Sup! this is @cytochrome-sea ās system blog bc theyāre a newly discovered system and didnāt wanna post abt it on main
member intros and dni/byf belowwww the cut
there are five of us, as follows:
in order of appearance: lucky, scout, the jackrabbit, and stargate
LUCKY:
it/he/they, winged black and white border collie
host, takes care of shit, mom friend
SCOUT:
he/him, golden gryphon with brown eyes
i donāt know all the system roles ever but probably protector or something, kinda irritable
THE JACKRABBIT:
he/they/none, tan jackrabbit with red eyes
little dude is an anxiety holder
STARGATE:
any pronouns, black gryphon with blue eyes and a white star on forehead
we donāt know why stargate is here, the only thing we know abt them is that they like hyperpop
TOFFEE:
the newest member of our squad!
she/he, gray dappled pegasus with teal wings, mane and tail.
she holds our demand avoidance
BYF i have better things to do than get into fights with strangers on the tumblr so donāt come at me with syscourse or shipping discourse or whatever the fuck. you wonāt get the reaction out of me that u want.
i am autistic and psychotic. i will turn into the scary schizo that you see on television if you throw syscourse at me. i donāt know my system origin and i donāt really care ! so sue me <3
i am gay t4t asexual, transmasc xenogender cringecore loser coded emo boy.
the entire system is nonhuman
tags:
#chrome barkz - luckyās tag
#scout squawks - scoutās tag
#stargate squawkz - stargateās tag
#jackrabbit says - the jackrabbitās tag
#toffee moment - toffee's tag
(sorry if this is blunt, scout wrote it! peace and love to yāall -chrome)
it really is completely fine to not be super precise on tracking fronters on your simply plural. if you've forgotten to change it for some hours, or forgotten about it for days or more, that's totally fine. there's no pressure, it's okay. nothing bad is gonna happen, i promise.
You're (/anti-endos) the saneist/ableist one for refusing to acknowledge how different neurodivergencies can affect the brain and therefore plurality
We're part endo because our psychosis/schizophrenia plays a direct role in how we work as a system
How is that anything close to ableism?
Check your assumptions, fix your mindsets
Because we REFUSE to stop existing just because some asshole on the internet can't wrap their mind around someone existing in a way that's different from them
And by the way
We support created systems too, not just protogenic, neurogenic, and traumagenic ones
We support all. system. origins.
The ONLY reason we don't identify as pro-endo is because we're anti-syscourse as a whole
why do you need evidence? is other systems' lived experience not enough? do you need to be able to neatly categorize other people's existence before you can respect them?
why can't you just listen to your fellow systems? why must you have scientific research and evidence that certain types of systems exist? surely the fact that so many plurals identify in this way should be enough proof for you.
to quote a beautiful piece of art one of my friends made: the institution of psychiatry can not perfectly describe + explain systemhood + IT NEVER WILL
don't tell people how they can and cannot exist. accept others even when you don't understand them. non-disordered, non-traumagenic, and mixed origin systems are your plural siblings. stand with and support them. in the eyes of the rest of society we are all freaks.
WOAH OKAY HOLD THE PHONE. YOUR PUTTING WORDS IN MY MOUTH. IM NOT SAYING IT DOESNT EXIST, IM ASKING THE LINK BETWEEN THE TWO. DONT AUTOMATICALLY ASSUME IM DENYING EXISTENCE WHEN IM ASKING A GENUINE QUESTION HERE.
you have "dni endogenic "systems"" in your pinned post. I think my assumption that you believe non-disordered/non-traumagenic systems don't exist is warranted. and my question still stands: why do you need scientific evidence that we exist? why can you not trust others' lived experience?
BECAUSE IM CURIOUS HOW EVERYTHING WORKS AND WANT TO KNOW THE FINE DETAILS AND SEE IF I CAN RELATE IT TO CDD (YES, SPLITTING WITHOUT TRAUMA DOESNT MAKE YOU ENDOGENIC BUT THATS A DISCUSSION FOR ANOTHER TIME)
THE REASON I HAVE SYSTEM IN QUOTES IS BECAUSE THIS IS MY BIGGEST PROBLEM WITH THE ENDOGENIC COMMUNITY. YOU GUYS ARENT SYSTEMS. YOU MIGHT BE PLURAL, USE THAT TERM! JUST STOP USING TERMS FOR A DISORDER YOU CLAIM YOU DO NOT HAVE.
we are a psychogenic (read: formed due to psychosis) system!
psychosis is a type of neurodivergence, and it formed a system.
Q.E.D.
also , per your, "do you think i want to identify with this shit?" if the doctors had their way, i would be medicated to a state of lethargy such that we cannot hear each other in headspace. the psychiatric institution is not going to validate my plurality. we had to do that ourselves. you dont have to like being plural, or ID as plural, but its a sweeping generalization to assume that the overall experience of plurality is entirely negative
responding to this and then thats it (because karkat wont stop foaming at the mouth unless i do because were not letting her back into front like ever) anyways shes had an overall negative experience with being a system (given the fact we have such so severe anxiety and she was split to hold those feelings) so she gets really mad at the term identify
(saying all this with the knowledge that yall arenāt going to respond and thatās ok)
1. regardless of your experience with being a system, that does not excuse coming onto a community blog and demanding proof that endogenic systems exist, then being upset when others reacted poorly to you calling them ignorant.
2. you say donāt know much about a topic yet you have a strong opinion on it and become upset to the point of pre-syncope when challenged with both scientific papers and anecdotal evidence (which by the way, op did not have to provide that for you. the internet is free, and it was not their responsibility to educate you. they did that out of the goodness of their heart)
3. you are entitled to your own opinions, sure, and itās ok to be uncomfortable with some individuals or in some online spaces, but i would highly recommend critically examining why you are so uncomfortable with the entirety of a group of people, and if that discomfort warrants the combative and condescending words and actions showcased today.
anyway, i hope yall are filled with peace and feel loved.
You're (/anti-endos) the saneist/ableist one for refusing to acknowledge how different neurodivergencies can affect the brain and therefore plurality
We're part endo because our psychosis/schizophrenia plays a direct role in how we work as a system
How is that anything close to ableism?
Check your assumptions, fix your mindsets
Because we REFUSE to stop existing just because some asshole on the internet can't wrap their mind around someone existing in a way that's different from them
And by the way
We support created systems too, not just protogenic, neurogenic, and traumagenic ones
We support all. system. origins.
The ONLY reason we don't identify as pro-endo is because we're anti-syscourse as a whole
why do you need evidence? is other systems' lived experience not enough? do you need to be able to neatly categorize other people's existence before you can respect them?
why can't you just listen to your fellow systems? why must you have scientific research and evidence that certain types of systems exist? surely the fact that so many plurals identify in this way should be enough proof for you.
to quote a beautiful piece of art one of my friends made: the institution of psychiatry can not perfectly describe + explain systemhood + IT NEVER WILL
don't tell people how they can and cannot exist. accept others even when you don't understand them. non-disordered, non-traumagenic, and mixed origin systems are your plural siblings. stand with and support them. in the eyes of the rest of society we are all freaks.
WOAH OKAY HOLD THE PHONE. YOUR PUTTING WORDS IN MY MOUTH. IM NOT SAYING IT DOESNT EXIST, IM ASKING THE LINK BETWEEN THE TWO. DONT AUTOMATICALLY ASSUME IM DENYING EXISTENCE WHEN IM ASKING A GENUINE QUESTION HERE.
you have "dni endogenic "systems"" in your pinned post. I think my assumption that you believe non-disordered/non-traumagenic systems don't exist is warranted. and my question still stands: why do you need scientific evidence that we exist? why can you not trust others' lived experience?
BECAUSE IM CURIOUS HOW EVERYTHING WORKS AND WANT TO KNOW THE FINE DETAILS AND SEE IF I CAN RELATE IT TO CDD (YES, SPLITTING WITHOUT TRAUMA DOESNT MAKE YOU ENDOGENIC BUT THATS A DISCUSSION FOR ANOTHER TIME)
THE REASON I HAVE SYSTEM IN QUOTES IS BECAUSE THIS IS MY BIGGEST PROBLEM WITH THE ENDOGENIC COMMUNITY. YOU GUYS ARENT SYSTEMS. YOU MIGHT BE PLURAL, USE THAT TERM! JUST STOP USING TERMS FOR A DISORDER YOU CLAIM YOU DO NOT HAVE.
we are a psychogenic (read: formed due to psychosis) system!
psychosis is a type of neurodivergence, and it formed a system.
Q.E.D.
also , per your, "do you think i want to identify with this shit?" if the doctors had their way, i would be medicated to a state of lethargy such that we cannot hear each other in headspace. the psychiatric institution is not going to validate my plurality. we had to do that ourselves. you dont have to like being plural, or ID as plural, but its a sweeping generalization to assume that the overall experience of plurality is entirely negative
when you donāt have adequate parents you have to learn how to be your own.
however, iāve learned while trying to apply this principle that viewing parts of myself as children or immature and irrational people who just need to be bullied or taught into submission wasnāt very fruitful.
episodes like this can seem likeĀ āa tantrumā or form of regression to many people who donāt deal with them regularly.
this is just the behavior of a person who has been pushed to their limit, and isnāt given a sufficient amount of resources, respect, and control over their own life ā just like kids, due to the lack of social and legal protections they receive, not due to immaturity.
anyway, not every scenario goes like this. sometimes sayingĀ āi think this might make me feel worse, but iāll give myself the freedom to do what i want regardlessā means shutting down for the whole day, and i still consider this a success as it floats above more active forms of self-destruction that used to be quite common for me while i ignored clear escalation signals in my brain.
this one probably looks the most like success to an audience, though, and i wanted to write about how useful sayingĀ ājust do what you would want a parent to do for youā is to remind myself of
My political interests as someone with OSDD are probably more alligned with some random person faking DID than anyone who hunts for the secret fake evil systems. And the social benefits of faking DID are roughly 0 so I don't even believe in the faker at this point. They're probably have it for real by the time you sickos are done ruining their life over nothing
There's literally nothing you can do to prove yourself a real suffering disabled dissociative disorders haver and honestly I'd rather be around the endogenic danganronpa kinnie than some ableist harassment ghoul
I NEED you guys to know this. Endogenic systems are not a "chronically online" thing, there is a reason anti-endos complain about struggling to find irl system spaces. And that's because most systems irl are very accepting of other forms of plurality! They might not call it endogenic, but saying "It's my spiritual belief that-" or "In my opinion my system is-" is very normal! People will accept you and respect your beliefs because respecting beliefs is basic manners!
There is a reason why most anti-endo accounts you see are minors or children in middle school or high school, and it's because they are genuinely surrounded by judgemental teenagers and internalize that shit for themselves.
In college we met so many endogenic plurals and so many soulbonders and so many otherkin and etc. It's the age where you just stop caring what other people think, and it's exciting to see what others believe about themselves and the universe
ASK GAME FOR DERANGED PLURALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OR SOMETHING
š„ (BIG BOOM) - WHO IS THE EVILIEST LITTLE CRETIN IN YOUR SYSTEM. THIS CAN BE AFFECTIONATE IDC
š (AHHH WAVE) - IF YOUR ENTIRE SYSTEM WAS ON AN ABANDONED ISLAND AND YOU HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO SACRIFICE SOMEONE TO THE SEAGULLS TO SURVIVE WHOāS GOING. WHOāS GETTING VOTED TO THE SEAGULLS
š¹ (EW ROMANCE) - WHOāS THE FRUITIEST MF THERE. DO THEY NEED TO CALM THE FUCK DOWN YES OR NO
š„ (ARSON TIME) - WHO IS PUBLIC ENEMY NUMBAH ONE
š¤¼ (FRIENDSHIP LOSES) - DOES YOUR SYSTEM HAVE A PAIR OF ARCH NEMESIES?? ABSOLUTELY ON SIGHT FOR EACH OTHER?????? ARE YOU THE FOE??????
šļø (STARE) - DOES ANYONE JUST LIKE SIT AND LURK AND WATCH. GOT ANY STARERS????????
š¦· (THE BITIES) - WHO WOULD EAT RAW MEAT WITHOUT HESITATION. NO COOKING THAT SHIT
š (BLOOD AND VIOLENCE) - WHATāS SOMETHING OUTSIDE YOUR SYSTEM THAT EVERYONE AGREES IS SHITTY AND BAD AND EVIL. ABSOLUTELY UNANIMOUS (OR CLOSE TO THAT)
š§¤ (NO TOUCHY) - WHATāS SOMETHING ONLY ONE OR A FEW PEOPLE HATE AND DESPISE BUT MOST THINK ITāS PRETTY FUCKING COOL. WHOāS RIGHT (USE BIAS LMAO)
šāā¬ (STOP SHEDDING) - WHOāS MOST LIKELY TO HAVE A FURSONA
š„ (VIOLENCE IS THE ONLY ANSWER) - YOUR SYSTEM HAS AN ALL OUT DUEL. WHOāS WINNING.
š (WHATāS THAT ONE SAYING ABOUT THE EYE) - WHO (PROBABLY) GETS THE MOST BITCHES
šŖ¢ (ROPE EMOJI) - WHO IS THE MOST SOCIAL. WHO HAS THE MOST ALLIES
š (BOOGIE) - ANY WEIRD STORIES FROM SOMEONEāS FIRST/ONE OF THEIR FIRST TIMES FRONTING????????
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