why @ninjaturtlecosmo is problematic
Here is a message I sent to the person after seeing she had called me toxic online. It is cosmothediclonius on deviantart. So here we are.
"Really it is crazy how pathetic it is indeed. Calling me toxic. Yes of course. Sounds like someone has no memory and absolutely adores the victim mentality.Sounds like in your speech about calling me toxic, you forgot how all these times where you acted like if you took me for granted.Where shall we begin? Oh. Lets begin with the first problem when during our RPs we made them about your stories (I admit the TS was very fun and I loved it) where we spent long hours about yours. But when it was about Rping my stories well suddenly the answers were always short and then "Oh sorry I disappear to write" while you never ever said once that you didnt want to do these. You said I assumed and you enjoyed it but with your attitude it is safe to assume. Rp is supposed to be an exchange and everything is good when it is about you. But when it is about others? You do not care. I feel like, even if you claimed once to see me as a mentor, you were also quite jealous coz you never ended your stories or never went through your ideas. Wanna be recognized? Here an advice: finish your stories instead of making others pay when you couldnt.Anyway next problem: all these times where you mocked my OCS in my stories. Remember where your Mary sue Kylie or Kyrie roasted one of mine named Esmeral (TF) and you used your cgaracter to insult it? Well you are free to dislike a character, girl. But dont go play innocent and be like "AWWW BUT I LOVED HER" and whining when I call you out about it. Because when I called out the flaws of yours you suddenly went in victim mode againThird problem: the fact that in your ideas that were the lenght of a damn novel instead of writing your novel, you copied my ideas and called it "inspiration". Lol yeah the mood suppressant from my TF stories for you to use in your Star wars story. Or to basically retake my Ophelia OC baclstory to make it for yours in a trasher way. It is.not inspiration it is plagiarism. Period.Fourth problem: you disappeared like that without warning after like 2019 where we talked to each other. Yes today I grew older and I know you dont owe anyone anything especially not on Iternet where there are no friends. But you call me toxic and you never told me what the problem was while I always told you whats wrong. You played it like "you are my bff" only to ghost me and later you call me toxic. News, girl: communication is key. For ths mess i am sorry but you are as to blame you know. Not saying my behavior wasnt shitty in retalation to yours cause you hurt me and I defended myself. And honestly I dont even want to bother about reading your answer coz you will play the "I am a sad victim of a toxic friend and i whine for my own mess". And yadayada. You know what? Instead of making drama on Internet, i suggest you write it down for your novel or your TV or anything instead of whining online. Oh and I suggest you go for a therapist. It might help your victim mentality, girl.Oh and fifth problem in the end? The fact that when we had issues coz I called her out for her shitty behavior she went for her friends to cry and solve problems for her. Of course crying and acting like a damn victim and asks her friend (was it cmara? Not sure) to talk toe to figure things out. Sorry but this behavior is okay for a child/teen but cosmothediclonius wasnt a child/teen at this time. I got her friend saying : "she is really sorry" after all reasons I quoted above.
And when I decided she deserved a second chance and that we could be friends again? She kept it on again. Sorry. But if she calls me emotionally abusive, what is she? I am sure if we check all our DMs she has more problematic stuffs on her own than I do.I feel like you do not give a damn about how you hurt people and you just care about how people hurt you. I think your empathy is clearly low and in a friendly way? I advise you to not go to ao3 because haters/trolls are awful here.I admit my behavior - in retalation of yours- was not good at times coz you hurt me and you gave no shit about myfeelings. And even if you gave out LONG reviews after I called you out for these shits you pulled out to praise my stories, I feel all of it was forced in the end. I feel like you went online and checked "is my friend toxic" and suddenly deciding I was coz I decided to grow a spine and talks about MY stories too when all you wanted was having an audience for YOUR stories that you never finished ever. (Save a Pill life). Gosh it is pathetic. You wanted fans. Not friends.Well if you come to call me emotionally abusive as apparently you are the expert after searching online, well I can say the same. You were the kind of vampiric person who always harassed about their stories in the sense yours will be going the new Star wars or the new Transformers or the new Disney (like making novels about it) and whenever I talked mine you 1]either answered like "cool" "lol" and "XD" and 2] faked interest when I called you out. And when the topic wasnt about you? You always found a way to bring back to your stories coz you love attention and want to exist. Guess it is a reason why at 26 You still dont know what to do with your life. I suggest you are a narcissistic and borderline person lol. See? Me too I can base my diagnostic just with researches like that LOL.Anyway, have a good life and I hope your victim mentality will stop even if I doubt you ever will. People like you never change and loves playing the victim card. I just believe this: no great company will ever check fanfictions and out of blue pick yours for becoming the next Blockbuster oftheir franchise. SORRY. Deal with it. It doesnt mean you cannot make your own original stories but I doubt you will ever finish these with how you are.Enjoy anyway. And hope you mature.
