If you want peace, prepare for war.

[orwell]

Red Letter No. 8 by Jen Mazza

[cummandercodi]

Wanting.

I missed you today.

When I finally saw you after a few days, it wasn’t enough.

I was ready to drive back and take you home. Knowing it would cost.

Knowing you were home safe, because of me.. made me feel at ease.

I laid eyes on you, and had to wrap my arms around you.

Breathe you in.

I crave kissing you, and not even caring who saw.

I crave wanting to run my tongue up your throat.

I need to know how your lips feel against mine.

If I don’t kiss you soon, I may lose it.

Let’s get lost in it, forget where we are.

[bunnydoefemme-deactivated202412]

need to sit on someone’s lap and just have an absolutely messy and filthy makeout session … their big hands all over me, squeezing my hips as i grind on their thigh or strap bulge, my arms draped on their shoulders, little whines coming from me and groans from them, my skirt being pushed further and further up my thighs, exposing the cute panties i wore just for them as we move together <3 maybe their hand will go to my hair and pull my head back, leaving little lines of spit between us, just so they can get a good look at how blushy, how blissed out i am just from some kissing and grinding - their gaze faltering to my panties and the obvious wetness showing through <3

this post is strictly about lesbian sex. men do not interact with me or my posts. you will be blocked.

[thoughtkick]

“Fall in love with the person who enjoys your madness, not an idiot who forces you to be normal.”

— Unknown

[spampilovers]

mentally, I'm here 🫀

[captainscubadiver]

“I love her. She breaks my heart again and again, but I love her.”

— Reality Bites (1994)

[innerwreck]

Angelina Jolie Wins Favorite Villain for Maleficent at The KCA

[covertscientist-deactivated2017]

Angelina Jolie Wins Favorite Human for Being a Genuinely Good Individual at the Gaia Awards

[possession]

GIRL, INTERRUPTED (1999) dir. James Mangold

[cummandercodi]

I have this familiar weak feeling that’s swept over me in the past.

Overly tired, can’t keep my eyes open.

I haven’t done anything, I won’t do anything. Finding me on Christmas would be awful. I don’t even want to do anything of that nature, but I’m overly sensitive about this. I shouldn’t be shocked, I shouldn’t be even remotely confused.. but yet here I am.

I was I love and happy at one point, I was happy and content with a simple easy going life where we went to bed early and worked constantly, but we talked. I was “babe” “baby”, and now I’m my name.

I do everything I can to make your days easier, I do anything that you ask me to do. All I ever wanted was to take care of you and be respected back. Your family doesn’t know about me, your family thinks we’re friends who share a room. My family knows we’re together and that we live together. Our friends that matter, know we live together and that we’ve been together for 2 years. I have met your kids, I have met your grandkids.. you’ve met my sisters! What went wrong? What did I do to make you treat me like a dirty secret? Like something to hide. I can’t do this anymore, I just can’t. Maybe we were always supposed to be friends. I asked if you wanted me moving in, I asked if you wanted me to just stay at the old place. But you never answered me, left me on read as usual.. and now I feel worse than I did before. You don’t talk to me anymore, you don’t text me anymore, you don’t call me.

Let’s end this now before I hate you, let’s end this before it’s too late and I ruin the friendship. Just know that I’ve missed you for a year and you never noticed.

[cummandercodi]

What’s Love Got to Do With IT

How do you have a tough conversation? How do you know it’s not just in your head when she proves otherwise? Am I the problem? Was this a mistake?

She used to be so different, we used to be so different and now I feel as if the past is just repeating itself.. my heart can only take so much disappointment.

[cummandercodi]

Electric

I’ve never had such a connection with another soul, like I do with you. I’ve never wanted to be in someone’s presence like a constant heartbeat, like I do yours. I can never get enough, and I’m not sure how much longer I can bear.

[cummandercodi]

A Fine Wine

I am truly amazed by the fact, that I am nowhere near sick of you. I ache when we part, and I can’t get enough of you when we’re together. Will this ever end? Will we get sick of being in love with each other? God, I hope not.

I thought I would be incapable of letting someone else in, I really did. Before, I had dropped my guard and decided to finally let a love in that was familiar and on-going you could say. I was fooled into thinking I was worth the wait.. then I meet you, and I become a target (I mean that in the best way, I promise). You were patient, and impatient that I would have to sneak or find ways to see you, and I can assure you, my angel, the feeling was mutual. You aren’t like most girls, or any girl I’ve ever encountered, you’re one in a trillion, and that is a fact.

Love with you makes beyond perfect sense, and you don’t make me feel like a complete fool. How you look at me, and smile.. completely melts me to my core. I love to just look over at you, and be in utter amazement that you’re here, that you’re mine, and I’m yours. Whenever I’m looking over at you, 9/10 I’m looking at you for reassurance. I look for your smile, that gaze you get when our eyes meet, the way you say, “Baaaaaabe, whaaaaat??” and I just reply with nothing, because you question pretty much everything I say!

It was love at first sight for me, but my heart sure in the fuck didn’t know it yet. Of course, I fantasized about hooking up and just simple flirting. Fantasized about sneaking away and doing exactly what we do now after egress. I’ve gotten through game days, catching glimpses of your ass, and imagining how tight you must be.. as we’re getting nearer to our overnight stay together, the hunger and ache in my chest for you, and how you taste is intoxication at it’s finest. I’m love drunk, and dying to feel you around my fingers. My mouth aches to run my tongue against yours, to bite your lip, and suck on your tongue, fighting to take over. I am dying to bend you over and tease you from perfect pussy to your tight ass. I want to bite your cheeks more than I want to breathe.. oh the things I have in store for you should be fucking illegal. And the wait has been killing me. How I do hope that I meet your expectations, and satisfy any needs you’ve wanted. Pleasing you is my top priority, how will we stop after this? Once we’ve had it, we’re not going to NOT want to go without. There’s been plenty of times, I’ve wanted to take you in my car. I don’t care who sees, this connection we have is so intense you can almost reach out and feel it.

Until tomorrow my love.

[amargedom]

“Raise your words, not voice. It is rain that grows flowers, not thunder.”

—

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Never look at another person’s life and then think that you are not enough. You are more than enough for the right people.”

— Sylvester McNutt

[cummandercodi]

Kelce

Real recognizes real.

You push me to be better because you see better in me.

I’m not used to going into foreign territory like this. 

You make me nervous, you make me shy, but you make me feel open.

When we talk, I don’t feel judged, I don’t feel weakened by opening up.

You understand me, you see me, you accept me.

I look up to you, I look up to your inner struggles and triumphs.

Your truth, your demons are not something I’m familiar with.

I’ve never ridden the dragon, but I know what it’s like to feel dependent on something.

I know what it’s like to be in that darkness, to feel just.. alone.

You’ve been left behind, I’ve been left behind. We’ve bother been disappointed, broken, and scared.

Can two broken pieces come together and be one?

Will you let me in, will you let me take care of you?

Will I let you in, will I let you take care of me?

Only time will tell, this is new, this is brutal, this is scary.

This isn’t love, but could it be one day?

[cummandercodi]

10-21 Me

I had to get this off my chest, before I succumbed to the temptations. Before I made a damn fool of myself and ran to safety.

You’re a temptation, you’re a flame and I’m the moth. I remember the first day I met you, clear as day. I was just stuck. Been stuck ever since.

It was the 25th of July, and you were my superior, had I known that that meant in more ways than one.. I’d would’ve ran for the hills! Lol probably not though, but the pull I felt in my gut, and the pulse racing in my veins. I gravitate towards you, I want to be near you, I want to make you laugh, I want to know more about you, I want you.

You’re not my average type, in anyway shape or form. You’re taller, but that’s fine makes me feel protected. You’re older, but you can still run circles around me to the point I second guess when/if we ever go further. All menial and small little things, but there’s something about you in general that just has me beside  myself. I catch myself staring, and try my damnedest not to.. for too long.

I’ve been a goner for months, but you never knew it, maybe you did, and I was just oblivious. Then when it started being reciprocated back, I thought you were just messing with me, it’s happened in the past (not saying you’re like that), but I guard myself pretty well when it comes to that. 

Essentially, what I’m getting at is.. you’re beautiful, you’re smart, you’re funny as hell, and you’re loyal. I have never trusted someone how I trust you, you always have my back, and all you want is to fix me (in a good way).

We’re taking one day at a time, because for all we know this could just be craving for intimacy and nothing more. Who knows, but I know that I’m wildly attracted to you, I want to touch you, I want to feel you, I want you. I want to scratch every itch you have or need. You’re so distracting, you look at me and I melt. You bend over, and I’m fucking putty. I wish I could explain it, but I can’t. You’re intimidating, but a comfort to me, you want me to move in with you to keep me safe, and that scared me. I’m not used to someone wanting to protect me, and go to the lengths to keep me secure. You want to do a stay-cation with me, and god do I want to.. I’d want to see you relaxed and I’d get you to myself, and I’d surrender to you.

**Rant over**

[amargedom]

“I hope you find someone you can’t live without. I really do. And I hope you never have to know what it’s like to have to try and live without them.”

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