Its Not You. Its Me. @cutexshinobi - Tumblr Blog

Most of the times I’m crying over myself; keep pray and begging for once in my life let me get what I want, Lord knows it would be the first time. –B.

Me everytime I read “sentimental” it reminds me about Dostoevsky’s “a sentimental love story (from the memoirs of a dreamer)… or was his destiny from the start to be but just one moment near to you heart?”

Wow I’m such a yearner, such a lover girl ❤️

#feeling sentimental #indonesia #fyodor dostoevsky #dostoevksy #poetic #yearner #sentimental value

Does he bring you flowers, princess? 💐

"Strong love is poison. We treat each other badly although we love each other very much. We can't just love or very much love more than anything in the world or we will hate with all our heart."

Shame.

You said the word "shame" at least three times. Are you aware of that? Shame is the deepest of emotions. It's the most respectful, the most human. If a person knows they've done something wrong and can feel ashamed... you can trust that person, they said. Because that means they carry human qualities, no one is perfect, no one is complete. We make mistakes, the important thing is to realize these mistakes, to feel sorrow for them and to strive to correct the mistakes we've made. Courts, they're not only exist in courthouses, also exist inside all of us, there is a heavy criminal court judging in your heart. People who know shame the courts within them give very heavy sentences to the person, every crime has a punishment, but you have sentenced yourself to the heaviest punishment; that is death, you've secretly intended to kill yourself.

Day dreaming about you.

#obsessive daydreaming #just daydreaming #thinking #thinking about you #missyou #missing #him #i love him #coffee shop #sitting #bench #walls #wallpaper #green #green moodboard #loveyou #kind #missing you #lovelife

I’m just a girl with pure heart and a good intentions but I have to go through so many heartbreak.

I’m crying to read this part; I desire you violently and I wait stupidly and someday if I ever leave; that’s my final act of loving. I’m give up.

I don’t have forever so I’ll celebrate you today and always, happy mother’s day to my mommy! ❤️

#flowers #mothers day #pink #roses #pink aesthetic #pink moodboard #mommy #moment

I think this part so pretty when he said “myself as one tiny piece in the gigantic mosaic of nature, I’m just replaceable natural phenomenon” 📚📖

#haruki murakami #booksbooksbooks #bookish #reading #readingbooks #read #x reader #learning

“I stood before the window of my room and looked toward the sea, thinking of the vast countries beyond it and the real freedom and personal independence which can be found there.”— The Broken Wings

Kahlil Gibran

“The poets and writers are trying to understand the reality of woman, but up to this day they have not understood the hidden secrets of her heart, because they look upon her from behind the sexual veil and see nothing but externals; they look upon her through the magnifying glass of hatefulness and find nothing except weakness and submission.”— The Broken Wings, Kahlil Gibran

Will you remember me after this tempest has sunk the ship of our love? Will you hear the whispering of my wings in the silence of the night? Will you hear my spirit fluttering over you? Will you listen to my sighs? Will you see my shadow approach with the shadows of dusk and disappear with the flush of dawn? Tell me, my beloved, what will you be after having been magic ray to my eyes, sweet song to my ears, and wings to my soul? What will you be?– The Broken Wings, Kahlil Gibran.

You said “I love you…” but Franz Kafka wrote: I was reading my destiny inside your eyes without even knowing it.

Harbor and Sea

"I want to be your sea." "What do you mean?" "You said I'm your harbor, I want to be your sea." "It's the same thing, I mean I feel so peaceful with you, you're my destination, my end." "It's not the same. You take a refuge in a harbor, and when the storms pass, you leave. But when I'm your sea, the sea is your home. You surrender to it, you feel free. I don't want to be your harbor, I want to be your sea...."

If you can’t face it today or tomorrow, you’ll face it someday soon anyway. We both know this. You won’t feel anything when you face it but I can’t say it won’t hurt. All of this will happen, you’ll experience it but you’ll get through this too. Just like you’ve overcome everything, you will overcome this too. ♥️

At home crying over my life.

Trending Blogs

Recently Viewed Blogs

Its Not You. Its Me.