Meemaw

He/they/she idgaf call me it 21 Writer, lover of the weird and frightening. 16+ REQUESTS ARE OPEN :p

[crystalgastles]

Welcome to crystalgastles

I’m Alex, I’m a 20 year old creature thing who has been in the creepypasta fandom for 13 years

This post is just an intro post to my account I hope you all enjoy.

My rules

Don’t be weird. don’t ask for smut. Don’t tell me “this isn’t how they would act” it’s my au and how I see characters. Don’t be a bootlicker. Don’t be under 16. I love to talk to you guys so don’t be afraid to ask me anything.

What do I write for?

I write for creepypasta as well as my own poetry and short stories. I do take requests for specific characters and posts.

daughters of the seraphim AU

I am the creator of Jeffery Isaac Abel (the Cain and Abel killer aka my Jeff the killer rework) my au is just how I would have written each character from the start. I will link a master list to this post after I make it.

Pictures I like

Sometimes I’ll post pictures I like/took/found interesting. I don’t have a tagging system you’ll figure it out

Interests :p

I love mcr, Ethel Cain (I’m really into Ethel Cain) , life lover , nine inch nails, creepypasta, old emo music and culture in general. I’ve been into creepypasta for about 13 years DOOM I lovvvveee the doom games. Biblical horror and imagery, The doom generation, crystal castles obviously, interview with the vampire, wwdits, vampire stuff in general. I could go on

Ok I now am realizing how mean I sound in this post NO I’m sorry I’m autistic and sometime don’t realize the tone of my posts I love you sweet angels

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What the hell is a football

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I saw Ethel recently in New Orleans. Ee were incredibly close to the point where she was making eye contact with me , love you nola!

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I’m currently working on my version of Jeff and his rewrite, I want to finish it before I post anything so thank you for your patience!

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Creek

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More Jeff in hero forge 🤤

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I made some visuals of Jeff on hero forge since I am not able to draw LOL, I made teenaged Jeff, and a middle aged version of him

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Jane and Nina the killer in the fandom mansion rot part of my brain are like Snooki and jwow to me

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I was struck by the cruelty of people wrapped up in the path of being righteous. I feel as if we as people have turned so far away from reality that we eventually forget ourselves as human. My dear friend is grieving the loss of someone they were close with who may not have done right by them but who am I to tell them the way they grieve is wrong? I grieve the man who struck me but that does not make what he did right . Does it make me wrong for feeling the pain of loss? I don’t think so. Telling someone they should be happy someone is gone because they hurt them is not human. We are allowed to feel spectrums of emotion without feeling guilty. Anyway.

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July 4th 2008

I wish I could still be the sweet girl David knew. The one that helped him pump up his bike tires. The one who hiked up backyard trails to trap fireflies and had no clue you could smoke out of an apple. I am dirty, I am the filth at the bottom of his shoe now. There is part of me that believes I belong with a person like Jeff. I deserve to be left alone for days with no way home, no home to go back to. I deserve this life. I deserve to die for the things I’ve done to get here. I deserve it in every sense of the word, abhorrent. I’ve been dirty since I was that sweet girl, I’ve been deserving of the cold hand of an unforgiving death since I first let it in. I can’t imagine what lies in wait for me to slip through the cracks. I see it in my dreams, a smiling face with no emotion at all. I see it when I lay awake on the floor, yellow light buzzing in my mind, his hands trailing my face and neck. “I’m waiting for you Jesse, I will wait for you forever”.

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i love old crp boyfriend scenarios from wattpad, wdym in chapter 65 we get to know what his reaction is to us killing ourselves after he cheats on us

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August 24th 2008, journal page found on an Alabama highway presumably ripped out by the writer.

There is something truly awful about being alone. I feel sick all the time and I just want to go home. Today we went south of Gadsden, towards Florida and the heat is absolutely blistering in this motel. Money is running dry. I am hungry and a burden to him. My sinuses burn, and the buzzing I get from being sober for too long is creeping back up my spine, and gripping me by the back of the neck. Shoving my face into the carpet to try and lick the remains of it off the floor. I’m afraid of what is planned for me when I am placed under the soil in complete isolation. If it’s warmer than whatever Jeff has to offer me. I want this to be over.

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Laura palmers secret diary (review? Mostly my thoughts)

I feel like we tend to forget the point of Laura’s character, she was treated and lifted to a sort of god hood by everyone in TP but no one knew her. Everything was superficial to a point but not by her own doing. There’s nothing particularly profound about what I have to say except that people who watch the show do that to a degree. She lives in our hearts forever without really being known. The only parts we are able to gather besides the perfect facade are raw, ugly, deeply disturbing and only found by invading her private journal. While reading ,we become Bob in this sense. However We have a chance to connect with Laura, see that she was just a girl who had her childhood ripped from her by someone she was supposed to be able to trust, from everyone around her who was supposed to be someone to fall into that just ended up digging her deeper into the grave. Her dreams were similar to mine, the poetry she wrote, how she felt about Donna. I felt closer to her in that moment then I ever did watching the show and maybe that was the point. Maybe going against her trust to get closer to her is the point of the book, to become what you root against the whole series and yet I read it anyway. Even after she told me not to I kept reading. I love you Laura Palmer but we never knew you.

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I went back to the house (not alone), found this on the wall in the hallway, I’m not really entirely sure what it could mean or says in general but I haven’t seen my roommate since. I’m kind of lost so I’m just posting here. This is not some elaborate arg by the way, genuinely this is my life.

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Hi I’ve been absent, there are a lot of things happening in my life that are traumatizing to say the least. Had my first gun pulled on me the other day! (By my roommate who is in the throws of a mental break) Im holding up fine, just trying to get my stuff out of the place I’ve been staying cause this is all happening while I’m moving. Black mold poisoning is a bitch. I should get back to writing once I’m settled in a new place.