I'm Dagger of Decay, Corro, or any of my facets names. He/It pronouns. Grayromantic, pansexual. Alterhuman, disabled, and terrorpunk. I'm a median subsystem that you can learn more about under the cut. We're a bunch of fableings acting as one guy, and we've got a lot of other alterhumany stuff going on.
I'm a member of the @interstellarsystem. We're quoigenic, have DID, and have 400+ system members.
More info about me under the readmore.
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Alterhumanity:
I'm a median subsystem with facets of:
Dain (Deltora Quest)
Tomura Shigaraki (My Hero Academia)
Shimura Tenko (My Hero Academia) [Part of Shigaraki]
All for One (My Hero Academia) [Part of Shigaraki]
Lamplighter (OneShot)
Junpei Yoshino (Jujutsu Kaisen)
Mahito (Jujutsu Kaisen)
Suneater (My Hero Academia)
Obanai Iguro (Demon Slayer)
Soshiro Hoshina (Kaiju No. 8)
Ranpo Edogawa (Bungo Stray Dogs)
And our collective identities are:
Arthropod-hearted
Centipede therian
Technically, I'm a median subsystem, but I present mostly as one person. This is why sometimes I act a bit differently. Treat me as a unit as opposed to several individuals, regardless of if I specify which facet is fronting at any given time. We are not to be separated. Think of it as strong kintype mental shifts if you must.
I actually made and filled out the median experiences tool--here's my results on that one.
Insys, I am in a QPP polycule with Shrapnel ( @kaboom--bitch ) and Red ( @draconicred ). My FP is @funeral--pyre, also in-system.
Disability:
I'm an intra-disorder holder. Basically that means I have disorders the body doesn't. Those are:
Narcissistic Personality Disorder
Antisocial Personality Disorder
I'm also very affected by disorders our body has. Ones relevent here are:
Schizoaffective disorder (Bipolar type)
Borderline Personality Disorder
Insomnia
Chronic fatigue
I tend to have manic episodes from our schizoaffective so my speech may be impacted by that.
Tags I Use:
#op - My posts.
#rb - Reblogs.
#the curserrr - Mahito.
#the decayerrr - Shigaraki.
#the daggerrr - Dain.
#the eaterrr - Suneater.
#the hisserrr - Iguro.
#the lighterrr - Lamplighter.
#the watcherrr - Junpei.
#the slasherrr - Hoshina.
#the detecterrr - Ranpo.
#the [x]errr art - Art of my fableings or alterhuman identities.
#alterhuman, #otherkin, #disability, #terrorpunk - All community specific tags, you can figure out the rest, they're self explanatory.
#bugs n stuff - Bugs, insects, and similar things.
DNI/Stances:
I don't care who interacts. I'm fine with any good faith identity. I'll block you if I want to and you should do the same if I'm upsetting to you. We likely won't read your DNI because largely they're inaccessible and you should use the block button anyway.
Quick stances from us, though: We are pro endo, pro created plurality, pro fiction, supportive of pwNPD and other persodivergents, pretty anti-psych in general, terrorpunk, supportive of psychotic people, of the opinion that 'contradictory labels' are cool, and we believe disordered plurality isn't the same as traumagenic plurality. If you disagree with these and you're mad we interacted with you, just block us.
I always wish the concept of plurality/multiple selves was more widely accepted because Iβll be watching someone play a game and say something strange then immediately go βwhatβs wrong with you manβ and itβs like wow I do that.girl turn around plurality is behind you
I am on my paws and knees begging folks to realize they don't have to be the world's most amazing writer ever to write! The alterhuman tags have been feeling really devoid and empty of a lot of the usual interesting essays lately and that makes me really sad! I love it when you all write! I love reading about the experiences of people!
You also don't have to be interesting to write about yourself. Most people, I find, view themselves to be quite boring and are more fascinated with the lives of others. The reality of this is that you think you're boring because you've lived with yourself/selves your entire life! Of course you're going to seem mundane to yourself.
But the secret is, nobody else is you. And no matter how utterly boring you find yourself or your thoughts or your particular relation to the alterhuman community I can assure you, you are interesting to others out there. Your voice DOES matter. Your thoughts and experiences DO have value. You ARE valuable.
So please, please write. Please draw. Please share your experiences through literally whatever form you possibly can! I LOVE to read about everyone's unique experiences. Some of my favourite essays and writings out there have been from people who are so entirely and vastly different from myself that I could never have even conceived of the way they viewed things and how they experienced the world around them until I read about their experiences. Some of my favourite artworks are from people who's styles and preferences are wholly different from my own.
I promise you, you do not have to be talented or skilled or amazing or perfect to create something of meaning and worth that revolves around your experience. Whether that be a handful of sentences attempting to verbalize a way you felt during a shift, or a several thousand word essay on your particular experience as a spiritual therian. Whether that be a simple pen scribble or a 16+ hour finished piece of work. Whatever it may be. It has meaning because you made it with your own digits with your own hands with your own claws and its yours.
Please write.
Most annoying form of dysphoria I get around my centipede 'type is the legs. Where the fuck are all my legs? Why isn't my body long and covered in legs? Who amputated my fucking legs?
i would like a hugβ¦. JUST KIDDING! i would like TWO hugs. (suddenly becomes cold and standoffish) i donβt need anything or anyone and i donβt want to talk about it.
another reason this is the only social media site i give a fuck to actually use is because you're allowed to add links to text instead of just having to paste a url into the body of your post like some kind of caveman.
Posting wasp propaganda because my ass is seething yo!
Update! Edited background to be lighter for better legibility, usually use grey backgrounds for artwork and forgor that it probably wouldnβt be great to read!