My Mind Is Free

w/o judgement of others, at last I️ am free

[crystalmhansana]

Literally my vibes today.

[johnyr]

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[hellolizpham]

Too Fake- Big Sean ft. Chiddy Bang

[almostclandestine]

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[arvfz]

Lupe Fiasco x Nujabes | Kick Push (Reflection Eternal Remix) [Mixed by djUY]

[crystalsaywhat]

12/09/11 

I got to punch the shit out of him. Legitly punching him, getting really angry and wanted to actually fuck him up. All the anger i’ve ever held in came out that night. After all of it, i was shaking and crying aha. It felt so good to physically hurt him, but i felt incredibly bad for showing him how angry i could get .___. But at the end of the day, we still care about each other, someway some how…we just do.

[crystalmhansana]

Why do I subcome myself into WONDERFUL RELATIONSHIPS. I just want to be in such a blissful relationship. I keep telling myself it’s to much of a fairytale to ever happen.

[crystalsaywhat]

I don’t know why, but these two are the ones i always seem to go to. The one on the right is because we had a relationship and the one on the left was a could of been relationship aha… I adore both of them. 

[crystalmhansana]

Aha. I can’t even deal with my own selfish self. Fuck I hate me.

[crystalmhansana]

Low key want to be apart of a wedding and or get invited to one. But I know I put myself in this position 😭 #nofriends #byeunimportantpeople

Just gotta live that best life and always do me

[crystalmhansana]

Sometimes no matter what I do it’s never enough.

Sometimes. I want to say I’ve had enough.

How can someone not just understand me.

It’s complaint after complaint. Its a addressing things that are minuscule problems. Why can we look at the bigger picture.

I’m a good mom. I work hard. I’m trying to figure this shit out. I don’t talk down to my significant other. I don’t act like I’m the better one all the time. I’m not constantly asking for things. I’m extremely low maitanince. I don’t spend my money on stupid shit.

Why bother calling me out on something when you’re one of the reasons. Like seriously saying “I wouldn’t have wanted to touch the 10k if I knew your credit score was that low” like seriously? It shouldn’t have been fucked with in the first place. But you just thought it would be okay?

The last 2 months I barely received money from you. And I have to constantly ask for it when I can just take it. I’m respecting YOU. Yet it’s easy to willy billy take money. Like spending money on a damn new mobile game. Over 200 if I don’t mind putting in. Or on material items like funko pops. Or a new “energy drink” or on random amazon purchases. I buy food. I buy things for the girls.

And the other night expecting me to warm up food for him right after work. I will feed my children first. You have two hands and two feet. You can warm up your own food. And you asked me why I didn’t do that? I worked all day and I’m still coming home to take care of my kids.

I literally worry every time they are with you because I’m not sure if you’re feeding them properly. Or just leaving them to do their own thing until someone cries.

Telling me I should just leave Artemis in her crib all morning. I don’t think so. Yeah fucking right.

I’m so fed up yet I’m still not gonna do anything.

I’m a good mom. I’m a strong person. Yet I let you “take control” of how you speak to me. I give you facts and reason but it’s ignored.

That’s my husband as Timmy would say.

And now I just have to deal with it.

Thanks for listening invisible person. I’m lost.

[crystalmhansana]

[crystalmhansana]

Das cute

Allen went into the shower with all this clothes on and hugged me and said sorry for being a poop 😘

[crystalmhansana]

Lowkey surprised to see this 😂

Go trump on that!

I’m with Shane I love Shane and Shane is my guy. End of story

[crystalmhansana]

I love being a mom

[crystalmhansana]

[crystalmhansana]

He’s a pain in the fucking ass but at least we work it out.

Love you ugly boy.

[crystalmhansana]

I only saw a way to off yourself 😅😅 turn on the car and get carbon monoxide poisoning 😅😅

[crystalmhansana]

[crystalmhansana]

I think I might be pregnant.

And honestly I’m kinda excited

Went to the store and tried to find a pregnancy test but apparently everyone else thinks they might be pregnant too 😅