NEO.

He/they,may not talk to others much.

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

INTRO

names Neo. He/they pronouns,I'm kinda just here. As well as im New to yanblr. Teenage minor.

I am taken, just mostly here for rambling or interacting with some people I know. Though if you would like to talk on anon feel free, I don't bite strangers.

Warning there might be talk of topics such as cannibalism and other bloody topics, if you don't like this please avoid

Cannibalism/bloody topics: 🪡-bared fangs

Thank you for coming to the show.

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

Jesus christ I'm bad at talking to people.

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

sometimes I wish my beloved was closer. Would she mind if I were to take tiny things that remind me of them? Would they mind if I kept my hands on them for physical touch alot? If I left gifts handmade to her, as a claim to her space?

I love her very much, but sometimes my brain can't help but yearn to be able to see them in person. It Fees like roses are climbing up my ribcage and pouring out of my mouth with how much I just wanna adore her.

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

I feel like this body isn't mine sometimes, nawing, scratching, tryinf to leave what isn't mine.

I feel more like a beast or a cryptic forced to take thw face of a human. It eats me alive.

But then there's her, who smiles and tells me it's fine. Them who makes me laugh and gives me those stupid butterflys

This body might not feel like mine, but she does, and maybe that sweet poisonous thought is what makes this feeling worse.

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

Sometimes I wish to tear at the flesh of the idiots who can't take a hint. Cross the line. Let me snap these tired jaws and land my mark simply because you didn't listen to the warning on the fence

Theyve been warned but I wish they'd make my day.

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

I need caffeine, or to lay with someone under the stars with there hands tied so they don't run.

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

would it count as friendship bracelets if the handcuffs were bedazzled?

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

I wanna grow on you like moss. I wish you climb into your heart eith every smile and word, smile bright enough to give those seeds sin till it gets what it needs till I hug you and the moss takes us both, till we're one with the earth and eachother

What a way to go with those you love hm?

[departedluvr]

i look for you in every person i interact with, every conversation i have and every thing i see

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

I'd let you consume what you wanted of my corpse, I'd let you take my bones and use them as whatever you wished, jewlery,wall decor,maybe some ribs for the boneing of an outfit?

Id let your hands, stained with my blood mold my pretty little corpse into something worth your gaze. Even if it's just a knick nack. Just your love is all I'm asking for,even if it means to reinvent me.

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

I love my friends but when one of them says teehee like they got away with something I wanna lock them in a room where I'm sure there cared for, what? Not laughing anymore? I find this much funnier my dear

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

when you have people with more poplar accounts around you so it lowkey feels like they tryna grab you by the ankle to join them in poplaurity/silly

Might make a more serious post later idk depends on how silly I feel.

[mournintime]

I'd keep you in a lil glass enclosure with hide spaces and enrichment if you became a small creature

can it be an underwater cave enclosure /silly

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

Yes, I'll even get some plants to hide the entrance/silly

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

had someone reach out and apolgize recently.

It doesn't happen often I block someone as abruptly due to being pissed off as I was. Quite rare actually, it takes a lot to truly piss me off.

But they apologized. And I was sent that apology. It seems earnest I guess but but I really.....can't find myself to give a fuck. I drew a line when they stressed everyone out so bad I had to show my fangs just to get him to fuck off.

Because when something blows up this bad,I lose the will to frankly give a fuck about them. I'm not sure how to feel about it all. Or if I should leave that apology screenshot to dust away

Its strange is all.

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

Lets braid some ribbon together so we can tie eachothers hand in it and now we have a way to make sure we can't leave eachothers side.

Also we can tug eachother around abit for shits and gigs,we're eachothers afterall.

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

sometimes being silly is looking like your vibing irl but in your head your mapping out torture methods lowkey.

[cyb3r-aurr0ra]

okay but post biteing eachother, after the high of blood slipping past our mouths and flesh breaking wearing off, slowly going through the motions of caring for such wounds. Getting the disinfectant and first aid kit, sliently cleaning every wound as we laugh abit at the others expression when the sting hits. Calmly stitching up too deep of wounds with clumsy practice before we settle down and let the bone-deep tiredness finally take over.

Napping quietly under that serenity, because while my bite might feel like posion to most I hope for you,it shows my affection as I intend it. Even if I crave to know how your flesh tastes.