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really not pleased about having to do this again and i'm sorry but:

6 months ago, i was banned from twitch, my only source of income, for, and i quote: "". They did not provide me a reason. The person who reported me has been going around telling trans women to kill themselves and bragging about reporting me. Now that it has been 6 months, however, I can at least request reinstatement- theoretically.

Unfortunately, I can't get into the appeals page or my twitch account at all; I can't even change the phone number used for 2fa because the 2fa service is that shit, and the phone number associated with the account belongs to a friend who is way behind on his bills after a divorce.

we've managed to get most of them paid, but he's still another $150 away from getting his phone reconnected, at which point i will be switching over to my current number so this never happens again. and then i can maybe actually get my twitch account back.

if anyone has anything they can spare to help, it would be immensely appreciated ;_;

$0/150 as of July 18, 2026

nyanletnest

bwaow

henmesh

Added the beatdown ability, which unleashes more punches based on how many melee abilities are in your moveset.

It's easy to punch when you can just grow more arms.

islandmusic

strangegutz

Little Menaces - Bug Tea Party - Star

OOAK handmade art doll

pangur-and-grim

HE ISN’T REAL!

beardedmrbean

One more in the W column for Japan.

supersoftly

Link for extension :3c

dragon-in-a-fez

I think companies with lots of desk workers should install this by default

bumblesteak

A necromancer AND a gardener (5 year redesign) 🌸

positivelyqueer

You've gotta have good biodiversity in your reasons for not killing yourself. Rotate them out like crops when the yield gets low and the soil poor. We're mixing our metaphors. Whatever helps it stick.

You like warm blankets. You like the sound of birdsong. You have a pet that needs taking care of. You have someone to outlive. You have a loved one. You think death would be boring. It's coming for you anyway. Death is patient. When was the last time you had cake? Your favourite musician is going on tour. Or maybe just a halfway decent band at your local bar. You've never seen an elephant. Isn't it amazing that the sky is blue? Aging is a gift not afforded to most. Don't let the bastard grind you down. You can't mend any suffering in the world with your death. You want to see if you can grow herbs on your windowsill. Killing yourself seems like so much effort. What does tiramisu taste like? You're trying to be curious. You're angry and spiteful. What you want more than to die is to rest. This sandwich is so good you don't want to die. Not so long as there are plums to eat and somebody, anybody who gives enough of a damn to haul them to you. A stranger on the internet is holding their hand out and asking.

draconym

You haven't finished that book. It's almost strawberry season. There's a chrysalis on the porch that should open soon. There are pastries you've never tried. It's going to be sunny tomorrow. You're going to look very distinguished with gray hair. You have to outlive him. There aren't any easy ways to die. Your package is supposed to arrive on Friday. There are people who will love you that you haven't met yet.

sidecast-text

incredibly elaborate bit me and @iclimbtreestofeelalive came up with while i was playing pokemon Y iii couldn't pick if i should put this on the art blog but whateverr hello if you scrolled down this far sorry for the long post okay i love you

pangur-and-grim

whenever I’m feeling a little down, I look at the careers of my favourite authors, because some of them came out of the gate swinging with debut masterpieces (what the fuck Susanna Clarke) but others (not to name names, but William Goldman) took a few books and a few decades to really hit their stride. so there is always time to grow and get better at the thing you love doing! you can literally just will yourself into being good by never giving up