*Dreams of Unrealistic Things*

She/Her || 18 || Libra

[cupidthingz]

“Be weird. be random. Be who you are. Because you never know who would love the person you hide.” ~C.S Lewis

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ROXANA, OUR QUEEN, IS FINALLY BACK 😭😭

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your friendly reminder to never be afraid to send your fav writers asks/comments on how you like their works <3 you’re not being annoying at all, and 90% of the time you make their day much better by doing so ٩(˘◡˘)۶

[darkshrimpemotions]

I made a uquiz that will guess your fandom age based on your answers!

[ghostieieie]

pope kiel running over lucas with the popemobile

[ghostieieie]

confess your sins, oh child of god

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what the heck is Derrick and Reynold’s relationship actually. They look like they barely like each other.

[jeweled-blue-eyes]

When you think about it Reynold shares more character traits with og! Penelope than Derrick: immature, prone to emotional outbursts, react in a violent manner when triggered, don’t care about etiquettes (in the earlier chapters Reynold was making a scene and yelling insults through the whole mansion at her, something og!Penelope would have usually done with the maid). How did Derrick and Reynold get along when Reynold possessed all the personality traits that Derrick disliked? And how did Reynold get along with Derrick who was always strict and serious and seemed like such a killjoy? Both are prideful, uncompromising and have troubles expressing care for others, but while Derrick masks his feelings with indifference Reynold does it by acting tsun tsun. This is a recipe for disaster. What was their relationship like before Ivonne was born? I can’t image them spending time with each other and actually having a conversation that isn’t build on the mockery of someone else’s suffering. We never see them voluntary spending time with each other unless it’s with Penelope (whom they “hate”) or at a public event. They don’t come across as brothers. More like two rich pricks who happen to live in the same house. Their relationship seems even more superficial than the friendship of high school bullies in an elite boarding school.

[saneijeijei]

Delusional idea due to insomnia #13

After it became known that Penelope was pregnant and there was a ban on bad words for Callisto, because a child can hear…. This ban began to exist for everyone in the empire.

[sakihime02]

⚜️🥀 Genderbend Part 2

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[cupidthingz]

I mayhaps dropped it (　˙-˙　) cause my mental health said nope and smacked me in the head (-_-;) the story didn’t have the vibe I thought it was going to have instead it just turned darker in a way like there’s no light at the end of the tunnel, which is what you would expect with the literal tragedy tag stuck on there （╹◡╹）

Tw: SPOILERS! Themes of suicide, emotional abuse, statutory grape, pedophilia i think, forbidden relationships

Note: This is more like my not so live commentary but yeah.. you could take it as my review of each chapter? But I don’t specify which chapter what’s happening and all that it’s just what I feel as i go along.

Manga: Shounen Abyss/ Boy’s Abyss

It has been what 7 chapters and I’m already fucking sighing

Wow I wish I had that much enthusiasm when it comes to death

Throw a middle finger while you’re at it bro you gon die anyways

I don’t have a reason to die, I don’t have the reason to live. That’s deeply moving for some reason.

Bro said the last thing I wanna see is tiddies… and let me suckle them while I’m at it. What a great way to go! I would also love some tits in my face right before I die. If I’m gonna die atleast let me die turned on

Bro let him die in peace wtf-

Idk why but I feel this overwhelming feeling of apathy from the characters. Like of course the teacher saving kurose is obviously not being apathetic yet it feels like she saved him because of her own agenda. Like the more you get the feel the environment from the story you feel this sense of pity but also you also feel the need to dislike them deep down. Maybe it’s because of their hidden reasons behind their kind or gross actions. There isn’t anything genuine about the character so you feel a pit in your stomach.

I relate to kurose tbh but also I don’t

I like the teacher but I feel like she’s going to abandon him— anddddd I take it back

So I think the teacher has some kind of savior complex but it’s a wrong diagnosis. But it feels like something sinister but like I can’t describe it well rn.

Idk I feel like she wants to be a “great” teacher

Oh my god wtf why’d she just do THAT??? Like you know you having arguing and then boom!! You kiss the guy???

Wtf is happening??????

This is like oh my god levels of you fucked up.

I get the teacher but like damn bro she’s like the wanna be dead poet society teacher. Like she idealizes the teaching in a very unrealistic way and like that she wants to help but ig “save” her student.

It’s like weirdly cathartic seeing characters who seem like they have it together see their world fall apart as they slowly contemplate death.

And we said fuck it am i right

It’s weird that I’m right. It’s like the feeling of “I know what’s happening and I’m hoping I’m wrong.” But I do enjoy how uncomfortable I feel.

Wow the dad is shit. Am I surprised? No. Not really. You get used to it.

I do enjoy the fact everyone is terrible and everyone is a victim. So you don’t really root for anyone so you’re just seeing how worse a decision a person can make, how worse can they fall into this abyss. See what I did there!

So like I like the Aizawa look alike he looks like my husbando but like he’s giving me the wrong vibes. But he’s hot tho. But he’s giving me the wrong vibes.

The teacher doesn’t love him. Nobody loves him. But yeah it feels like she trying to get the high of helping someone.

Addressing her as his teacher feels like she’s drawing a line. Like this isn’t a relationship I’m superior over you. But I’m also trying to help you. But I’m also trying to use you.

So she’s a pedo.

I think I’m right. You thrive off the control you have over him but under the guise of helping. You know it’s wrong but you’re “helping” him so it’s not wrong.

Note: I would read more but then i felt this gross icky feeling so I stopped like i felt like i needed adult supervision

[bingutop]

You are trapped in an elevator with the person on your lockscreen. Who is it?

Reblog with who you get stuck with~

[jeweled-blue-eyes]

I’m once again thinking about how hard Reynold would victim blame Penelope if Derrick ever made a move on her.

[sweethearticism]

Got tagged by @a-contemplation-upon-flowers to do a this or that game so here we go ~

hot shower or cold shower // texting or calling // earbuds or headphones // paperback or hardcover // matte or gel // 12 hour clock or 24 hour clock // blue or green // sunsets or sunrises // tulips or orchids // candle light or moonlight // sci-fi or horror // pen or pencil // pandas or koalas // gold or silver // sneakers or boots // denim jacket or leather jacket // pink or purple // chocolate or sour candy // deodorant or perfume // drive-in movie theater or the cinema // pastel colors or neutral earth tones // lemonade or fruit juice // past or future //

Tagging ~ @a-chaotic-dumbass @rurifangirl @spoopy-fish-writes @kiatheinsomniac @augustwithquills and anyone else who'd like to participate 💕

[spoopy-fish-writes]

These are always so cute I love them

hot shower or cold shower // texting or calling // earbuds or headphones // paperback or hardcover // matte or gel // 12 hour clock or 24 hour clock // blue or green // sunsets or sunrises // tulips or orchids // candle light or moonlight // sci-fi or horror // pen or pencil (depends on the pen or pencil) // pandas or koalas // gold or silver // sneakers or boots // denim jacket or leather jacket // pink or purple // chocolate or sour candy // deodorant or perfume // drive-in movie theater or the cinema // pastel colors or neutral earth tones // lemonade or fruit juice // past or future //

Tagging anyone who wants to join because it's almost midnight n I'm too tired to think <33

[cupidthingz]

hot shower or cold shower // texting or calling // earbuds or headphones // paperback or hardcover // matte or gel // 12 hour clock or 24 hour clock // blue or green // sunsets or sunrises // tulips or orchids // candle light or moonlight // sci-fi or horror // pen or pencil // pandas or koalas // gold or silver // sneakers or boots // denim jacket or leather jacket // pink or purple // chocolate or sour candy // deodorant or perfume // drive-in movie theater or the cinema // pastel colors or neutral earth tones // lemonade or fruit juice // past or future //

[youaremysunshine-court]

Tag game spell out your tag with song titles

My tags so long aaahhhhhh but I cheated and searched in my fav playlist so uh

@thequeerlibrarian thanks for the tag <3

Boyfriends by Harry styles

I bet on losing dogs by mitski

Something super sweet by Rory webley

Eleanor rigby by the beatles

Xylo - yes & no (I own no songs in X so I'm cheating)

Untie you by Sir chloe

Ain't no rest for the wicked by cage the elephant

Little Talks by of monsters and men

God sent me as karma by emlyn

East of Eden by zella day

NFWMB by hozier

Dead inside by younger hunger

EOEO by UNIQ (I'm running out of songs)

Red desert by 5sos

FU in my head by cloudy june

Little dark age by MGMT

Upside of down by SVRCINA

I can't decide by scissor sisters

Desert island lover by BAD CHILD

Fleabag acoustic by YUNGBLUD

Adrianne by the orion express

No body no crime by Taylor Swift ft. HAIM

Tagging @kevindavidday @sayonara-you-weeaboo-shits @lavenderlemonrose @fierreth-who @safebannie if yall want :)

[sayonara-you-weeaboo-shits]

Seasons in the abyss - slayer

Ace of spades - mötorhead

You give love a bad name - bon jovi

Obey - bring me the horizon

No - subhumans

A lot of boys like me though - girl pusher

Rooster - alice in chains

Alice's restaurant massacre - arlo guthrie

You're standing on my neck - destructo disk

One turne to none - asking alexandria

Urethane - fu manchu

War pigs - black sabbath

E-girls are ruining my life - corpse

Eyeless - slipknot

A.W.O.L. - exodus

Be all, end all - anthrax

One step closer - linkin park

Oh ana - mother mother

Shit happens - dayglow abortions

Hospital - gurldoll

I miss having sex but at least i dont wanna die anymore - waterparks

The mob rules - black sabbath

Stabbed her to death - zheani

tagging @finleycannotdraw @wafflesdenweasels @groovy-rat-man @funsizearsonist @aerix-spades @friendofthecrows

and also @kevindavidday but you were already tagged so

[wafflesdenweasels]

W.I.T.C.H — Devon Cole

Army of me — Björk

Fox and Fiddle — Cullen Vance

Fish in the sea —Storm Weather Shanty Choir

Lilac Wine — Nina Simone

EMPIRE — (G)I-DLE, WENGIE, MINNIE

Say so — Doja Cat

Daisy — Ashnikko

Entry of the Gladiators — Julius Fucik

Night in Russia — Derek Fiechter

Wolf Totem — The HU

Enter Sandman — Metallica

Ancient Land — Celtic Women

Something’s got a hold on me — Christina Aguilera

EXPIRED — Jenny Nuo

La Vie en rose — Édith Piaf

Stoick’s Ship — John Powell

Ngl, it was horrible sorting through my spotify.

@sayonara-you-weeaboo-shits, you really had me evaluate the hell hole that is my Spotify, lmao

@batteryrose @spoopy-fish-writes @vio-simps-for-purple-characters @vivisimpact have funnnnn~

[spoopy-fish-writes]

I don't consciously listen to enough music to be able to do this so I'm just gonna tag sum people-🧍

@a-chaotic-dumbass @rurifangirl @simpingforsatan @evil-quartett @mcofthemansion @mllorei @cupidthingz and anyone else who wants to join 💜

[cupidthingz]

Oh this looks fun XD

Thank you for the tag @spoopy-fish-writes ❤️❤️

Chuck - Mamamoo

Untuk hati Yang terluka - Isayana Sarasvati

Power - Isak Danielson

Idk yet - Alexander 23

Dreams pt.2 - Lost Sky, Sara Skinner

Twit - Hawsa

Hachiboshi - Luca

It’s Alright - Mother Mother

New friends - Maty Noyes

Go baby - KARD

Zimzalabim - Red velvet

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