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the only thing i have control over is my absence.

i’ll make sure you have something to miss.

#tw sui ideation #$h #tw sui vent #tw sui implied #tw sui talk #$h vent #tw depressing thoughts #tw vent

i love, therefore i leave .

#it’s for the best #i’m sorry #i love you #you’ll move on #schizoaffective #tw sui ideation #$h #actually schizophrenic #tw sui vent #schizophrenia #schizoposting #tw sui implied #tw sui talk #$h vent #cvtblur #cvt

no no nono the feeling is coming back i can’t keep doing this it’s getting closer and i don’t know how much longer i can hold on

#schizoaffective #tw sui ideation #$h #tw sui vent #schizophrenia #actually schizophrenic #schizoposting #tw sui implied #tw sui talk #$h vent #tw vent #sh #$h addict #tw depressing thoughts

trainsandpaperplanes

A type of freedom I'll only find in death.

trainsandpaperplanes

another version

almost immediately turned off the second i know someone is into me bc wtf is wrong with them ??

#the rules of attraction #$h #schizoaffective #tw sui ideation #actually schizophrenic #$h addict

i want to feel everything and nothing all at once. i want to think everything and nothing all at once. i want to taste everything and nothing all at once. i want to be everything and nothing all at once. all at once and never at all. all at once. never at all.

#schizoaffective #tw sui ideation #$h #actually schizophrenic #tw sui vent #$h addict #schizophrenia #schizoposting #tw sui implied #tw sui talk #existentialism

neglectedmutt

i feel like a puppy no one wants

short men piss me off. wtf are you doing down there

#they’re leprechauns you can’t trust them #short men #they make me so mad #just by existing

if you see me crying just know i’m thinking about Tony the gas station tiger💔

#poor boy died as a roadside attraction #i get so sick when i think about him i almost vomit #i hate people #misanthropy #tony the tiger

i was taught how to satisfy to survive. that’s a pretty sad thing to see in a six year old.

#vent post #$h vent #tw sui vent #tw vent #personal vent #vent

i-will-recover-tomorrow

#schizoposting #schizospec #actually schizophrenic #schizoaffective #schizophrenia

landminezblad3

can’t stop thinking about cvtting and getting blood everywhere it’s all I want

your-arms-are-my-cocoon

it really hurts how im so behind in life

fairycosmos

so embarrassing to be this depressed and to have my life be such a failure. seriously

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that 27 club comin up though.

macabrevampire

who up dealing w chronic suicidal ideation

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all hours quite honestly

no, i’m not the fucking problem. you fell in love with the fake ass happy mask that i have to keep on for people just like you. once the mask slips even a little and you see that i’m not all sunshine and bubbles, suddenly i’m too much for you. suddenly i’m the one bringing you down. no. don’t fucking pretend you care up until it’s an inconvenience for you. you don’t want to deal with me, fine. just leave me the fuck alone.

#tw sui ideation #$h #schizoaffective #$h addict #actually schizophrenic #tw sui implied #tw sui talk #tw sui vent #schizophrenia #schizoposting #sh #$hedblr #$h3dblr #$h h4rm #$hblur #$h mention #$h vent #$h related #$h tumblr

i’m destined to be a fucking statistic. what’s the point of trying

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