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im sorry. its crazy its CRAZY how theo's narration was relatively content about his fake heterosexual lifestyle and then. the SECOND boris shows up again he's acknowledging his misery and suicidality and gay history and the deep web of lies his life has become. and all of this was there beneath the surface, it just took boris's presence to make it obvious to him

gothsbian

(goes to a polish restaurant in my hometown) (suddenly remembers i had gay sex repeatedly with my best friend) oh god the fucking decade of repressed misery and multiple suicide attempts...

#its like the only thing real to him was their affection #everything else was just an act

foundmywei

gay people never flirt normally it’s always gotta be shit like this

chicago-geniza

my friend posted this on twitter & nobody has ever been more correct

#this is theo tbh #:/#didnt turn it into a kink and fucked his life up #thats why boris is there #to be his authority daddy

morbid-longing-picturesque

enjoy this poorly made shitty meme

mossslut

cant tell if i wanna stomp around in boris’ fuck me boots or get stomped by them

leatherandtweed

the goldfinch but it’s only 3 straight hours of gyuri driving popchyk around in the car

wadey-wilson

Maciej Musiałowski as Tomasz Giemza in Suicide Room: The Hater

macaulaytwins

underrated Theo Decker moment

ok but i need a sequel to the goldfinch

#yes i knowit's been seven years #no i dont care #2020 has been hard and we deserve it okay #tgf #the goldfinch

back on my goldfinch kick, thanks donna

#tgf #the goldfinch

For all you Goldfinch lovers out there, I SERIOUSLY recommend Sala Samobójców and ESPECIALLY Sala Samobójców: Hejter or, also known as The Suicide Room and The Suicide Room: The Hater/The Hater. It doesn’t seem to have enough following for how good it was and I especially think that this fandom would enjoy it!

#the goldfinch #tgf #Sala Samobójców: Hejter #The Hater #Sala Samobójców #Hejter

mortalpractice

—Richard Siken, from “I Had a Dream About You,” Crush

sanjidysphoria

there is something so comforting in reading the goldfinch while drinking coffee on a rainy day. yes i am gay.

earthbcnder-archive

THE GOLDFINCH: game aesthetic

That life - whatever else it is - is short. That fate is cruel but maybe not random. That Nature (meaning Death) always wins but that doesn’t mean we have to bow and grovel to it. That maybe even if we’re not always so glad to be here, it’s our task to immerse ourselves anyway: wade straight through it, right through the cesspool, while keeping eyes and hearts open. And in the midst of our dying, as we rise from the organic and sink back ignominiously into the organic, it is a glory and a privilege to love what Death doesn’t touch.