Hi everyone. I apologize for being away for so long, i was busy, but I also forgot to mention that I couldn't handle the hate. However, I’ve completely cut off contact with those people. I feel like I’m dealing with trauma, or perhaps the trauma has already set in.
Ever since I left DeviantArt, I haven't been able to forget what my haters did to me and my OCs. I’ve had some really hard days, truly difficult ones, and I don’t know how I’ll be feeling.
And I might ask what the underage idiots think:
Am i sensitive?
Am i manipulative?
Am i attention seeker?
Am i a pedophile?
Am i problematic?
Am i proshipper?
Am i commshipper?
Am i noncon shipper?
Am i child murderer?
Am I homophobic?
Am i abusive?
Am i Nazi supporter?
Am i genocide supporter?
Am i a scammer?
Am i really hated enough?
Am i pretending a victim?
Am i a tracer?
Am i still not good enough?
...
No, I am NOT her, yet I’m still being treated like TenZero. But I don’t draw like TenZero, and I don’t support her.
I also see that bro copying my original new art again while saying, "I dOn'T sUpPoRt tEnZeRo/ZeLlY." Everyone saw what he or she did and heard all the stories about my past, because they thought I was a terrible person. Because the drama started with them a long time ago, and I have no use for drama; it just lingers on a lousy website where kids scream at each other and trash-talk me on my abandoned accounts.
Why did they go and post that rage-bait nonsense about me and my OCs? For attention? Of course, just for attention, so everyone would hate and doxx me until I'll leave the internet for good.
Maybe some other minor is going to post my art and my OCs and tell everyone, "I dOn'T sUpPoRt ZeLeNa/ZeYlLa BeCaUsE sHe SuPpOrTeD iSrAeL aNd ShIpPeD rAdI aNd SaLlY, aNd HeR oC iS bAd JuSt LiKe HeR, aNd ShE kIlLeD oThEr OcS wHo AlSo LoVe RaDi, AnD BLA BLA BLA!!!"—
That’s it, I’ve had enough!! I’ve said for the 50th time now that I am NOT. LIKE. THAT!!!
I couldn't even manage to fully develop the story or the ship between my irl OC and Hexxus, nor the one between my OC Angela and Mettaton (which also needs a story), and shipping of Radi with Sally or Sanya; I also needed to make a music video for my OC Vortis. But I let the haters get to me, i couldn't help it. Ideally, I’d like to start working on the various AU comics I have in mind, but without the haters around. I just draw what I want. When i will post my art, and search it everywhere. I’m already hadn't time to open up slots for free commissions or requests, yet I still doing them whenever someone asks me to draw something.
Anyway, I don't know what comes next after my vent, but as always, I'm feeling really weighed down, and it's hot at home.
And once again, sorry for my language, but I need to start in the new, without the hate and criticism. I have things to do tomorrow, and I'm already so anxious about it.
I also didn't notice why comments on Tumblr are blocked on my posts, maybe it's because of false comments or spamming? I don't know what's wrong with it again. But I just need to figure out while I'm still here.Oh yeah, about my incrediSona and Incredibox Express oc, i really need to make a few comics and then shipping after I'll finish a few arts about my pre alt oc and Hexxus. That's what i remember what to do.