call me james c scott the state i see her in

@cruzfucker

rose 25 grad student “The Lindsay Lohan of Right Wing Studies”

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i would recognize that font anywhere #coquette #femalemanipulator #williamwaifbuckley

A lot of my fellow people of ovaries aren’t off the hook for trivializing PCOS either….. The spoonie archetype other than the one in denial about an eating disorder with health consequences is the archetype that has clear PCOS features and/or metabolic issues. If nobody believes PCOS is anything worse than something stigmatized that we just should find like pride in, nobody’s gonna think it could’ve been that all along. And even those who do get the diagnosis will keep stacking diagnoses because they don’t believe PCOS is a multisystem disease that causes their poor heart function, orthostatic intolerance/fainting, joint weakness from poor estrogen levels but without the healthy balanced testosterone levels you’d get from a medical T regimen, the migraines and chronic fatigue, etc.

PCOS is now called PMOS, which stands for Polyendocrine Metabolic Ovarian Syndrome. University of Rochester Medicine experts explain what th

#she’s kind of holding that uterus cutout like panties i thought it was a pink thong… in my head this is profound symbolism #for how making it all about sex sex babies babies your husband your husband has meaningfully injured millions of us #pcos #pmos

PCOS is now called PMOS, which stands for Polyendocrine Metabolic Ovarian Syndrome. University of Rochester Medicine experts explain what th

THEY FINALLY RENAMED IT TO CHANGE THE FOCUS FROM PUSSIES AND BABIES.

That shit kept so many of us in bodies and metabolisms we couldn’t control. Actually, in 2022, I was evaluated for PCOS and they flagged my facial hair pattern and body hair thickness, cystic acne, and weird alternation of anovulation for months and monthlong periods from The Shining (I bet money they had to change the mattress of a hotel i stayed in once). My tests found high T levels, perma-prediabetes, but only 6 of the 10 required cysts. No diagnosis.

They just removed the cyst requirement. The perma-prediabetes that doesn’t always blow out into full type 2 diabetes + increased inflammation and liability to autoimmunity and heart problems from the T imbalance is now considered the defining damaging feature of it. GLP-1s to treat the metabolic issues are being recommended as the first line over birth control to cover it up.

This adds up to so many fucking people developing eating disorders because they never were told they have Gain Weight On A Normal Diet Disease and internalized all sorts of messages about their gluttony and greed and selfishness and hedonism and inherent whorishness.

#I found a way to get that handled for prediabetes but i could have avoided so much eating disorder pain if i’d known sooner like maybe ….#WHEN I WAS 15?#handle getting glp-1s that is*

Something interesting about Ozempic is that I experience hunger how everyone else says one does now (stomach rumbling, mentally assembling a meal of what i remember in my fridge). I used to experience it as horrific nausea and an awful piercing headache with dizziness and orthostatic nonsense, and I would leave it alone being unable to eat forever until i got too weak and then freakin eat some frozen or canned rubbish.

Now i just - my stomach rumbles and i know i ought to eat. I keep apples and cheese and salami and crackers in my fridge for intermittent fuel boost. I have a dinner just large enough to keep me satiated thru the night and now that i’m eating consistently I experience the zoomies to go running at about the same time each day (late morning/early afternoon)

I heard so much about my self control my whole life :( And got assumed to be gluttonous in other ways like sexually and social-space-taking-wise and emotionally and AGHHH. And i believed it because pre-Ozempic, living like a monk was how i maintained a healthy weight! Eat that my weight-haters.

Ppl who say bullshit about Ozempic and self-control are not only ugly inside but wrong. I eat more on Ozempic and know how to accurately read my hunger now and eat many small meals in a day and a normal dinner at the end.

Before? I was constantly fucking tired because the only way i could sustainably keep my weight from ballooning endlessly was vape for breakfast, protein shake for lunch most days, and dinner. And that shit was just . To . Maintain :)

HIGH SET POINT GENES ARE REAL. Stop terrorizing fat folks. I’m eating more now lol. I am slowly losing my longstanding sensitive Victorian woman who must be sent away for bedrest by the seaside constitution… I can build muscle so good now that I’m EATINGGG

Ozempic win: My adderall works again.

Ozempic fail: My xanax snows me the fuck out and I lowkey am only able to take it in bed at night. Share your benzo microdoses girls

hero. keep us posted.

There is a giant speaker in front of the 7/11 across the street that yells some garbled noise about shopping at 7/11 every ten minutes after dark to torture loiterers. It has not reduced the weird amount of shootings between 2-4am outside my window. It does make me and my entire block feel like animals in our homes. Thanks City of Buffalo.

Hmm… it seems the shootings happen more often than that … The news suggest 7 Eleven clerk might be the job with the highest mortality rate in Buffalo

The valiant robocop standing between 7/11 clerks and harm’s way, I guess. Big Brother knows what drugs you buy and what piece you carry in the 7/11 parking lot.

#This talking stage of mine recommended I get a Byrna for home defense like he uses.#Legal permit-free and fires capsaicin pellets instead of bullets while looking like a real shotgun.#The result is they run away thanking god they’re alive while also being incapacitated enough not to fight #Is the logic #I’ve been wanting a shotgun since my ex drove out my squatter with one but I don’t want to disfigure someone who’s probably just withdrawin #ted talks #tedface

I learned foundation at the gifted and prodigious young age of 25 and i feel cool. Gaze upon my visage

8 hours and some walkin and runnin in the Buffalo wet heat later. I regret ever slandering foundation. Wrow. Femmes aren’t masochists they just use the one that feels like nothing on their skin

Wait if i have money I HAVE TO GO OUT AND MEET PPL TONIGHT. I’m too young to be all business. They’re dancing to Rihanna outside

My childfree former-stepmom chose to grow up at 35 and she’s doing good. Me too me too me too my turn my turn my turn

Wait if i have money I HAVE TO GO OUT AND MEET PPL TONIGHT. I’m too young to be all business. They’re dancing to Rihanna outside

Faildaughter adventures: Bought my second grocery cart without help. Very proud. Also shit’s expensive.

I learned foundation at the gifted and prodigious young age of 25 and i feel cool. Gaze upon my visage

i knew these songs were in the same key

#SoundCloud now makes you click the listen link to hear more than 00:30 seconds #btw #music #SoundCloud

What if instead of having to call him G-d you had to call him Jod

Money is my antipsychotic

#what a hypomanic person would say

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