Iris... @irisdair - Tumblr Blog

Hate that the whole house smells like alcohol, cigs, starvation and hatered when it had to be filled with ONLY love....Some people are God's favourite while others rot in his silence...Suffering comes with bias

#philosophy #mental health #i hate this #i hate everything #kys #tw selfhate #tw abuse #tw family issues #tw addiction

When they say "your scars are beautiful and I love your flaws" NO you don't!!! I made them ugly and disgusting on purpose so that it reflects the state of my mind and repulses you. So stop fucking lying, and get away from people like me!

LOL, me slowly realizing I am fundamentally unlovable; well that's inconvenient....the funniest part is realizing this might not even be a phase. Just the whole PLOT of my life. Love isn't even the issue anymore. I'd settle for being picked atleast once.....

#text post #unpopular opinion #3 am nonsense #ace says shit #bi ace #hell is a teenage girl #love #diary of a teenage girl #high school #depressing shit #fuck my life #ao3

Someone of you people hear "ace" and immediately assume they can't write romance or smut. Creativity is not built on experience. It's built on observation. By that logic nobody should be writing murder mysteries unless they've killed someone first, but somehow y'all only apply this standard to ace people. MAKE IT MAKE SENSE?

They tell me "healing" means forgetting. But what do you do when the wound keeps looking for the knife that made it? Maybe I don't want you back. Maybe I just want this ache to belong to someone other than me.

"Pathetic"

That's the word I keep coming back to.

It's pathetic how I'm still waiting, while you've probably forgotten the sound of my name.

And it's pathetic how I keep looking for you at the bottom of a bottle knowing all i'll ever find is my own reflection.

#poetry #text post #ghosting #old friends #rick sanchez #Bojackhorseman #mental health #sad thoughts #im pathetic #make it stop #someone sedate me #wlw #mlw #mlm

Is having an altar for your girl crush were you worship her day and night to give you one little chance to make things right even if it will lead you to your very certain demise from heartbreak, just because her perfection in every way sabotages your words to the point where you can only admire her from afar afraid of touching the absolute masterpiece that she is...Normal? Or am I just insane?

#my god my universe #unpopular opinion #poetry #wlw yearning #yearning hours #love #bpd #mental health #prose poetry #text post #3 am nonsense #hell is a teenage girl #not gay

Why is punishment by your own brain such an acceptable offense? We need a governing body unlike god to filter the bad emotions.It is hell on Earth if you posses such a mind. Why does my brain want to slash my wrists until blood pours out just because I dozed off during an important math class? Plagued by existence fr.....

#mental health #poetry #text post #shitpost #tw selfhate #tw sh related #passive suicidality #fuck my life #mathematics

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not to be dramatic but i miss everyone and wish everything was different

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kissedmelancholylatte

my bloodstream is made up of coffee, unsaid words and poetic minimalism

And as my final act of love, I will make you despise me through hatred so that it doesn't feel empty anymore to you when there's a bullet in my head....honestly, would be ok if I was chalked up to being a bad person than hurt the person I love the most...