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part of kameron was scared that billy would call him out for coming right back from the airport , knowing right well that the plane he was supposed to be in was in the air right now . yet , he didn’t care - he didn’t care about the money he spent on the plane tickets and he would surely find a new place to live in and he’d find a new job . kam didn’t want to leave and so , he just wasn’t going to . the goodbye to billy had been too hard on him and it had made him realize some things .. and he really hoped that feeling was mutual between them .
when the door opened kameron looked right down to the floor , he hated the feeling of his heart rush as if it was about to jump out any moment .. he hated wondering what response he would get from billy while it was happening now . “ i couldn’t leave , ” he answered softly , he was feeling like an idiot . “ after our goodbyes .. i couldn’t stand the idea of leaving you , billy . ” the words were hard to say and to admit , but saying them were a relief anyways .
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Billy hated how he let out a breath of relief when the other said that he couldn’t leave, and how a small smile managed to find it’s way onto his lips. Billy hated how those few simple words had his once cold and frozen heart practically leaping out of his chest. Hated that he was happy that his friend missed out on such a great opportunity...Because at least now they can still be together.
“Honestly? I hated everyword I said when we were saying goodbye. Wanted to beg you to stay with me. Say that I could support both of us ten times over.” Billy admitted with a sheepish grin as he looked at the other man as he stared down at the ground. “Thought the closest I’d get to talking to you again was through some shitty skype or zoom call.”















