yesterday was complete and utter shit. i felt like i was drowning in work but I had barely anything to do. the quarantine has made me more anxious than ever. on top of that school makes me feel less of a human being. some of my teachers (one bitchy history guy), decide to over load with work, then take away our privileges of redoing & turning in latework. It was one thing to take away our late work, but to not even show us how to fix our mistakes, whats even the point of doing the assignments in the first place if hes not gonna help us correct ourselves, thats what learning is anyway. btw, he doesnt put due dates on our assignments. so not only is he vague as fuck, we don’t know 100% of the time when our work is due. he even grades unfairly. if i worked with a partner (having similar answers) we should at least have a similar grade, right? no. wrong. i dont get whats hard for him? everything is online. realistically he should just ‘ctrl + f’ the fuck out of our assignments but i guess fucking not. idk how he managed in person to person schooling. because apparently he cant keep track of assignments & its too much for him. this man literally makes me feel less of my self & i seriously considered offing myself, all because of a class. it makes me feel selfish, which is why i try pushing the thoughts away, but it feels neglectful to myself. this online school bullshit is hurting everyone. i hope we go back to regular schooling so he can see my face & realize that he makes me feel void of all feeling. i want him to see the stress, & the tears, & hopefully he’ll see how he makes me feel. honestly idk what to do, i feel like ican just barely get out of bed.
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