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personal 4n4 blog !! she/they ||sw:87kg cw:56kg gw:55kg ugw:46kg||

[dumb-angel-bunny]

Older men who are nerds will always have a place in my heart. I wish I had a boyfriend like that.

[crushingonurmom]

Hey!!

Hello lovelys! I havent been on Tumblr in over a year bc I was in recovery and I am back to a normal weight. Ive read some of the comments y'all left me, asking if I even was still alive. They were rlly sweet thank you seriously I rlly appreciate it. So the question why I logged in on my account after such a long time, its getting worse again. I know, I am in therapy currently bc of it and since I lost one of the most important ppl in my life due to anorexia, it definitely has been a wake up call for me. I am still struggling tho and I think I always will but I am js hope It'll get better. I hope u guys are okay and doing well 💗

[vivimontesworld]

I'm not even good enough to have an ed, I don't have anything, I'm just a weak b1tch that will be fat and ugly for the rest of her life

[crushingonurmom]

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i literally can’t do this fucking shit anymore. I’ve been bingeing non stop the past few days n it’s getting worse in general.

but that’s it. I’m gonna starve myself to literal death. Idgaf what it takes I’m gonna do it. I’ve literally just relapsed in sh n p!lls n I don’t care what happens to me.

fuck everyone.

[crushingonurmom]

01/02/23

yooo im literally soo fucking scared bc I couldn’t find the scale bc I moved to a different place so everything’s in boxes n stuff but I can finally weight myself tmrw again after 1 week but the last few days I ate kinda a lot sooo I’m like rlly rlly fucking scared but ig I’ll update y’all lmao 👍🏻

[crushingonurmom]

YOO LITERALLY SO HAPPY RN OMFGSJDKMSKX

[crushingonurmom]

20/01/23

heyy lovely’s !! I’m honestly rlly sorry for being so inactive atm it’s just school is rll stressing me out atm n just got into a wlw relationship n idk just getting closer to my goal n I’m rlly happy ahh

so here’s a cracky b0dy check lmao

I know it’s rlly not great but to the fact that I was literally OBESE once this isn’t too bad n my work is slowly paying off so yayy ! hope y’all have a good day :)

**n already had two protein bars (all my meals for td) before that so I’m kinda bloated lol

[crushingonurmom]

helppp

Does anyone have any tipps or smth for when u can’t loose weight lmaoo ? 😭

like I’m at 57kg rn but no matter what I do I can’t get under it like pls help babes 🫶🏻😭

[crushingonurmom]

some diets for y’all to try ! 🫶🏻🫶🏻

[crushingonurmom]

[crushingonurmom]

I’m sorry for being so inactive lately but tysm for 100 flwr!! <3

[crushingonurmom]

!!

okay so I did a lot of research about kpop diets and wich diets are the best in general and stuff, and I kinda made my own diet that im gonna try for 3 days and if it’s effective im gonna keep on doing it ! btw I don’t have a name for this diet yet soo feel free to give me some ideas, love y’all !!

ik it may doesn’t look like the best one but i guess we’ll see :)

[crushingonurmom]

just found out that blueberrys can boost your metabolism. brb just gonna eat 10lbs of blueberries rq 😘🤞🏻

[beardedmrbean]

[theman]

I GOT A FUCKING RAISE THE POTATO WORKED WTF

[crushingonurmom]

THIS POTATO BETTER BE WORKIN

[crushingonurmom]

soo basically I got tested positive for Covid recently and now whenever I eat anything I feel like throwing up and everything tastes extremely weird, so thank u covid for helping me with my wl journey xoxo💪🏻😘

[crushingonurmom]

bro my moms bf just told me that I look kinda scary and that you can see my spine when I kneel down and that my collarbones are really visible, like omg tysm best compliment /srs 💞💞

[crushingonurmom]

guess who just binged on nearly 2k cals ?!💪🏻🤪🤪

im definitely not fucking slaying rn.