how yunhuaās life wouldāve turned out if her mother never left the east
au, political stuff, no rowan, manipulative yunhua, minor character death
In another life, they stayed in the East.
No snow-choked mountains, no cold-elven outposts, no hollow silences between stone corridors that echoed with a name no one dared to say aloud. In this version, Sumei, Yunhua's mother, never fled westward chasing after promises of love and marriage. She stayed.
And so Yunhua stayed too.
She was five when she first stepped onto the flagstone paths of the southern palace garden, trailing just behind her mother's heels. The older woman carried baskets of dried bitterleaf and starroot, wrapped in cloth and steam. Sumei worked as a low-ranked herbalist's aide in one of the imperial courts ā barely a title, barely a name, just another silent pair of hands in a system that neither noticed nor thanked her.
But it placed her inside the palace. And that, Yunhua would later understand, was everything.
The court gardens were her nursery. Moss-slicked stones, crooked root paths, shade drawn from towering ginkgo and plum trees. She learned to count in the shadows of willows and read from pages smudged with dried sap and tincture spills.
She rarely spoke. That suited her mother just fine. Words were not for girls of their station. Precision was. Posture. Silence. Obedience.
But even silence holds power.
And Yunhua was never idle.
While Sumei measured herbs and traced fading veins of golden fungi, Yunhua listened. She learned to blend in, to drift unnoticed along the corridor walls, to curl into alcoves like shadow. The palace buzzed with sound ā not noise, but meaning. Courtiers smiled with their teeth and plotted behind fans. Servants passed coded messages with the way they refilled cups or avoided eye contact. Eunuchs held grudges with razor edges beneath soft tones. And Yunhua, quiet-eyed and narrow-boned, heard it all.
By the time she was eleven, she could distinguish political factions not by their crests, but by the scent of their robes. She knew which servants could be bribed and which scribes were watching for their own gain.
She learned the art of holding her tongue and holding it still.
Not because she was afraid ā but because she was thinking.
Thinking far ahead.
They called her a freak.
At first, it was meant as a slur. A murmured half-insult from other children in the servants' hall. She was odd, they said. Too quiet. Her eyes were too dark, too direct. She didn't cry when other children pulled her hair or smeared soot on her sleeves. She didn't fight back, either.
She simply waited.
And when those same children found their favorite sweets missing from their lunch or their washwater inexplicably freezing cold in winter, they never thought to blame her.
But they remembered her silence.
That was enough.
At fourteen, she began delivering medicinal reports in her mother's place. No one stopped her. The court was too large to notice a thin-limbed girl with serious eyes, especially when she bowed with proper timing and kept her head respectfully down.
But she saw things.
She watched how the Emperor's aides delivered false smiles with trembling hands. She noticed which guards lingered outside which chambers and which herbalists always requested double rations of wormwood before the full moon.
She started keeping a list.
She was seventeen when she first made use of it.
A mid-ranking official had insulted her mother, loudly, in front of several scribes ā called her an "uneducated peasant bitch" when she corrected his request for wolf's fern. Her mother said nothing. Bowed her head. Endured.
Yunhua didn't.
She visited one of the laundresses the next day. A woman who owed her a favor from months earlier ā a mismeasured dosage of black sap resolved before it turned fatal.
Within the week, the official's wife discovered a set of unfamiliar perfume oils in his clothing. Scandal followed. Then disgrace. His beloved sons turned against him and sided with their mother. The man was reassigned to a remote mountain post near the northern border.
Yunhua never smiled about it.
But she began adding stars beside certain names in her ledger.
She didn't grow up beautiful in the conventional sense.
Her features were too stark, her brows too sharp, her expressions too restrained. But there was something else about her ā a poise that caught attention. When she walked, people stepped aside. When she entered a room, conversations faltered, just slightly.
It was like the moment before a blade is drawn ā not the sound, not the violence. Just the anticipation.
By twenty five, she no longer moved in the servants' corridors.
By thirty three, she was offered an apprenticeship under Magistrate Kyun, a tactician with a fondness for unorthodox pupils.
He taught her games of influence. Of patience.
She taught him how to win them.
When a visiting emissary from the western outposts brought word of instability, she drafted a contingency proposal before the generals even summoned council. The Emperor never saw it, but his steward did ā and from that point on, her name entered the registry.
Not as a servant.
As an asset.
She dressed in subdued colors. Stone-gray, dusk blue, charcoal. Robes tailored with quiet elegance, never ostentatious. Her hair was worn high in intricate braids ā a nod to her mother's old traditions ā accented by single beads of obsidian or ivory. She wore no cosmetics. She needed none.
Men approached her carefully.
Women watched her carefully.
She never married. Never showed interest in partnership of any kind. But rumors clung to her anyway.
A minor noble once asked herādrunkenly, arrogantlyāif she knew how to smile.
She looked at him for a long moment.
Then replied: "I do. But I reserve it for victories."
He laughed.
Later, he lost a major trade deal after she advised the Emperor's second consort on alternative routes.
No one connected it.
Except him.
He never laughed in her presence again.
By forty, she held a seat on the advisory board of the internal affairs ministry ā the youngest in a century. Some objected. Whispered about favoritism, about undue influence.
But when asked to speak, Yunhua laid out a full six-month projection of military provisions, trade failures, and covert correspondence between a rival court and the northern tribes.
She recited it from memory.
She spoke with no emotion. No flourish. Just facts, arranged like cleanly laid stones.
When she finished, no one objected again.
Would she be kind?
Only sometimes.
Only to those who worked quietly and bled for little things. The kitchen girl who once bandaged her wrist after a fall. The old translator who gave her fragments of her mother's dialect without asking for coin. The stablehand who let her walk the horses when she was too restless to think.
She rewarded loyalty.
And punished arrogance.
Not because she enjoyed the cruelty ā but because she believed the court could not afford indulgence. The world was cruel. Power was blunt. She had no interest in pretending otherwise.
Her mother died before she turned fifty.
A slow illness. The kind that left time for regrets. Yunhua visited every evening. Fed her with her own hands. Whispered the old names from her mother's village. Her mother said little in the end. But her last words were:
"Stay sharp."
Yunhua buried her with dried bitterleaf and crushed magnolia bark ā the scent of their first garden.
She did not cry.
She sent no official notice to the court.
She simply resumed work the next morning, hair tied back in a black ribbon.
If she had any lovers, no one knew.
If she had any weaknesses, no one dared to exploit them.
She became known as the Knife Behind the Curtain. A soft-spoken presence who signed nothing unless it had been read three times, who never made enemies twice, who neverāeverāforgot an insult.
There were efforts to outmaneuver her, of course. Plots formed in lacquered rooms, over rice wine and flattery. But they ended, one by one, with resignation letters. With illness. With exile.
Not murder. Not overtly.
Just... absence.
She rarely had to raise her hand. That was what frightened them most.
In the latter half of her life, she held more influence than five generals combined.
She walked alone. Always. No attendants. No carriage.
People parted around her like mist.
She introduced reforms in healthcare for mixed-blood districts. Quietly reshuffled the internal chain of scribe appointments. Funded education programs for half-elves and children of other races and made sure their names appeared on noble registries. None of it bore her seal.
But they knew.
And they feared her for it.
Because she had power.
And worse ā she knew what it was worth.
And sometimes, very late, when the night was silent and even the palace lanterns had guttered out, Yunhua would sit by her mother's old desk, fingers pressed to the grain-worn wood, and wonder:
What would have happened if she'd grown soft?
If she had turned left instead of right.
If she had chosen herbs over ledgers. Touch over calculation. If she had let herself be small.
But the thought passed quickly.
She had no room for ghosts.
Only memory.
Only purpose.
Only the knowledge that her silence had never meant absence.
Only that it had always beenāby choiceāprelude.
Dnd oc in the making and a tiny lore drop bcs the storyās still in the making and i still got no glue how to write on this damn app
Yunhua was thirteen when she first arrived at the elven outpost near the borderlands ā a quiet half-elf girl with big eyes and too-small shoulders. Her human mother had died the previous winter, and no one in the village had the patience or means to care for a half-blood. So they sent her to her fatherās people.
The elves didnāt quite know what to do with her either.
She didnāt speak much. She flinched at loud noises. She kept her eyes on the floor and her hands clenched at her sides, always bracing for something. They housed her, fed her, but she was a ghost in their halls. Just another half-breed waiting to age out of the courtesy they were obligated to give.
She was 33 when she met Rowan ā still young by elven standards, but already old enough to feel invisible.
By that age she had been sent to study with an elven herbalist in a forest enclave, one of those quiet, refined places where the trees whispered and no one raised their voices. Yunhua didnāt belong there either. She was half-human after all, and it showed ā not in her face, but in her posture, her hesitance, her awkward silences. Her mentor tolerated her. The others didnāt even do that.
She spent most days alone in the archives or tending to the gardens, where she wouldnāt be in anyoneās way and rarely spoke unless spoken toā¦
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