sun !
+ WELCOME MEME
the sun - what is your happiest memory?
the question itself leaves him with nothing but a vague turbulence of distant memories - foreign and unknown, his face is stuck between lost and found, his skin feels too thin for his weary bones; he's unsure. chanyeol avoids things, hiding his true nature; hiding the beast that swallow him whole, pretending he's deaf when dead things moan in his ear. 'tell them, tell them' they would say and he would lay still, dog limbs sprawl out with white furs fit in ashes. home is when you feel dirt under your nails.living for so long in the dark, standing too close on the edge, there’s no chance for him to shed any light. after all, dog are notorious for playing dirty. he’s collected in a different kind of realm, a boy with words and thoughts yet lips sealed under the wounds that marred his human legs and arms. if it was that easy, if it was just like back then, maybe things would be different. his conscious scream once a while but at the same time he’s nothing but a wild soul trapped in a cage of rotten flesh; in which he feels unease for. he’s wondering how things will end; when things will end. so instead of saying anything, his gaze remain sharp, dark and cold. as if there's nothing left of his human state but his form, an animal of woods and soils; igniting fire deep inside him. chanyeol is staring, looking down his own reflection. what is happiness when you don't even know who you really are?.
