Diary Of A Dying Girl

22 | Aries | ixtp | UGW: 92-95 lbs

[whelveny]

Life is boring when you’re not obsessed with looking perfect

[ygrtfaiiry-deactivated20241028]

when it comes to myself, sk!nny is pretty.

but when it comes to others, i see the beauty in them regardless of their w3ight or looks.

why does my brain work the way it does?

[d0ris55667]

Just broke up w/ my bf , so now I have to reinvent myself and lose the happy weight so I can find his hotter replacement 💕✨

[cranqerrie]

The easiest way to ⭐ is just to stop making it a bigger deal than it is. (This is a reminder to myself lol <3)

Stop thinking about food constantly, about what your next meal should be. Stop watching mukbangs and wl videos and thinspo. Stop reminding your brain that food exists, instead shut out any thoughts about food/ed. Just replace it immediately, don't even let your brain process the fact that it needs food.

Stop going to places that have food, stop going to stores, stop going to buy "just one thing" and then walking back with that one thing and two packs of chips and instant noodles. Stop using food as an excuse to hangout/justifying eating food to talk with your friends, you can talk to them after they finish eating.

Food will always exist, it will never suddenly disappear. If you truly feel like you're starving, you're dizzy and have bad headaches then get yourself some food. But not the low quality shit that won't fill you up, eat a proper healthy meal at these times even if it's slightly higher in calories. Food is fuel, nothing more nothing less.

[d0ris55667]

was fatshamed for eating a lunchable in class. gonna go kms xox.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“I will not be another flower picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find, and impossible to forget.” - Erin Van Vuren

[hermajestyimher]

An important message for overachieving women:

Your friendships will continue to fall apart until you learn to stop expecting things from people who are not what you’ve pictured them to be in your mind.

If you’re an introvert and someone who values deep connections or intellect, don’t expect extroverts to have the same level of introspection and hobbies as you. If you like to dress and carry yourself in a dignified, feminine, and outstanding manner, don’t expect people with different personalities and self-concepts to mirror your appearance and feel the same desire to put forward a polished image of themselves. If you have certain values you won’t compromise on, don’t expect those with different beliefs to honor them back to you as well.

Only by learning to see others for who they truly are and not who you wish they’d be, and based on that information choosing to either keep them or simply move on, will you be able to find peace with the people you are with. We are not meant to be compatible with everyone, and THAT IS OK. Understanding this doesn’t make you or the other person inherently bad. If someone is not for you, there will be others who will be.

You don’t have to change them, you just have to move on.

[hermajestyimher]

Stop going on dating apps. Are you not tired of the humiliating experience of putting yourself in platforms where undesirable men have the opportunity to embarrass you, lie to you, and have access to you without putting any real effort? Ladies, this new generation of men resent you and are jealous of you, and dating apps are one of the main means they use to get an ego boost out of mistreating women.

The men that we want are not wasting their time taking selfies and pretending to be baddies online, swiping left and right. They are out in the real world working, building wealth and a name for themselves. These men won’t feel the need to compete with you and will be effortlessly attracted to your womanhood in its entirety.

I know it’s hard not to fall for the trap of online dating when loneliness is at all-time high nowadays and downloading an app seems so easy and convenient, but we must remember that nothing positive usually comes from them and we are too good to be putting ourselves in those platforms. Delete the apps and don’t look back.

[thirdworldgf]

I will succeed because I’m crazy

[lolabunnyy]

Get in loser (my bed) we're going (to take a nap)

[littlewhispersmokesigns]

Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough I don’t know why

[btrazangelll]

✨Current mood✨

[starvingdoll03]

I'm not going to become skinny if I keep eating like I'm fat

[beautifulmia654]

[daggerdoggy]

wish i could go missing for a little bit and no one would freak out and then i could come back and they'd be like "did you have fun going missing" and i'd be like "yeah, thanks" and then i could do that every couple of months or so and it wouldn't be a big deal

[metamorphesque]

musings on selfhood

1. Marya Hornbacher, Madness: A Bipolar Life / 2. Su Xinyu / 3. Clarice Lispector, The Stream of Life / 4. Su Xinyu / 5. Clarice Lispector, A Breath of Life / 6. Su Xinyu / 7. Milan Kundera, The Unbearable Lightness of Being / 8. Delfina Karmona / 9. Andrés Cerpa, The Vault / 10. Delfina Karmona / 11. Emily Dickinson / 12. Delfina Karmona / 13. Clarice Lispector, A Breath of Life

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[bluebeardsfinalgirl]

this is a safe space for toxic relationships and unhealthy romance and unhealthy power balances and of course who could forget stockholm syndrome