Low b100d mentality

#apatheticaeipathy #tempermentalCallosity

---> I am quite certain I could make an assumption as to what has happened

---> And whilst I understand that the two of you need to argue whenever possible now is not really the time

---> Gamzee presumably has good news and whilst I can't expect you to be happy for him you could at least avoid mocking him on this occasion

---> Although if you were both capable of being civil with one another then my position would be made redundant

---> Oh it would appear that my auspicatory services were in need last night

---> Although as I am fairly certain that neither of my ashen mates came to any harm so perhaps my absence wasn't too grave

---> That stated I would still like to formally apologize for failing in my services and the disruption caused by this

#tempermentalCallosity #apatheticaeipathy

“Shore.. Better then nothing, right?” *She gave a fake smile and looked down alittle, it was very hard to look him in the eye.. She starts walking off into the woods and looks back alittle. “Coming..?”

"Yes." He had already began to follow although the fact that she was unaware was at least understandable considering the space he had consciously left between the two, one he had no choice but to close. He knew he should speak but really no words came to him, it was a conversation he wasn't ready for, but one which had to happen regardless. He would be silly just to ignore it, they would at least have to discuss it if they ever hoped to return to their previous friendship. "I''m sorry Nepeta." He didn't need to specify, she would know what for.

“H..Hey Equius.” She has stopped calling him “Equifish” After what had happened. She felt as if she did it would be painful for her, “Is it alright if I can come inside fur abit…?” She didnt feel right atrout this, but she wanted to talk to someone. Anyone. And Equius was all she could think about

"Perhaps that would not be wise." He responded apologetically, his hive was where everything had gone wrong, being with her there again woudl no doubt bring back painful memories, more so then just seeing he. Although he can't fight off the pang of guilt,l she looks so sad, and whilst he would like to pretend otherwise he knew he was responsible for that. "Perhaps we could go for a walk instead?" He offered as a compromise, maybe if he was careful they could at least still be friends.

itsbinoon-deactivated20180404

It had been hard but he was finally beginning to deal with it all, he'd essential had to cut Nepeta out of his life in order to do so. Well really he had cut everyone out, traditionally he wasn't social but this was a new extreme. he knew it was the best option, he would just avoid her until she moved on, found someone worthy of her and then maybe the two could once again become friends. So maybe it wasn't the kindest plan, it wasn't the easiest or the bravest either, that didn't mean he was doing the wrong thing though. He was coping, and whilst he couldn't be certain he was sure she was as well. It came as a surprise when a knock on his door interrupted his work, what was more surprising was the one behind it. Despite the time apart his reaction was still the same as it had always been, a fact that he found somewhat worrying. "Hello Miss Leijon"

crystalizedprincess

lettuce-princess

Land of Frost and Stars

this sounds like a wonderful place

Land of Frogs and Disaster.

Well it fits my witch of space aspect at least.

peacefulnpc

Land of breathe and life.

ask-colonel-ezra-loomis-deactiv

Frost Disaster

ask--karkatvantas-blog

Land of Silence and Vines. I dig it.

ambsacechasseur

(( Land of Whispers and Curses. I AM SO FUCKING OKAY WITH THAT. CAN I CHANGE IT FROM WAR AND TEARS TO WHISPERS AND CURSES?! ))

((Land of Willows and Truth.. Huh. Interasting. ))

((frost and mysteries, I'm happy with this.)

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“…Fin.” She doesn’t say anything else before running the direction she came. Not even looking back, just running.

He couldn't bare to watch her leave. He was doing the right thing, she would hurt now but this was the best thing for her. He just had to focus on that fact, it was wither that or break down sobbing. There was one question that he could not ignore. If it was the right thing then why did it hurt so much?

"Equifish, whats wrong?" She says softly, walking up behind him. "I know nofins come up. Tell me" She says. She thinks he is completely worthy of her, no hesitaion.

"Why would I lie heiress?" He could think of many reason, the truth being the most prominent one. He just needed some space. "In fact I was just leaving." He added, it was obvious he was lying, even when he was less distraught he wasn't skilled at this.

"Go? I just got here! Arnt we suppose to have dinner?" She doesn't know what came over her, why she kissed him but it doesn't seem to bother her much that she did. Maybe she was even happy that she did!

He completely turns his back on her now. "Somethings come up, please just go." His voice is broken now. He's not strong enough for this, he cared about this girl so much, yet he would never be enough. He was trying to do the right thing, why couldn't she see that. Why couldn't she see he wasn't worthy, he could cope with disdain, contempt, hatred even but not this. Why wouldn't she just treat him as he deserved?

As Equifish opens the door she runs up and gives him a giant smooch on the lips (( Magic. Making Ships canon since 1900. )) She purrs into the kiss, leaning closer before pulling back. Magic man.

Wait, did she just. No, no, no, no. That didn't happen, it couldn't have, he had accepted that nothing could possibly ever happen. Come to terms with that fact. She couldn't like him in that way. He would find it difficult to accept that anyone could think of him like that, let alone the heiress, she was easily worth a million of him. She deserved better then him, maybe she had deluded herself into thinking that he was the one she wanted, but the crux of the matter was she deserved better, and if she couldn't see it he would have to make her see how wrong it was.

"Nepeta, I think you should leave." He murmured, refusing to make eye contact. This was perhaps the hardest thing he had ever done, he had no choice though. If he cared about her then this was the right thing to do. This way she could at least find someone vaguely worthy of her, because he knew with unwavering certainty that he never would be.

She leaves her house and gets to Equifishs in no time at all, knocking on his door impatiently

He smiles slightly upon reading her response, thankfully he had been preparing since she had last been over so the short notice wasn't a major inconvenience. He'd even taken steps towards learning to cook her a suitable meal, of course as he refused to eat meat himself his neighbors were well fed.

He leaves Arthour to the preparation whilst he dresses himself although inevitably wears his usual outfit. He didn't want to overdress, it was just a casual meal between friends right? He didn't want to go to too much effort, or at least he didn't want to appear to have done so.

Upon hearing a knock he rushes downstairs, eh hadn't expected her so quickly, thankfully this meant he didn't have the opportunity to worry, well not too much anyway.

#ooc #sometimes I do stuff #bloodswap

I was bored so I made a blood swap

She closes her eyes tightly before opening them “U-uh…… E-Equifish…?” She says in a small, choking voice.

"I'm here" he murmurs, reaching up to take her hand in his own."Please, just tell em what I have to do to make this better, to make it go away. "He pleads desperation in his voice. He would do anything to spare her the fear that she was evidently feeling, yet even as he pleaded with her he knew there was nothing he could do to help her. All he wanted was to protect her and once again he was proving inadequate.

"I guess so.." She fails to stop the hullicinations, she sees terrible things happening to Equifish and she yells and shuts her eyes hard, running out the door and up a tree

His heart stops when she starts screaming, e hesitates a moment before chasing after her. "Nepeta! What's wrong?" He felt so useless.

Wait, did she just? His brow purrowed in confusion. Well the answer was clear, it was once again the work of a magic anon. “Oh, ah fiddlesticks, I’m not sure what to do in this situation.”

She walks up to him and looks up at him, “Im not either.. Equifish.” She says softly, trying not to hullicinate.

There mutual state of confusion wasn't especially helpful. "Well last time it simply went away, I suggest that the two of us simply ignore it for the time being." It wasn't a solution, didn't even vaguely resemble one but it was the best he could do.