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TRIBE is coming back together June 26th - 28th on isawa ancestral land . If you’ve been in this sacred space before you know how it goes . Bring your instruments , bring your tent , bring your yoga mats .

We are calling in the ancestors .

We are calling on the healing of this sacred medicine .

We are calling on the healing of sacred sweat with ijegwa

During the full moon !

This is for those ready to amplify their lives , connect deeper to their spirituality and build real community .

We have limited spaces available to honor the sacredness of the space .

Who coming ? 🍄🪶

earth my body 🪶

5 years ago I set the vision to be doing exactly what I am doing now.

living closer to the land.

raising my children differently.

building community.

hosting healing spaces.

creating from freedom instead of survival.

yet my biggest blockage was expecting to bring that vision to life by centering someone else.

and as women that’s exactly what we’re taught.

find a man.

settle down.

build his dream with him.

let him lead.

whole time the womb leads.

the woman leads.

the matriarch directs the vision and the energy of everything around her whether she realizes it or not.

and the womb is constantly trying to get us to remember who we are beyond patriarchy and its limitations.

last year I launched a challenge called wombi-fest to decenter MEN in manifesting and focus fully on the womb for 30 days.

that shit was hard.

because most women don’t realize how much of our reality revolves around male validation, male attention, male approval and male centered dreams.

we’ve been conditioned to believe our power only exists in relation to men instead of understanding that the womb itself is a portal of creation.

this june we’re going even deeper.

Sacred Magnetism is a 30 day journey into womb connection, sensuality, visualization, attraction and remembrance.

this is about calling your energy back home.

this is about becoming the woman your future is already waiting for.

who’s in ?

i chose the path of sensual and sexual freedom as part of my womb healing journey . why ?

because i was taught as a young woman to feel ashamed of the very same creative energy that has now made me hundreds of thousands of dollars , taken me across 8 countries and elevated my personal power in ways i never imagined .

so many women are disconnected from this energy because we were taught to fear it . and when a woman begins reclaiming her sensuality , her magnetism and her womb wisdom the world often tries to shame her back into silence .

but the truth is your sensuality is not weakness .

it’s life force .

it’s creation .

it’s intuition .

it’s power .

walking the 5 pathways inside Womb Story allows women to reconnect with their womb , release shame from the body and reclaim the freedom that was always theirs .

because once a woman fully remembers herself… everything changes ✨

are you ready ?

let’s create your story 🤲🏾

just because you have a coochie doesn’t mean you know what to do with it .

just because you’ve experienced women doesn’t mean you or actually understand or respect or realize OUR purpose or power.

this illusion that safety, security, and even sacredness comes from shielding yourself , covering , hiding .

it runs deep.

rooted in religious conditioning, social control, and systems built on fear not truth.

because there were times and places where women knew exactly who they were.

we birthed nations.

we healed communities.

we traded, led, taught, and governed.

not as an exception… but as a natural order.

the idea that women are secondary, silent, or meant to shrink themselves is not some ancient universal truth.

it is a constructed reality reinforced over centuries through colonization, rigid religious doctrine, and control of women’s bodies and labor.

and we are still living inside the echoes of that.

but let’s be clear…

reclamation is not about swinging into chaos or imitation of broken systems.

it’s about remembrance.

because when women are rooted, embodied, and in right relationship with themselves and each other…

everything shifts.

consumerism loses its grip.

hypersexualization dissolves into true sensuality.

communities become safer, not through force but through alignment.

and it doesn’t start “out there.”

it starts within.

with you.

gazing into your sacred space

not with shame, not with fear but with awareness.

understanding that your power was never in your relationship status.

never in how much you cover or reveal.

never in purity labels or societal roles.

your power lives in your ability to create, to feel, to discern, to birth ideas, life, realities.

the womb is not just physical.

it is a portal of creation.

the real question is…

do you know how to use your womb ? or are you still giving your power away ?

in the midst of this vortex i remembered exactly how i got here…

it started with my womb

my sensuality

my fearlessness

and let’s be real

it also came with losses

setbacks

moments where nothing made sense

and the very real weight of building something sacred in a world that doesn’t always value softness

everyone wants to be “the leader”

until leadership looks like losing thousands

pouring into others while empty

holding space while your own nervous system is shaking

that’s where many detach

but what if the breakdown is the initiation?

what if the pressure is the portal?

what if it’s all asking you to come home

deeper into your body

your intuition

your faith

because this path will stretch you

humble you

refine you

and introduce you to versions of yourself you once avoided

this was never just about retreats

it’s about remembrance

spaces where women return to themselves

no performance

no shrinking

no apology

just wholeness

every loss taught me devotion

every setback sharpened my vision

every moment i wanted to quit brought me back to my why

this was my view before hosting my 4th women’s empowerment retreat + 6th international retreat

and i wasn’t celebrating the milestone…

i was honoring the woman who stayed when it stopped making sense

if you feel the call — this is your sign

don’t wait

don’t shrink

don’t overthink

meet yourself there

this work will ask everything of you…

but it will give you everything back , multiplied 🤎✨

building a relationship with your womb allows you to break free from certain fears.

this new found connection deepened my confidence, raised my standards, and magnified my presence.

because when a woman is connected to her womb…

she moves differently.

she speaks differently.

she chooses differently.

she no longer betrays herself to be loved.

she no longer shrinks to make others comfortable.

she no longer abandons her intuition for approval.

a woman connected to her womb becomes deeply anchored in who she is.

and that level of embodiment changes everything.

your relationships.

your boundaries.

your standards.

your sensuality.

your self worth.

this is why womb healing is not just “spiritual work”

it is identity work.

it is nervous system work.

it is feminine reclamation.

and this is exactly why i created womb story.

to guide women through the process of reconnecting with the wisdom, emotion, sensuality, and truth stored within the womb.

inside this book i walk you through the practices, reflections, rituals, and education that helped transform my own relationship with my feminine body.

if you have been craving deeper confidence…

deeper sensuality…

deeper self trust…

deeper feminine embodiment…

this book was written for you.

🌸your womb may be the very place your healing begins.

what happens spiritually when you let the wrong MAN GO …

letting a man go is such a taboo subject in a world that will convince you that women are supposed to stay loyal and faithful even in the midst of chaos, abuse, and avoidance.

so let’s talk about the spiritual significance of letting a man go… especially ones that are not fully in their divine masculine.

spiritually, when women commit to men that don’t honor them fully, they begin to lose themselves in subtle ways.

their intuition gets quieter.

their body starts holding tension.

their nervous system stays in survival.

their energy becomes depleted trying to make something whole that was never aligned.

because you cannot bloom in a space that does not see you, hold you, or honor you.

and what most people won’t say is… staying in misalignment is what blocks your blessings.

so when you finally let him go, something shifts.

your energy begins to return.

your clarity gets sharper.

your body softens.

your spirit feels lighter.

you start remembering who you were before you started shrinking just to be loved.

because a man who is not aligned with you will always feel like confusion, inconsistency, and emotional labor.

and love… real love… does not feel like survival.

it feels like peace.

so if you’ve been holding onto someone who cannot meet you…

let him go.

not from anger.

not from bitterness.

but from alignment.

because what leaves when you choose yourself…

you make space for what is meant to truly honor you.

in order to cultivate a soft life as a single mother , a land steward and wellness practitioner I often have to call on community .

skill exchange , common spaces and collaborations are how I maintain my femininity in a world that wants women hard .

to support me or my initiatives let’s connect .

I’m seeking contractors and natural builders .

I’m seeking natural artists and herbalists .

I’m seeking land stewards that have knowledge on common food models and co-ops .

🌀

Intimacy for the divine feminine looks like womb massage, prayer over one another’s womb space, learning side by side, and holding each other in ceremony and ritual.

Intimacy is not reserved for romantic relationships. So many of the sacred moments we long for are found in circles of women in the deep exhale of being held during your healing, in the safety of shared tears, in the warmth of hands placed with intention and reverence.

It’s relearning that touch is sacred.

It’s remembering that you are sacred, too.

Our experiences are immersive portals into the divinity of sisterhood. You’ll leave knowing how to care for yourself and the women in your community grounded in ritual, embodied in wisdom, and anchored in love.

Because when we move with deep care and reverence, we restore the potency of the feminine frequency.

I was taught that birth simply meant bringing a baby into the world.

I was never taught that the same power that creates life also holds the ability to birth the life we desire.

When you think about it, the eggs that carry the DNA capable of becoming children also hold immense biological information and potential. Each cycle, the body prepares one for possible fertilization, then releases it if conception does not occur. This process is not only reproductive, but a rhythmic intelligence of creation, selection, and release, a living mirror of how we generate possibilities, nurture them, and either bring them into form or let them go. In this way, what we shed is not only biological, but symbolic.

So what if ovulation wasn’t only about receiving sperm?

What if it was also about receiving sparks of creativity, curiosity, and clarity, seeds of vision to be carried in a naturally heightened state of focus, confidence, and openness, and either birthed into form or consciously released during menstruation?

What if sacred practices like meditation, yoni gazing, and sun bathing weren’t merely rituals, but activations, working with the nervous system, hormones, and awareness to unlock the womb as a magnetic portal of creation, intuition, and manifestation?

And what if giving her a voice through your womb story was the key to awakening her dormant wisdom, her deep knowing, her hidden power?

Our first prints are almost sold out.

Only 3 copies remain.

when you are the garden you understand why they invented fences 🤎

There’s an African proverb that says many hands make light work.

I accept help because no one is meant to master everything alone.

I know my gifts.

I also know where I’m lacking.

That’s why I honor my team spiritual and community to carry what I cannot.

With that said, I am selective.

Not everyone deserves access to my presence.

Not everyone is aligned with the mission.

Even with strong intuition, I have opened my space to support the work. But if you are not mission-focused, you will never stay near me. My spirit team will not allow it.

The detachment happens quietly.

With love. From afar.

I am locked in this year.

If the conversation isn’t about:

• Growing food or medicine

• Teaching the youth through the land

• Preserving cultural practices through ritual and ceremony

• Mastering economics and collective action

Then I’m silent.

The gossip.

The hidden hate.

The scattered energy.

That stays in 2026

The womb is a portal of resurrection.

Women have always held the keys.

Isis didn’t just mourn Osiris , she gathered his broken body, called his spirit back, and brought him into wholeness.

Mary Magdalene didn’t just witness the risen Christ. She carried the truth of his return, tended his body, and stood in that sacred moment between death and life.

Oya, fierce and unrelenting, dances at the gate between worlds. She governs the winds of change, the breath of transformation, the sacred crossing between life and death.

This is what we do.

We walk between worlds.

We cross the threshold and come back changed.

Our wombs are not just for birth.

They’re for rebirth, for transmutation, for remembering.

They are spaces of power where death is not the end—just a turning.

A return.

We are resurrection.

We are the ones who bleed and keep going.

Who fall apart and come back new.

Who carry grief and still choose joy.

And in this remembering—you are not alone.

There is a cosmic sisterhood awakening, rising with you.

Ready to support you.

To shake you awake into your own recollection.

To hold you as you reclaim the hidden mysteries of femininity,

and rise again in your full vibration.

you’re limiting yourself by believing you have to do so much .

most of the women I work with are trying to balance a million different things. jobs or businesses, hobbies , relationships, family dynamics. but their biggest disconnect lies within their bodies . they show up then burn out then have to regroup over and over again , leaving them in these toxic cycles .

they constantly are having tower card moments where things fall apart in order to be rebuilt but they never fix the foundation. the problem isn’t how much money you dont make , how much time you don’t have or that you aren’t capable of living a pleasurable life . the problem is your disconnect to your core , your femininity, your womb and its attractive force .

feminine energy is not merely about being physically attractive , it’s about oozing a certain vibration that pulls people in . this vibration calls in your desires and pulls in the righteous relationships , support and experience you’ve been conditioned to think we’re hard to get .

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