Thoughts Of A CSA Survivor

Thoughts of a CSA/COCSA Survivor. Huge trigger warning for this entire blog. Please no ddlg/cgl or porn blogs. Icon credit to @traumacanine.

[commonplague-deactivated2022040]

[trauma-rat]

I WAS NEVER A CHILD I WAS NEVER A CHILD I WAS NEVER A CHILD

WHO AM I WHO AM I WHO AM I WHO AM I WHO AM I WHO AM I

[csathoughts]

I got an ask earlier of someone asking me if I could not post their previous ask and instead answer them privately. Which, upon request, I do that, but this ask was sent anonymously so I cannot answer the ask privately. So whoever sent that ask, please feel free to privately message me on here and we can chat :)

[runaway-mlm-deactivated20210528]

you ru i n e d me and i will never be the same

[cptsdren]

i don’t think you remember

but i remember

i remember it all.

[traumaticbackstory]

To CSA Survivors

It’s never your fault. Even if you let it happen. Even if you egged it on. Even if you wanted it. They should’ve known better. It’s not your fault they ignored laws and social cues and morals just for a few seconds of pleasure.

[csathoughts]

How dare you do that to a child!!

[csathoughts]

I was just a child

[csathoughts]

I will never be anything like you

[csathoughts]

I'll never forgive you

[csathoughts]

Dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty!!!!!!

[csathoughts]

You made me dirty, just like you

[csathoughts]

I'm gross

[csathoughts]

i don’t want to remember

[csathoughts]

I'm sorry I thought I said who it was. it's cptsdbaby. they ran an agere community full of minors on tumblr and was asked to step down because her truama blog has porn from ddlg sources, she's deleted the recent ones but it's still in her archive. and when confronted about this she said it's okay because she's mentally ill and it's a truama blog? like she's seriously manipulative and you can look on agere-league or teenietots or agere-drama on more of what she did.

Omg seriously??? I was following them, ew

[csathoughts]

I saw that you were thinking of using banners so I figured id send these in (I made them)

If there’s any other colors / scheme you’d like, feel free to ask me; I’m more than happy to help if I can. I’m sorry that nsfw blog reblogged your post.

– @italiancryptid

My comment: I really like these!! I have another banner another user made for me so might use that one for this blog but actually I’ll use these for my other side blog!! since they’ll match that blog better. i’ll give credit too, of course!! who do you want me to put for the credit?

[csathoughts]

just wanted to let you know that a blog you interact with is a minor that reblogs porn. not only is it porn, it is porn from ddlg and cgl blogs which she is apparently against. just thought you should know. when confronted about it on her agere tumblr because she ran an anti ddlg and cgl community she said she can do what she wants because it's her truama blog. it's not okay.

wtf who?? that is NOT okay, i need to know so i can delete any posts i have from them. Thank you so much for letting me know! I had no idea. that’s disgusting.