Ftm, call me out for it🥵

Call me Betty 🎀 Taken ❤️ 23 year old ftm transguy, huge humiliation/detrans/forced pregnancy kink...

[cuntboyprincess]

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Call me she/her on here 🩷

I'm 23, 5 years on t and had top surgery.

In real life I live as a manly man and a lot of people don't even know I have a pussy down there 🩷

But in secret my female urges have me fully under control lately. So this is the space I will openly enjoy my very embarrassing kinks at... 🙊🩷

My blog is 18+ and not meant to offend anybody, but purely and entirely to get off to!

I love real men, fellow ftm girls, mtf boys and lesbians, you're all welcome 😘🩷

Exchanging pictures, degrading each other, receiving anon asks I can rub my girly parts to, all of this is very welcome 🩷☺️

Yes 🥵:

Detrans, misgendering, forced feminization, lesbo sex, reminding me of my place as a real biological woman that is only pretending to be a man, breeding kink especially ftm correction, forced impregnation and explicit descriptions of that, rape, public humiliation fantasy, verbal humiliation omg yes make me ashamed of myself...

Mild yes:

Forced pooping and peeing for humiliation purposes, enema and diaper, pet play

Rather not:

Forced to suck cock, anal

NO!!:

Hardcore scat, hardcore age play, swallowing cum or any bodily fluids with my mouth turns me off, physical pain

[cuntboyprincess]

The truth is I can't reach an orgasm without imagining getting impregnated. When having sex with someone the only thing that really gets me going is pretending they don't wear a condom and pretending that they are about to inseminate me against my will. 🥵 Or at the very least being man handled just like a female.

Just having sex with someone does nothing to me. I'm also incredibly embarrassed for this kink and am too ashamed to tell people in real life. Some people even assume I probably don't even like vaginal sex because I'm trans and my next life goal is probably phalloplasty (getting a penis). It's very awkward to tell them how I crave nothing like being stuffed full of something. And that I love my pussy and would never want to get a penis. That I want to have sex like a girl and be touched, held and pounded like one. People always assume if you're trans you despise your genitals and feminine sexual energy and they're very weirded out if you tell them this stuff.

I'm generally scard of dating people... because i never fully dare to be 100% honest about my sexual desires and kinks out of fear it's weirding potential partners out. So most of the time sex with someone is just mehh, boring to me. Man... does anybody else have this problem?

[cuntboyprincess]

Why I, as a transman, am inferior to any real man

Just one drop of semen and my life is ruined.

Just one drop of semen and my body is invaded by a mans dna.

Just one drop of semen and my hips grow wide, my bone structure changes, my skin stretches and my belly grows massive.

Just one drop of semen and my body is permanently brandmarked, maybe staying fat and ugly.

Just one drop of semen and my mind, hormones and body get tormented for 9 months straight.

Just one drop of semen and I won't be able to hide my real gender no more, anybody will be able to see.

Just one drop of semen and I lose control.

Just one drop of semen and I'm doomed to press out your offspring under immense pain and be reminded of you anytime I look at it's face.

Just one drop of semen and I'm ruined.

🏋‍♂...🫃...🤰...🤱

[cuntboyprincess]

Reblog if you totally underestimated what a horny bitch in heat you would become after starting testosterone 🥵

[cuntboyprincess]

Had good sex with my secretly gay boss today 🥵

This sounds fake af, but I'm for real! This is actually my life lol Backstory is me and my boss used to have a crazy on and off friends with benefits situationship a couple years ago behind all the other co workers backs. I ended it long ago. We stayed somewhat friends. But lately he started harrassing me again. He touches me when we're alone, he literally put his hand in my pants and grabbed my butt a couple days ago as we were down at the companies cellar to look for some stuff. He joked about how hot it would be to fuck there, basically at work. I turned his advances down a couple times now, but today I visited his house, we cooked dinner together. I don't know what happened but lately I'm sooo horny, so I finally gave in and was all over him again. And damn it was passionate, it was good. We even came at the same time. 🥵And it's hot we both see each other at work tomorrow and nobody will know our dirty little secret.

[exploringflesh]

I muuuust be ovulating bc holy shit I wish someone was on top of me cumming inside of my boypussy and knocking me up right now. Fuuuuck I want to know what it feels like so bad, how my body will react and how long itll take for it to change.

The early stages to see the first slight bump in your belly is dangerously appealing, god I feel like Id be so so horny throughout that time just knowing I had been impregnated and I still was despite ‘not wanting to’.

Just recently I was laying down and had a heavy pillow on my stomach and without even really thinking about it I felt… so comfortable and good with a small round weight settled there. Then the thought of ‘haha what if this was attached to me and there was like a baby in there haha…’ and a strange instinct of satisfaction was felt and hoooo boy… here I am still thinking about it 🫣

[cuntboyprincess]

We all feel like that 🙈 And we all secretly hope someone kidnaps us for a couple months and forcefully impregnates us, so we have excuses and can pretend in front of our friends and family that it's the result of an unfortunate tragedy and we didn't absolutely crave it with every fibre of our bodies.

[cuntboyprincess]

I am starting to embrace how horny I get when thinking about being treated like a breeding machine since my biological use is only birthing, any advice to start accepting more this private part of myself while maintaining my male social life aside? I get so wet by only thinking about it and I need to touch my pussy so much hard

I think one advice I can give you is separating your sexual self from your non-sexual self. Since it's a fact your body is female and also works like a female body, it's okay to let it work this way. Solely in a sexual aspect you ARE female. And you're allowed to like this part of yourself, dip into it and get off to it. Your sexual self does not define your non-sexual self. Here's where a lot of people get confused, feel torn and scared or embarrassed. Your mental state and identity can be very male. After orgasm you can switch back to being manly and live your normal guy life. I'm a very masculine guy in real life and I'm also very confident in myself. But it doesn't change the fact, that sexually my body works like that of a female. It's okay to get off by the taboo of it. It's also okay to be totally confident in yourself, in being a guy, while experiencing and enjoying female sexuality. You don't have to prove nothing to no one, all that matters is you living your life the way that fullfills you and have sex in a way that fullfills you, making the best out of the stuff you're working with ☝️

[cuntboyprincess]

Copy following text, enter your name and then let it play out loud on google translator 🔊

You're secretly in love with your pussy. You're addicted to the feeling it gives you, aren't you (your real name)? What would you give for a real man caressing it with his lips? Sucking on your stiff clit, making you moan like the girl you are. Warming you up with his tongue, until all you can think about is his cock inside of you, pounding you mercilessly. Is it really rape if you crave it? Is it really giving you gender dysphoria? Or does it secretly give you gender euphoria? At first you'd resist. Too proud, to embarassed to expose your womanhood. The thought of someone opening up your pussy lips to get a climpse of your aroused vagina is just so humiliating. But when it finally happens all you can do is spreading your legs even more, inviting him in. It happens automatically, It's instincts. Secretly you want nothing more but to be made feel like a submissive girl. You don't want to feel like (your boy name). You want to feel like (your real name). You want to be touched like a girl, raped like a girl and orgasm like one with a dick shoved inside of you. You want to pant and moan like one. It's so much easier to give in and be your true self, instead of playing a role. You don't have to act like a tough guy, you don't have to pretend to be something you're not. All you need to be right now is (your real name). All you need to do is embracing your feminine energy and give in to this lusty hole between your legs. There's no shame in that. It's only natural. It's biology. Your uterus craves to get impregnated, it craves to carry a baby. No amount of testosterone could erase this biological need. And since you oppressed it for so long, it forces you to touch yourself and fantasize about getting fucked, getting bred, you crave feeling like a bitch that gets used. And the proof is how wet and horny it makes you listening to this. Look at you, you pathetic little girl. Getting aroused by the truth. Tortured by your sexual urges getting out of control. The only short relief you ever get is masturbating to feeling like a girl, in secret, horrified anybody you know ever finds out. Because your life is a lie. It's so hard to pretend you're a guy when all you really need in life to feel fullfilled is getting your vagina bred and filled. You're such a pathetic, mentally disturbed girl, (your real name). Rubbing your slit to this dirty little secret. You should see yourself right now. Nothing masculine about you. I want you to repeat after me, again and again until you finally climax: My real name is (your real name) and I was never a man I'm just a girl!

[cuntboyprincess]

Have you ever thought about this? 🥵

It's ironic how I used to be so dysphoric of my vagina, but have becoming so incredibly hypersexual after starting t. Testosterone has FORCED me to start masturbating frequently. Using thicker and longer dildos and vibrators, playing with my massively grown, errect clit. Touching and fucking myself again and again. Just to get some relief for a short while.

Sometimes my pussy won't stop leaking and drives me crazy for days, forces me to touch myself nonstop just to oragsm and get a little relieve. Before starting t my vagina was off limits. Now I can't even orgasm without a massive, thick elongated thing smashed inside. The deeper I shove something inside my pussy the more satisfied this unbearable need to get fucked and knocked up becomes. At least for a little while. But the hunger will always return. I'm more a helpless victim of my female parts than I ever had been before. Testosterone didn't turn me into a man, that's for sure. It forces me back into being a woman more than anything else. Using intense, uncontrolable sexual arousal to make me give in and learn to enjoy my destined womanhood. All I am is weak. No real man would fuck his cock starved, leaking pussy for hours compulsively fantasizing about getting impregnated for hours on. 

And based on how incredibly many of us feel the same way, it can't be a coincidence, right?

Maybe giving female bodies testosterone to transition is a lie. Maybe health care providers know all it really does is activating your female sexuality to the fullest. Slowly turning you into a whore that gets obsessed with their real gender, finding great pleasure in sex and their bodies and roles as female preys for dominant men. That eventually all they really want is living as a woman again, getting fucked nonstop and becoming birth machines as nature has planned. 

Giving confused girls testosterone and going with their delusion of being a man is disguised as gender affirming care. But the thing it really does is an effective way to fix you in the long run. It slowly converses you back and makes you fall in love with the feelings your girl slit gives you when penetrated. You will learn to love yourself as a girl, learn to enjoy the female role and happily submit to the natural urge to reproduce. And at last: Feel the desire to transition back to live as the girl you were always supposed to be. Therapy successful.

No health care provider is surprised when at the end after a couple of years you embarrassingly ask them to detransition. Because that was the goal of this therapy all along. 

[cuntboyprincess]

I'm so unbearably horny the past 2 days I can't do anything else but abusing my hungry hole 🥵 I'd let anyone fuck me pregnant right now if given the opportunity. I grave cocks and orgasms more than anything else at the moment. I'm desperately in heat, totally controlled by my biological female instincts. I literally feel like a helpless victim of my intrusive phantasies of stopping t, detransing to live as an ugly, permanently masculinized woman and become a mother of 4.

But you know, I'm just a normal guy 🤡

[cuntboyprincess]

Actually ovulating 🥵

So I studied my own body and tracked whether or not I still ovulate the past months. I've been on t for many years so I was kind of curious what's going on.

Based on my AI research explaining my observations, using ovulation tests, noting dates and paying attention to my body I found that I still have regular ovulations and a precise cycle despite not having a period.

Today at around 12pm I experienced something very special as I was at work and I'm so excited I felt the need to share. Out of nowhere I had a sudden flush of…I don't even know how to describe it. I suddenly felt a lot of discharge coming out of me and landing in my underwear for no reason. Followed by a sudden and unexpected flush of sexual arousal. And the immense desire to get pregnant. It was very intense and surprising, it was the first time ever I felt it THIS clearly. At the same time I felt a little pain in my abdomen that lasted for like half an hour. I was so aroused I had to use the bathroom to masturbate. And oh boy my discharge is very slippery and very stretchy! It's so much it didn't stop anymore. I very clearly felt an event going on in my body.

AI told me based on my detailed description of all my circumstances and findings the past few months, there is no doubt I felt the exact moment my ovulation happened today.

33% of all transmen still ovulate regularily after years of testosterone therapy! And I'm very happy to be one of them, especially since I have a misgender/pregnancy risk kink. Most just never notice any symptoms at all and assume testosterone prevents it entirely. So did I for a long time. But it's a proven misconception.

I never experienced and felt it this clearly as today 🙈 I'm so turned on by it, I masturbated the entire day. It's hot how there's an estimated 85% very realistic chance someone could knock me up right now. I love that biologically I'm a very fertile female today. And that testosterone can't suppress my ovaries from releasing eggs regularily 🥵

[cuntboyprincess]

Very well, please tell me your deadname, my pretty Cuntboy Princess. I want to know what name I should be whispering in your ear when no one else is around.

Text me a direct message 🙈 I'm going to tell you

[cuntboyprincess]

Ask me kindly for my real deadname 🙈

[cuntboyprincess]

An added benefit of being pregnant is you might get incontinent and need big poofy diapers! Which will be great for pillow humping! You'll just be his horny pregnant diapergirl with big achey tits!

Someome please impreg me and turn me into your horny pregnant diapergirl 🥵

[cuntboyprincess]

Little life update 🙈

Your cuntboy-princess is single again and doesn't have a boyfriend anymore. 😚 I'm currently dating a girl. We haven't had sex yet and it's been a long time since I last had anything going on with a woman. The thought of her sucking and licking me down there really turns me on 🥵 But I'm also a bit nervous. Do I even remember how this works?

[cuntboyprincess]

I told my boyfriend that if we ever decided to have children, I want to conceive naturally. And carry the baby. And he loved that idea. We both fantasized about me being heavily pregnant... It's insane I actually threw this possibility into the empty room now. 🥵

[cuntboyprincess]

Here is an actual chat conversation between me and my boyfriend today

Me: I masturbated several times throughout the day already. (sends picture of me with a vibrator inside)

He: Damn I miss that view and having my cock inside you 🥵 I love how you are a slave to your own horniness.

Me: I miss feeling your body on mine ❤️ And in mine. I want to feel your cock inside of me real bad ❤️

He: And grabbing your thighs while I fuck you and you kiss me. I love that when I grab your thighs your feminine side comes out.

Me: Sexually I really turn into a female in heat, especially with you 🙈

He: That’s very humiliating 😏 I can change you with my touch. I can make (deadname) come out...

Me: Oh God 🥵 You have actual power over my sexuality.

He: I do, I love how you suddenly became this dirty beast. Hungry for doing nasty and humiliating things. Like fantasizing about getting you pregnant.

Me: The thought of that really turns me on a lot 🥵

He: My cum going deep inside you, inseminating you. You ovulating like crazy. And then months later... me holding your big belly while I fuck you.

Me: I thought I was wet before but now I'm dripping. I want you to fuck me sooo bad I can't take it!

He: Oh yeah? Dripping in your girl juices? Your cunt wants to be inseminated. You want me to put a baby inside you for your own sexual pleasure? You are such a pervert. I want to cum inside you until my sperm comes out dripping out of your pussyhole!

Me: Imagine when we meet again I just seduce you and fuck you. So before you can do anything against it, like grabbing a condom, I take our little roleplay further than you expected and you can't hold back your orgasm 🥵 And you unwillingly cum inside of me, knowing that you're fucked, that we're fucked. That one gets me off too.

He: Oh so you like being a man-trap 🥵 You want to me to impregnate you against my own will. And yet part of me really got turned on when I realized I was fucked. You want me to feel the fear of getting you pregnant. And then unexpectedly cum from the idea of it...

Me: I want to feel both our fears.

He: Oh fuck 🥵 we get all scared that we might actually have messed up... And yet it was the most satisfying orgasm. And part of us want to take the risk again. Until we actually knock you up...

Me: It's just so hot that my insides are like a hotbed for your sperm. Just one drop could be enough to change my body and my whole life.

He: Maybe part of us actually want to get you knocked up just so we can have sex while you are pregnant.

Me: Damn... Getting fucked doggy style while having both your hands on my belly ❤️🥵

He: Oh I love that idea so much. Feeling your big stomach hanging down. Bouncing as I thrust you. 🥵

Me: Feeling humiliated by the fact that another person had the power to change my body and invade it with their genes from the inside... As if I'm brandmarked and everyone will eventually see it when my belly grows massive.

He: Everyone will know you're my pregnant cuntboy.

Me: Ngl if I had a time reverse button I would actually let you fuck me pregnant and live through a few months. Just to see what it's like. And then I will go back in time to before it happened.

He: Yeah it starts as our dirty little secret but eventually everyone starts to notice. Judging you silently. Staring at your belly at work. At your pathetic attempts to hide it.

Tell me now: Should I marry him or should I marry him? 🥵 Finding someone who's very attractive and who has a huge heart and is the kindest person is one thing. But finding someone who on top of that shares your fetishes and roleplays them with you, too! That's another level of LUCK.