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he/they

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general tws: literally everything

if you don't wanna see my content : block me!

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I CANT LIVE I CANT LIVE I CANT LIVE I CANT LIVE I CANT LIVE

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we are getting worse and i dont know how to ask for help. im scared i wont be able to

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"boys hmu" i have fucking loved u since the 8th fucking hrade and its been almost four years now give me a fucking chance please i love you so fucjikg bad you used to like me and i know you dodnt any more why the fuck did what did i do whay did.i do how did i fuck it up witj you

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i hate fronting i fucking hate it!!! god i jsut geybreminded of everyrhing bad happeninh

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" shitty ppl always suddenly 'find out' theyre a system and spawn a fucking gnf " sorry not sorry but i dont want to be here either lmao. been front stuck for a fucking week, and dont compare us to gubbo! and frankly stop checking on our socials asshole, i know what im doinhg right now is hypocritical but idc. im not gonna talk about our system shit since i dont need to explain that to a 15 year old on the internet who have harmed us but ya

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hi cecil maybe stop vaguing us on your main:)

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things i wish we said in our last message to you:

imagine being in a qpr with a 20 year old at 15

imagine letting that 20 year old talk about wanting to worship you, mark ypu up (/nsx siince it had to Clarify that LMAO), kiss u all over etc etc

imagine having a 20 year old carve somethimg into its skin for you

youre both gross. srsly

imagine telling me to not bother vexx. when have i done that? since u know me and vexxs friendship better than we do

"you/your system or whatever" LOL ok

youre a fucking asshole, you literally are like a 5 year old!! you wine and bitch whem you dont get your way. think abt ur friends for once

i hope you regret this, i hope you regret evrtything looking back on this. i hope you regret making me more ill than before

i hope when you and jay are no longer friends, you live remembering someone has a permnate reminder of you. forever /neg

i hope you hate me. i hope you know i saw everything on jays blog lmao

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honestly dont regret saying this shit since it Was how i was feeling at the time! jay imagine being in a qpr with a 15 year old you fucking sicko perv LMAO and tjis isnt at you if youre fuvking still looking at this blog like yeah its about you cuz its my Vent Blog ! i havent said anything publically and fucking wont !

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like honestly jay is so fucking gross but i still dont hate it LMAO like yes it has ruined my mental health more butlike idk this shit doesnt feel real?? i wisj i could hate its gross ass tee bee hache!

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thinking about bitches?? who literally can be someone you trust and csre for and look up to them?? and then they say someshit you told them was used when ur friend was trying to od! LOL

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hi jay hi cecil dont fuvking look at this blog anymore pretty fucking please i am gonna be sick !

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i want things to go back but i dont. you make me feel so sixk and confused. i just want to not think about you

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things i regret from our friendship

learning about you and jay's issues

telling you about my regression

regressing with you

you making me cry everynight for a couple of weeks

you making me smile for a couple of weeks

you considering me your sibling

when you no longer considered that^

when my issues harmed you more than me

when you and jay told me everything

when you and jay stopped telling me things

when you would barely use my pronouns and only used they/them for me

knowing you

meeting you in that kincord

crying ober you

you being angry when id cry

i hate you

i dont

i regret acting like inhate you right now

i dont

i just dont want to miss you

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things i wish we said in our last message to you:

imagine being in a qpr with a 20 year old at 15

imagine letting that 20 year old talk about wanting to worship you, mark ypu up (/nsx siince it had to Clarify that LMAO), kiss u all over etc etc

imagine having a 20 year old carve somethimg into its skin for you

youre both gross. srsly

imagine telling me to not bother vexx. when have i done that? since u know me and vexxs friendship better than we do

"you/your system or whatever" LOL ok

youre a fucking asshole, you literally are like a 5 year old!! you wine and bitch whem you dont get your way. think abt ur friends for once

i hope you regret this, i hope you regret evrtything looking back on this. i hope you regret making me more ill than before

i hope when you and jay are no longer friends, you live remembering someone has a permnate reminder of you. forever /neg

i hope you hate me. i hope you know i saw everything on jays blog lmao

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ew ew ew!! just seeing this is making us dissociate!!!

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literally u guys r kind of fucking gross