⋆₊𖤓.┆✦꧁ʚ♡ɞ꧂✦ ┆.𖤓₊⋆ @cryptedlullaby - Tumblr Blog

please dni; racists, nazis, zionists, blank blogs

if your uncomfortable with something block it idk. tumblr lets you do that so off with you

age; 19, 2007, spring bday

name; Ren/Ryo(if mutuals), Crypt(if anything else/feel comfier using it), and a special name for someone else to use

Pronouns; literally make something up if you want

this user is AFAB *jass hands*

in the US, corn iykwim

low-functioning system entity

user boxes under cut

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Sideblog list

#My Holy Ground = rambles (soon fully) = #Admissions from my grave

#Venom of Your Lips = reblog (soon fully) = #The graves are speaking

#Mercy Of your Lies = asks (soon fully) = #My demands of affection

@en-cryptedlulluby - backup

credits and thanks to @pixopix for some dividers

#venom of your lips #mercy of your lies #my holy ground #poll #my pics #admissions from my grave #my love in your jar #jj !!#the dancer in the sky is my favorite #🖤🖤🖤#my demands of affection #the graves are speaking #dividers by pixopix #my demands of attention

munching on these right now yumyumyumyum

#admissions from my grave #dividers by pixopix #handing them out to exactly three people

"you need to have more fucking respect " yeah ok, once you give me a reason for it

#admissions from my grave #this is a direct quote from my mothers fiancé.#“we love you child” is a direct quote from my fucking mother. ok time for her to die #i can genuinely not understand her anymore what the fuck. literally anyone else calling me a child would be more acceptable at this point.#dividers by pixopix

" why am i so tired" probably because i forgot that i get actually very exhausted once holder leaves

i'm also fully alone in here, which is NOT good because what about my bones :((

#admissions from my grave #dividers by pixopix #i dunno but i sure as shit am not doing anything basically at all today.. hmm lets see what minecraft maps i can play...

i have not taken my hair down in probably 2 days so the mass amounts of hair that was stuck to my hair-tie is crazy

#admissions from my grave #dividers by pixopix #ok goodnight everyone im offline now

i am having egg rolls but instead of normal ones, i'm having the filling be banana as a dessert type treat :D

#admissions from my grave #dividers by pixopix #food #yummy yummy food <- the fattest fuck because i like eating /hj

ok what's everyone's thoughts on me murdering my whole family right now and then getting the shit out of iowa

#admissions from my grave #“maybe you're stuck inside too much” ok fucknut. maybe you need to kill yourself and quit acting like such a fucking redneck AND bragging-#about being“SO korean”because you only fucking look it and anyone who speaks to you for two goddamn seconds can tell you're a white fuck #sorry to everyone again. didn't fucking realize i(holder) would still be here. guess i just did a goddamn stakeout.#also if you didn't know i'm in iowa. hard to miss it though. it's in my pinned.#dividers by pixopix

first of all. i did not want to wake up now i wanted to wake up in about an hour when everyone was gone from my house. second of all: i did not want a new dream i wanted my first one. sighing heaily

#dividers by pixopix #admissions from my grave #it was a more wonky one where i was otw home and had the 'smart' idea to use a rather large and marginally flat rock instead of a car. i wa #somehow actually goin pretty well. then i took this one turn and an actual car was behind me. and about a minute down this road it turns an #i had to jump off the rock-thing for whatever reason. and while i'm off this other car literally speeds past and i see it hop in the air #from the road being built like that. and when i go to investigate. it's this ramp-lookin thing with a massive drop. so i turn my ass around #and go back to see how well the rock would do without me on it. and it doesn't do anything because it stopped before the ramp (how? idk i #was on a decline) and when i kicked it with my foot it started going again and fell off the edge of the cliff. so anyways i go back to -#where ever and apparently ask hatsune miku for a ride home #wonky dream cause i didn't realize patience was up here (this is her style dream. where it doesn't make sense)

ok we are for sure normal now. (until unforseen shit happens again.) but until it hopefully never happens i am very normal and will be very sure to be normal for ever

#said very. very. very. normally <- actually said while sort of aggressively monotone and enunciating everything #dividers by pixopix #admissions from my grave

"are you ok?" "are you ok?" "are you-" i am going to need you to shut the fuck up before i stop saying 'yeah, sure' and 'im fine' and variations of these and use the only good knife in the kitchen to stab you in the chest.

#admissions from my grave #dividers by pixopix #it is always my mother that gets our very dear trauma holder to front again and again. which makes us very. very. irritable #so until she stops. you're going to see a lot of rather angry posting on our end.#& she wonders why i want to always get the fuck away from her and the house. why else would i be living at home if not for the medical aid.#because i ONLY get this mad over her saying shit after being explicitly told to essentially fuck off and stop talking. any/everyone is fine

i am. hashtagnormal. now

#dividers by pixopix #admissions from my grave #trauma holder is still in chat but he's a lot better now and also only a figure in the mist (two references just now. i'm so. cool.)

cryptedlullaby

bet no one expected this again, at least not for another couple months

my fucking mother forgot again how fucking triggered we get when she decides to cuddle up to us like im fucking 3 years old. what do we think about her being forcibly removed from this instance of life? how about me shooting body in the face to fuck her up half as much as we are?

cryptedlullaby

sorry to everyone, well not everyone everyone, while i say this, but go fuck yourselves for the next, say, hour and a half while we do unnamed things for comfort

#admissions from my grave #dividers by pixopix #the unnamed things are glaring at the family and forcing both words and an iowan accent(because they are not in the know of system things.)#we're mostly sorry to g. so everyone else can actually fuck off

bet no one expected this again, at least not for another couple months

my fucking mother forgot again how fucking triggered we get when she decides to cuddle up to us like im fucking 3 years old. what do we think about her being forcibly removed from this instance of life? how about me shooting body in the face to fuck her up half as much as we are?

#guess who i am.#<-hint.only half is the still unrevealed bastard that has revamped and the other half is the poor bitch of our system(major trauma holder)#admissions from my grave #dividers by pixopix #imagine my 'i's are all dotted with heavily sarcastic hearts by the way