you can't be spared from hell's routine.

you can ask for more info if you're a pervert.

[pjackk]

Dont be very woried about me since i deserve all of this

[cuckhusk]

anyways (slicks back hair) if you were a rock I'd pocket you and take you around places. how about that

if i was a rock i'd be in the ground tho ? don't kynow kw no w you knwo ? dojnt'

[cuckhusk]

ifvyu u vwereva eock i ddt picket pocket

i t👎👍

[cuckhusk]

i maintain i would kill for an ovw hazbin collab even if husk wasn't in it

[cuckhusk]

i've been debating whether to buy my cute doomfist when the money comes in and highkey i think i will

[cuckhusk]

I'm Cheese Dog. I'm The Dog You Give Cheese To!

[cuckhusk]

my mom: >:( your foot worries me like why don't you do [treatment you've tried 74 times]

me: [explains why that treatment actually makes my flare ups worse and what actually worked one (1) time and no other time bc no one wants me to do that]

my mom: [ignores what i said and starts getting aggressive with me about it]

[cuckhusk]

will you forgive me for being microtransaction slop but like in overwatch yucky wucky and not a gacha game which is heckin based and uw[the train hits me]

[cuckhusk]

I AM SO TEMPTED TO BUY THE DOOMFIST SKIN AAAUAUAUAUU

[amaranthine-paws]

wow we're movingggg but i'm still an unemployed tgirl which is really scary

hi hiiii it's j again .. thank you to everyone that's helped keep me afloat over these last few months,, it's been! rough! on a lot of fronts! but we're pushing through.

my partner got us a house and we'll be moving over this next month! thankfully our first big house payment won't be until the beginning of august, but moving is an expensive endeavor, i still have utility bills to pay, and i need to eat :')

any and all help is appreciated, even if it's just a reblog 💕

v: @jmaeveb

c: $jmaeveb

ask for paypal

[amaranthine-paws]

august is quickly approaching so,, house payments and all my other bills are quickly approaching too. i have a bit of money in my account but i'm still unemployed at the moment ... trying to figure out a way to secure some sort of income, but in the meantime i definitely need help :') thank you all for being so sweet and generous

$0/$800

[amaranthine-paws]

$25/$800

thank you <3

[amaranthine-paws]

$40/$800

[amaranthine-paws]

$105/$800

[amaranthine-paws]

$135/$800

[cuckhusk]

room's done, took less than 2 hours with all 4* of us. and a friend randomly gave me $20 after mentioning i wanted an ovw skin. so god is kinda smiling upon me

[cuckhusk]

painting is going well but i'm cramping really fucking hard and shaking like crazy

[chryza]

TikTok is a fundamentally evil app however the reason i use it is because you occasionally stumble across gems like the Chinese power transformer manufacturer who posts kawaii edits of their power transformers

[cuckhusk]

it's time to paint a room and get all sweaty and overheated and exhausted (negative) [negative statement] {negativity cw}

[sockwolf]

"just let it happen" is one of the hottest things you can say during sex

[cuckhusk]

my hair has left the rose gold era of fading and now is closest to a strawberry blonde. soon i will be a blonde* cis male** narcissist again.

[cuckhusk]

ok i'll be a reactionary for 2 seconds

(disclaimer i am venting and commenting on my venting in the same breath, spongebob panicking about to be crushed img)

opening a hard kink post and seeing people eroticize my irl disabilities that formed due to extreme abuse makes me want to scream and sob so fucking bad. like for all i preach about acceptance and political goals, emotionally i still lash out internally at people who eroticize ~my~ "too far" trauma. i know it'll get better in time as i heal but it fucking sucks.

like other people shouldn't be stopped from doing kinks that viscerally upset me or otherwise cause me extreme grief but also like. no one fucking tags anything so i can't consistently avoid it. and emotionally it Always reads as that kind of like. aesthetically-glazed nonchalance that takes the gravitas out of playing with such extremes. and it makes me want to kill myself bc it feels disrespectful to me. which is nonsense bc this isn't how other people work. but it's what i feel. #mytruth #thatmustbecome #myfalsehood

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edit: one last bonus factor i think is that um. these conditions are extremely unflattering, unsympathetic, embarrassing, taboo, etc. irl and i lack a lot of support both for my own failures to work through the shame and reach out more, but also for others' negligence. sighs.