𝕸𝖊𝖆𝖙 & 𝕲𝖗𝖊𝖊𝖙 @cunthui - Tumblr Blog

Hello everyone! Im so sad to say that here soon i will be deleting this blog and moving all of my gifs to an account called @juntuals including band gifs and eventually tv/movies/other media! It will be just a mix of all my interests so if you arent interested then its no big deal

I will be deleting this blog once i have everything officially rebranded, love u all mwah mwah

satansquidgy

Leaving tumblr, especially the kpop community on here, is probably one of the best things to ever happen to me. Like why did we as a fandom, as a fandom-geared site decide that social policing and punishing people for being human beings and making mistakes is what SHOULD be happening on here.

Like 90% of kpop fans are just christians redefined lol. Its crazy to me to finally see just how social media can affect our mindsets even when perceivably on the surface we think we are being righteous but in reality we are all just a bunch of adults acting like teenagers, spreading purity culture and negativity in spaces that should be made safe for everyone

Like im almost 24 now, and to look back on the last 5 years of my life vs who i am now is crazy

To all of the people here who were always honest with me in ways that helped me learn and grow and are still my friends whether i talk to you often or not, i love you and miss you and i hope you are all doing great

To the dumb idiots who thought it was okay to bully a naive 20 year old into being "socially conscious", even knowing that i have autism, bipolar, and id believe anything youd tell me because all i wanted was to be nice and to be a good friend- how does it feel knowing you're never gonna be happy because you cant stop policing peoples behaviors, thoughts and feelings?

Sorry for the thinkpiece, i miss my tumblr friends but dont really want to come back here, and i wanted to give an update on how im doing :)

vinnymauro

vinmauro is now vinnymauro

yes i added 2 letters but it's the boy!! i had to. shout out to @satanssquidgy for the url<3 thank you so so much tagging some moots down at the bottom bc i'm doing this at night

#i will.be deleting this acc soon!!#moved to juntuals #the new url is slaying

satansquidgy

Hey everybody! I know i say this everytime i get back on here but im sorry for never being here! I actually have some GREAT news!

Im getting back into kpop little by little but this time around, its not making me disinterested in my other hobbies

With that said im gonna be making a whole new acc, and starting fresh!!!! When i make it ill make sure to make a post about it ao my moots can follow

Im really happy im getting back into something i love so much, the amount of times ive wavered into going back because of the fandom, the drama, and just honestly the negative energy that surrounds kpop on tumblr, on instagram, and just within the community in general

But ive recently gotten some really good help for my mental health, and am in a much better place to block out that negativity, and the trauma/bad experiences i have had within the community

I dont want to come back to the fandom thinking about the past, nor do i want to repeat it. I've honestly made so many mistakes in this community, and have also been on the receiving end of so much hate as well, and i think thats why i just kind of...ended up giving up on the fandom as a whole, but like i said i want to change that about myself!

I dont want to let my mental health affect how i perceive things that i love and am attached too anymore, and after some recent comebacks ive seen, and getting back into one of my biggest ults (seventeen!), ive come to this decision

I really cannot wait to get back to writing and giffing, and just coming back with a whole new attitude, i want to be a different creator than i was before

I really want to thank everyone thats always stick by me, even when i wasnt always the best person or always a good friend, i really want to change that in the spaces i create going forward

I love all of you guys and i love this fandom so much i cant wait to get back into everything !!!!

satansquidgy

Update on this! Its proving difficult to set up a new account so im probably just going to rebrand all of my accs on here!

Ill be moving all my gifs from now on to @juntuals keeping my writing blog and deleting @vinnymauro

When i have everything figured out ill be updating once again and hopefully start creating content again soon !!!

cunthui

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