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the home of thoughts

[catasters]

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family

some say its something that youre birthed into, others might think its a matter of choice. perhaps its a mixture of both to create a circle worth living with.

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beauty

if our tale is as old as time,

only time can tell a better tale;

you were the only one who

knew

[vanderrwaals]

#important

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effort

sometimes its the effort that counts, not the results

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nightmare

i close my eyes

and all i see are horrible memories.

maybe its easier if i just stayed

awake

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breakups

somedays you feel like youre over it

others you feel like youre drowning.

take time for self-love

and learn to love another again

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night before a match

legs tired, body aching, eyelids heavy, but mind in overdrive

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youth

all about the sleep deprivation, heartbreak, and friends

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solace

seeking solace in the anonymity

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cracks

maybe if the cracks didn't run so deep,

maybe if the reason they're even there was known,

maybe if there weren't so many,

maybe, just maybe, we would've made it

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advice

theres a certain sense of comfort that comes with others seeking advice from you. maybe its a gentle reminder of how much weight your words carry or maybe it lies in the way you receive the ability to improve another's life.

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free soul

self-driven some might say;

to others, im stubborn.

my lifestyle needs no explanation,

im just a free soul in existence

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mental strength

sometimes i wonder how to get others to have the same fighting mentality as i do

sometimes i wonder how to get myself to be as motivated as others

sometimes i wonder if life would be easier if im strong, mentally

sometimes i wonder if life would be harder if i dont know when to give up

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sponge

sometimes i think of myself as a sponge.

someone mundane but indispensable

someone thats usually soft but can turn rock solid when the situation calls for it

someone who exudes positive energy to those who lift her up

someone who brings negativity along whenever others are less than amicable