ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ
Having a bad day then remembering I have this unfinished silly Julian and feeling better a bit. Honestly, I'm kind of afraid to continue bc I need to do his shirt and gahhhhhh what if I fumble it I really like how he looks this far
i cannot keep saying this, astarion needs to be taken away from the arcana voice headcanon makers. i've seen them use his voice for both lucio and—very oddly—julian?... they both can't possibly be astarion!!! that voice does not fit either of them, least of all julian???? i'm honestly baffled that anyone imagines that man to have a fucking british accent in general but that's a different conversation. astarion's voice and cadence are so specific that they fit only him, really. be more creative, this happens in almost every voice hc video i see these days. you're going to the gulag
Watched good omens. My fucking god. Kinda sad, kinda happy, kinda confused... But still, it was nice. At least we got something, not instant shutting down
My colleagues uploaded my photo to make sort of card for International women day... And like... I appreciate the sentiment and the good intent behind it... But MY GOD I'VE NEVER FELT SO DISGUSTED WTF Y'ALL 😭
Well, maybe the problem is that they're way older than me + thay don't see the problem behind it and I never told them I was against it... And still 😭
Not to mention that this shit is so ugly and looks nothing like me. More like it's skinwalker who tries to replicate me ಠ,_｣ಠ
(also I'm lwk planning on quitting this job lmao... my colleagues r nice and all, I just realised I hated my field all along and if I spend more time in space I don't like I'm gonna kms)
a specific type of suicidism that i haven’t seen anyone talk about yet is that suicidal people are unable to talk about their experiences, unfiltered, in mainstream online spaces. you look up the word “suicide” on any social media and you get a pseudo-nice message about how much the corporation really truly cares about you :(🫶
a few examples:
what this really is (allegedly) is a signal of not being liable should you die. connection, community, etc. for suicidal people doesn’t matter because suicide is a no-no word for corporations. so instead of being able to talk about your experiences as someone who lives with suicidality, you’re either forced to use advertiser-friendly toddlerspeak (e.g. “sewer slide”) costing you your dignity, or you get hotlines shoveled your way - hotlines that can call the police on you if you are too candid about your suicidal experience.
TL;DR: being a suicidal person violates community guidelines.
Just wanna vent so this will be under the cut. Warnings: not so good mental health and somewhat attempt I guess
So... I don't know how to call it, not an attempt? But something close to it. I lied to everyone so that I wouldn't stay at my aunt's or parent's. And what did I do? Ate some ramen, thinking about eating something tasty for the last time and maybe finding some reason to continue. Doom scrolled. And then I went to walk along a river. It has something like walk side? Idk how to describe it in English. I wanted to drown myself since I can't swim and jacket would absorb water, making it heavier. Walked around 4 kilometres and found two spots. Was planning on waiting until late night nearby to do it when there won't be anyone to intervene. There was a playground near the perfect spot so I laid on round swing, thinking about possibility of freezing my limbs off. I don't know, I thought about everything and nothing, swinging and looking at empty sky, listening to music and watching stupid short videos.
And then I decided to look through insta, saw repost of my dear friend and it was site with strangers writing letters for others in bad mental state. Read around 30 letters, started crying and crying and crying. And then? Random kid walked to me asking if he can use the swing. This shit kinda swept me off my feet. Sat on other swing and continued crying there. And? I don't know, the kid was with his mom or grandma. I know none of them was obliged to help or even ask me if something was wrong. Still I felt so alone.
No idea what stopped me at the end. Probably letters.
Stayed at some shitty gaming club with lots of screaming dudes. Slept until morning and crashed in aunt's home, washed my hair and went to work.
Being-A-Creative-On-Tumblr-Culture is going through all of the 24 reblogs on your post with 357 notes just to get just enough serotonin to get through your day by reading what the five god sent people who left tags wrote
