23:18 // April 3rd // Journal Entry
Antsy. Can't sleep. I've been back into shifting, and I think I'm getting somewhere. My script is halfhearted at best though, and I still haven't shifted.
My doubt grows every day.
I've debated making myself write down that shifting is real maybe a hundred times just to try and push it into my subconscious. I've tried every method under the sun. I've scripted every last thing, I've tried just a single idea. A location. I've had probably a million different ideas for where I want to shift.
I can feel myself getting close. But I can't concentrate long enough to count or focus on anything. I can manifest, and I'm really good at it in all honesty. But shifting continues to evade me.
Not sure what I'm doing wrong.