a wilting flower

when I die more flowers will grow

[axetofall]

I mean yeah I carry a sadness that exhausts my will to live like a leach on my heart but I’m basically fine

[anaisback]

Just think

In one week, you could be closer to your goal weight. Your collar bones Wil start to peek out under your skin. Your stomach will look flatter, your thighs will be smaller, even your arms will lose an inch.

In one month, you could be closer to your goal weight. You’ll start to see your stomach concave you’ll be able to see your ribs whenever you suck in. Your hip bones will now start to show through, and your jawline will be pronounced.

In 2 months, you will be closer to your goal weight. Your thighs won’t touch, and you will be able to count your ribs. Your stomach is even more concave and you are starting to see your true figure under all that fat. Your collar bones trail their way up to your shoulders, and you can almost wrap a hand around the top of your arm.

In 3 months, you will be there. You could finally achieve what you have been trying to for months, or even years. Your eyes will look big and beautiful, your lips full. You will be able to wrap your hand around the top part of your arm, and both hands around your thigh. Your stomach is beautiful and very slightly toned, and you can see your hip bones and count ribs without sucking in.

It’s just 3 months. 3 months of torture for a lifetime of happiness. What will you do?

[demolitonlover]

The Story So Far // Upside Down

[redandwhitetigerstripes]

[worte-mitohne-sinn]

Wer hat dir so wehgetan, dass du dich selbst nicht mehr erträgst?

[inkskinned]

there's an end to the loneliness, right? it ends, eventually? and i'll be finally whole inside?

[metamorphesque]

   ― Clarice Lispector, A Breath of Life

[text ID: I've never been free in my whole life. Inside I've always chased myself. I've become intolerable to myself. I live in a lacerating duality. I'm seemingly free, but I'm a prisoner inside of me.]

[seraphimrot]

starting to feel unhealable

[sickdelights-deactivated2023091]

Don't ask me "wyd" i really just be in my room going insane and being a danger to myself

[exhaustedborderline]

[bpd-bbyg]

some thoughts

04.03.21

[postnuclearophelia]

my parents were like im going to make a daughter that is so beyond help

[elysiaaan]

“The only number that would ever be enough is 0. Zero pounds, zero life, size zero, double-zero, zero point. Zero in tennis is love. I finally get it”

— Laurie Halse Anderson, Wintergirls

[ojibwa]

[bpd-bbyg]

[boymiffy]

i love putting on my headphones lol like goodbye world

[pathologising]