After some more time to process the ending, I'm starting to understand why the ending of the show left me so strangely agitated.
Ultimately, I think I had whiplash from the show going back in forth between outstandingly funny comedy and outstandingly dark noir scenes. Both the comedy and the noir stand out to me in this drama.
The light-hearted, comedic scenes at the Plaza and the dark, brutal Mafia scenes were quite distinct from each other. For me, the show didn't have black humour per se. The comedy was quite light and situational, and didn’t really exist during the darker scenes.
As the main character, Vincenzo participated in both types of scenes. He was part of the funniest scenes at the Plaza, and part of the most barbaric scenes during the tortures. And both were executed so well.
Throughout, the comedy of the show completely swayed me. It was so easy to forget who Vincenzo really was, and that he was a brutal Mafia member. The better the interaction and camaraderie progressed between Vincenzo and all the Plaza tenants, the bigger this light-hearted bubble surrounding the characters grew.
For me, this bubble completely burst when Vincenzo started torturing his enemies. I found the scenes genuinely disturbing, and when Vincenzo walked out of the warehouses, I was legitimately scared of him. Suddenly, my brain could no longer combine the adorable and lovable side of Vincenzo with his Mafia identity. So, I ended up feeling quite agitated by this dissonance.
The bubble didn't even burst at the end of episode sixteen yet. The main difference for me was that during the torture, Vincenzo was calculated and cold-blooded. He didn't kill and torture them because he was furious about his mother's death, but simply because he wanted to.
In hindsight, I should've seen it coming. There were constant hints throughout the show about who Vincenzo is and what he is capable of.
I just got swayed by all the comedy, which at times provided such a stark and also convincing counterpart to the rest of Vincenzo's character.
I don't know whether this mainly has to do with me and the way I watched the show. It's very possibly that I attached myself to the comedic scenes a lot more and conveniently forgot about Vincenzo's dark character because of my own life situation at the time... I'm not sure, though. I do think that the contrast between light and dark was quite stark. And so, even as I think about the last scene between Vincenzo and Cha-young, my heart feels heavy because I'm now aware of how dark Vincenzo truly is, and always has been. And I still struggle combining the light and dark now.