lavolumniaâ:
âIf this was Cape Town, all of this would be mine. This would be my office, youâd be below me in rank.â Vivianne looks at her son as he says those words, so still, one would hear a pin-drop in the pristine office.
And then she laughs.
Itâs not the laugh he might remember of her; warm, melodiously reserved amusement that makes her eyes sparkle and brings out the dimple in her cheek.
Itâs a cold, dead thing; an echo in an empty tower.
âI never knew you had such a flair for comedy, Cyrus. Careful that you do not become the butt of your own joke.â Because it is a joke. That her son arrives fresh-faced from the Little Leagues of South Africa and speaks to her thus; a woman whoâd worked for the mob longer than heâd been alive on this earth. âI will not have you made the laughing-stock in Verona because of your arrogance.â She warns him; all traces of humour disappearing instantly from her porcelain features. This isnât Cape Town, she thinks again, they donât bow to Boy-Kings here.
âI donât bend deadlines for anyone. If you canât play by the rules, donât join the game â Or is that not how things are done in South Africa?â She asks rhetorically, sarcasm pouring from her tongue. Itâs a not a question that warrants an answer. âIf a report is expected of you on Friday evening, you submit it on Friday evening. Not Friday night. Not Saturday morning. If you cannot take time away from your wine and yourâŠâ Sheâs about to say âwomenâ but she doubts very much that her twenty year old son knows what those are. âE le tue ragazze,â And your girls, she settles on the word, â â Then maybe youâre in the wrong career.â
The truth is this: Right now, Vivianne doesnât give a damn about the Sicilian report. But itâs a front to hold onto as Capobastone, when itâs so much easier than playing the role of estranged mother. Mother to an unfamiliar son, asking questions she doesnât want to answer. And yet Cyrus persists. She wonders if thatâs her own stubborn streak she sees in him; if sheâs managed to pass on her flaws despite sending him away from her, in part, to prevent that same transmission.Â
âI didnât force the information about your assailant out of you.â Vivianne objects, bristling. Even though itâs exactly what she did in that hospital room when she was made first aware of her sonâs injuries. âDimmi,â She turns the question on its head and aims it back at him, âwhy do you care that Grace Daly is sporting an injury like yours? There are many cripples in this city, Cyrus, if youâve developed a sudden interest in charity, I can direct you towards the ones currently taking donations.â
Vivianneâs laugh cuts right through mark and bone, tearing off his clothes until heâs left standing in front of her naked, completely vulnerable to her harsh remarks and humiliation.
He feels like heâs four years old again, an innocent, naive child knowing nothing about what truly goes on in the world. And he hates it. Hates her for making him feel this way. For still having so much power over him despite abandoning him in the streets like an unwanted puppy.
And yet, even when his eyes grow cold as ice, the previously spark of amusement diminished by her cutting words like a candle that has been put out, the smirk on his lips doesnât waver. If anything, it grows potentially stronger as if fueled by the knowledge of how itâll get under her skin, as if itâs the only defense mechanism still left to his disposal. Which it might as well be.
âYou might be surprised by my many talents, mamma.â If youâd let me stay, youâd know about them. He doesnât need to say it out loud for it to still fill the room like carbon dioxide, slowly but surely suffocating all air. Head cocked slightly to the right, âYou will not have me made the laughing-stock of Verona?â, his words sharp enough to cut through paper gently flowing down a stream, âand since when do you have a say in what I do or donât do? What happens to me?â Since when do you care?
Involuntarily, his breath quickens, muscles tense. Every act of casualty requires immense self-control and strength of will. The more she talks, the harder it gets.Â
He pushes through nonetheless. If only because he canât, because he wonât grant her the satisfaction of seeing his unimpressed facade crack and shatter. Of seeing herself having any power over him. She simply doesnât deserve it and as long as itâs up to him, heâll continue to withhold it, even if sheer spite is the only power that itâll fuel his strength to continue.
Teeth gritting together, he presses a ânon accadrĂ piĂčâ out, the smile on his lips only barely hanging on the frayed threads. He hates to give in like that, to cower before her, but at the end of the day, sheâs still his capobastone and he has to answer to her.Â
After all, unlike anything she assumes about him, he does know how this business works.
Then they fall back into more comfortable territory, the one that is more likely to get under her skin and breathing becomes a little lighter, carrying himself upright in a proud manner a little easier.Â
Instead of commenting on her objection, Cyrus only cocks up one eyebrow, this small change in facial expression saying all he needs to say on that topic. The memory of her cornering him in his hospital room, the gun wound only just sewn together after the bullet had been removed, still so fresh in his mind that it takes too much of his strength to keep himself from bursting out into laughter to want to contradict her out loud. She wonât admit it anyway, he knows that.
Fingers brush carelessly through golden curls, as he tilts his head to the right, not even bothering to try to prevent the amused smirk from sneaking onto his lips.
âOh, I donât care for cripples in general, theyâre none of my concernsâ, he says, words followed by a dismissive wave of his left hand, âwhat does interest me, however, is the coincidence of my assailant spotting almost the same wound only a few days later.â For a moment, he pauses, as he slowly allows his gaze to wander upwards her body and her face until his eyes look directly at hers. âOne might call it karma or Divine vengeance, but I canât help but suspect something more worldly to be responsible here. You wouldnât know anything about this, mamma, would you?â The dryness in his voice could equal that of the Sahara. âIt just strikes me as an odd coincidence for you to be only person to be so insistent of finding out the attackerâs name, only for her to get stabbed in the same spot shortly after. But then again, that would require you to actually give a damn about anybody but yourselfâ, a wolfish smile sneaks onto his lips, âand we both know your cold and dead heart wouldnât allow this, now would it?â







